Mercedes Lackey and Larry Dixon Born to Run A Serrated Edge Novel CHAPTERONE A dark red Mustang perched beside the ribbon of highway, alone but for the young man resting against its door. It was an unusual sight for such a place, here where the shallow water of the wetlands reflected moonlight, and endless silvered marsh grasses whispered in the breeze. The dcadas didn't care if the man was there, nor did the night-birds, nor the foxes and raccoons — they were used to the comings-and- goings of men in their loud machines, and would avoid him. There would seem to be no reason for him to be stopped here — no smoke or steam poured from beneath the nostrilled hood, no line of shredded rub- ber marked a newly departed tire. A highway patrol officer would have been very interested — if there had been one anywhere within twenty miles. And that, too, was unusual; this dose to Savannah, there should be police cruising this stretch of road. "One of these nights," griped Tannim to no one in particular, "I'll have a normal drive, with nothing chas- ing me, pestering me, shooting at me ... no breakdowns, no detours, no country-western music, no problems. Peace, quiet, and the road. No place to go, no one to save, no butts to cover except my own." Tannim pulled himself up onto his old Mach 1, faded black jeans shushing over the hood. Its cooling engine tick-tick-ticked, radiator gurgling softly as it relaxed from its work, the warm old American sheet metal satin-smooth and familiar. He ran a hand through his long brown hair, catching fingers in his 2 Mercedes Lackey and LarryDwan uncountable ratty knots of curls, and snorted in cynical amusement Casting his eyes skyward, scratching at his scalp, he said wistfully, "Man. They keep telling me, 'Y'knew the job was dangerous when ya took it.' Thanks for giving me the job description after I've signed the contract, guys." The cicadas answered him by droning on, unimpressed. The road was deserted, the air clear, the bright country sky shining off of the curved fenders. Tiny pinpoints of light twisted into sweeping contours only to be swallowed up in the flat black intakes of the hood. The beauty and peace of the evening softened his mood. No finer job in this world, though. When it works out — wish Kestrel were here to help. He's better at thus than me. Tannim thought about his old friend from high school back inJenks, Oklahoma, with more than a twinge of regret — regret for Derek's curious blend of talents, compassion, and guts. Derek Ray Kestrel was gifted not only with a sexy name but with a knack for magic that just wouldn't quit. Deke spent his time with his cars and guitars, now, and didn't do road work anymore. Guess he didn't have the stomach for it. It can get gross enough to freak a coroner. Damned if he didn't have more than just talent, though. He gave up on his hair and adjusted his jacket, a third-hand Battlestar Galactica fatigue he traded a Plymouth carburetor kit for. Both he and the other kid thought they'd gotten the better deal. They were both right Tannim didn't know from carbs then, and had let go of a rare five-hundred-dollar sixpack. Deke had sure given him a hard dme about that! The other kid had no idea how hard the battle-jackets were to get Live and learn. He dug around in one of the many pock- ets he'd sewn inside the jacket, and pulled out a cherry pop, whistling along with the Midnight Oil tape on the Mach 1's stereo, occasionally falling into key. BORNTORUN 3 Decent night for a job, though. Not raining like last time, and no lightning to dodge, either. Tannim was a young man, but he was not inclined to die that way, despite the reckless pace he kept up. Better to run towards something than away, he'd always thought, but the scars and aches all over his wiry body testified that even a fiery young mage can be harmed by too much running. Or per- haps, not running hard enough .. . He had been self-trained up to age twenty, and then someone from elsewhere had taken him in and really shown him the ropes of high magic. Their friendship had built before their student/teacher relationship really began, Chinthliss admiring the boy's brazen style, wicked humor, and dedication to the elusive and deadly ener- gy of his world's magic. That was, in fact, the reason Chinthliss had taken Tannim on in the first place; it had not escaped the young mage that he and his men- tor were a great deal alike in many ways. There were a lot of words to describe the two of them, the best of which were creative, crafty, adventurous, virtuous — well, maybe not virtuous — but their many aides had other choice adjectives, none flattering. Tannim had a way of taking the simplest lesson and turning it around to befuddle his "master," who in turn would trounce the boy with the next one, and giggle about it for a week. It was Chinthliss who had given Tannim his name — it meant "Son of Dragons." It fit, especially since he thought of Tannim as he would his own off- spring. Eventually, the lessons simply became jam sessions of experimenting, and Tannim began teaching Chinthliss a thing or two. What was about to occur on this lonely stretch of road was something he'd come up with himself years ago — something that had scared the scat out of Chinthliss. It was the kind of "job" he had done a couple of times with Deke Kestrel in tow. He unwrapped the cherry pop and began chewing on 4 Mercedes Lackey and ianyDwon it absent-mindedly, humming along with the tunes. He crumpled the wrapper and slipped it into a pocket, and his humming became a chant through clenched teeth. He pulled his shoulders back and stretched, neck and back popping from road fatigue, and let in the rush of energy that heralded a major spell. Around him, the dcadas rose in pitch, to harmonize with Peter Garrett and the young man's chanting. Harmonizing with Garrett was no small feat, and he noted it as a good omen. He kept his arms raised toward the crescent moon overhead, and his eyes perceived a subtle change in the starlight as he entered his familiar trance. His body went rigid, as if rigor mortis had suddenly frozen him in place. To say that Tannim died then would be misleading — although he was not precisely alive anymore either. The trance he entered was protected well, and he was being monitored by otherworldly allies, but the young mage's soul was now connected to his body by the thin- nest of threads —much more tenuous than anything most mages ever depended on during out-of-body work. Most of them would have been terrified at the notion of trusting their lives to so fragile a bond. But most mages weren't Tannim. He had been trusting his life and more to far more fragile bonds than this for a long time now. As he stabilized his spirit-form, there was the sensa- tion of everything being well-lit and dark at once, and of infinite visibility — the dizzying effect of mage-sight in the now-and-then hereafter. He "felt" completely normal, right down to the candy tucked in his cheek and the feel of the Mach 1 beneath him. He tapped his worn black high-tops against the chrome, focusing his thoughts and getting comfortable, teeth gnawing on the pop's soggy stem as he drew energy up from the earth through the frame BORN TO RUN 5 of the Mach 1, tempering it through the sheet metal, grounding the wild-magic resonances into the engine block, radiating the excess through the window glass. Good so far; now tojmd him. With that, he pulled his spirit away from his body, his shadow-image standing upright, stretching, and ad- justing its jacket while his body remained seated on the hood, connected to it by a shimmering field of gos- samer threads, the only traces of the spell visible to the trained eye. He stepped away from his anchor, and crossed the gravel shoulder. A figure wavered and coalesced before him, a for- tyish man in a plaid workshirt and chinos, standing with his hands in his pockets, looking away from the road. There was a half-smoked cigarette hanging slack- ly from his lips. He was an ordinary man, the kind you'd see at any truckstop, any feed store in the southern belt, lines etched into his face by hard work, bright sun, and pain endured. The only thing that set him apart now was that he was edged by a soft yel- lowish glow, which seemed to fill in every shadow and crease in that face, and followed him as he stepped towards Tannim. His brows furrowed, as if trying to remember some- thing. He took a drag off the cigarette. It glowed, but did not bum down. Smoke curled up around his face, a bright blue and violet. "Haven't seen you here before," the man said. "Hiya. Canfield, Ross Canfield...." The man stepped forward, reflexively offered a hand. Tan- nim bit his lip, stepped forward again, and grasped his hand. Well, Fve got him. Oh God, I thought this was going to be easier. He doesn't know. "Hello, Ross," he said. "I'm Tannim." Ross nodded; he seemed distracted, as if he wasn't entirely focusing on the moment at hand. "Tannim? Good ta meetcha. That a first name or a last name?" "Only name," Tannim replied cautiously. "Just Tan- 6 Mercedes Lackey and Lorry Dixan mm. How are you? I mean, you look a little stressed, Ross; are you all right? How do you feel... ? " IfCanfield was surprised about this atypical show of concern from a stranger, he didn't show it. "Been bet- ter. Strange night." Ross took a pull off of his dgarette. Its dp glowed again, but still didn't shorten. Its smoke wisped up violet and vanished above his head, and he blew smoke from his nostrils in a wash of reddish- purple. "Mmm. As strange as usual." Tannim smiled inward- ly at the oxymoron. "Where you from, Ross?" Canfield focused a little more on him as the question caught his attention. "Louisiana. Metairie. You?" Tannim moved a little farther away, unobtrusively testing the energies coming from Canfield. "Tulsa." Now Canfield's attention was entirely focused on the young mage. "Why you ask?" "Just curious; I wondered if you were local." It was time to change the subject. "You know, Ross, you seem like a friendly fella, laid back, able to handle 'bout any- thing. Got something kinda serious to talk to you about" "Uh huh." Ross Canfield set his jaw, and the glow around him turned a rich orange. Not a good sign. Red would be worse, much worse, but orange was not a good sign. "Ah, look, Ross, I have some bad news for you, so don't get mad at me...." They always blame the messenger, don't they? "Bad news?" Another drag on the dgarette, which now glowed a fierce red — echoing the glow of energy swirling around him. "My wife just left me, kid, and you say you've got bad news?" Abruptly, Tannim was no longer the focus of Canfield's anger. "That sonuvabitch Marty Lear tore the hell outta my lawn with her in that goddamn Jap pickup of his and — and — took her away — " BORN TO RUN 7 So; there was the reason for it all. Uh oh. Eistwwk, boy, you hit it right the first time. Tannim's eyes narrowed, and he took the mangled pop stick out of his mouth. Power fluctuated around them, silent and subtle, but there. Tannim noted their patterns, setting up buffer fields with a mental call. He saw a fan of lines spread around them both, channels waiting to be filled if needed. "What did you do?" Canfield did not take offense at what should have been considered a very personal question. "Went after 'em. We was fightin' and she'd already called the bas- tard; he showed up and she jumped in. Caught up to 'em. Have this oF 'Cuda, hot as hell..." "Hod." Tannim was the focus of Canfield's attention again; he felt the hot glare ofRoss's stare. "What?" Canfield asked. He isn't going to like this. "You hod a Barracuda. I'm sorry, Ross, but... that's the bad news I have for you." "What you talkin' 1»out, son?" Ross Canfield looked pale for a moment, then his glow pulsed cherry red and his face began to twist into anger. He exhaled bright red smoke from his nostrils, jaw set, threads of energy coalesdng around his feet and fists. Now a quick deflection. "Ross, walk with me a minute, will you?" Tannim started along the roadbed toward the overpass a hundred feet away. "How long would you say you've been standing out here, Ross? An hour, maybe? A couple?" Ross hesitated, then followed Tannim. The tiny traces of reddish energy cradded and followed his steps. "Ross, you remember stopping here? Getting out of that car? Lighting that dg?" Ross absently pulled the dgarette from his mouth and looked at it, brow knotted in concentration. Tannim stood next to the overpass abutment It was gray concrete, scarred and cracked, with patches ofce- 8 Mercedes Lackey and LanyDixon ment covering half its surface. Bits of glass and plasdc glittered in the starlight. Tannim picked up a razor- edged sliver of safety-glass an inch long. Barrier's mplace; nagfaaswdlteUhmstrmghtup. Hehasn'ttakenthehmts. "Ross... this is all that's left of your 'Cuda. You hit this bridge doin' one-forty, and you never walked away from it." The dgarette slipped from Ross' fingers and rested in the dry grass. It smoldered, but didn't set fire to the grass it landed in. The energy field around Ross Can- field crackled like a miniature thunderstorm, apparently invisible to him. "Ross, look over there." Tannim pointed at the Mus- tang, and at the man still sitting on the hood. "That's me." Ross took a deep breath, stooped to pick up his dgarette, and returned it in his mouth. Here's where it. fats. Icon handle it; he's not vxipowerfvl ...I hope. Tannimbuiltuphisdefenses,preparingforamen- tal scream of rage.... Or worse. Sometimes they don't just blame the messenger, they kill the messenger. I hate this part. Ross bit his lip, shock plain on his face as he realized the meaning ofTannim's words. "Never... walked... away...." Tannim nodded, ready to strike back if Ross broke and gaveintotheragebuildinginhim. "So I'm dead, huh?" Tannim could feel the energies arcing between them, screaming for focus.... Hoc bay. Now so am I. "That's right, Ross. You died three years ago, right here. I'm sorry, really...." Ross Canfield pulled himself up to his full height, towering over Tannim by almost a foot, eyes glowing red with fury as he seethed. His fists denched tighter, then relaxed slowly and finally opened. His broad shoulders slouched as his aura dimmed to orange, red tinges slithering away into the ground. He inhaled one massive BORNTORUN 9 breath, pulledahand back through his hair and said— "WelUAK." Tannim heard mental giggles from his guardians, felt them skitter away to other business, pulling his bor- rowed energy reserves with them. He heaved a sigh of relief and lowered his guard against a strike. Ross swayed as if drunk, then stared atTannim's spirit-form like he was trying out newly bought eyes. "So, this is what it's like to be a goddamn ghost," Ross said to Tannim as they stood beside the Mustang, "[ust my damn luck. I should've expected something like this to happen to me. What the hell do I do now?" Tannim stood at the hood, beside himself. "I'll tell you in a second." He drew up the Walking spell's reserve energy and stepped back into his body, trusting his instincts that Ross was not going to disturb his trans- fer. Back at home, he opened his eyes, stretched and stood, rubbing the ever-present kink in his left leg. "Just for the record, you could have hurt me pretty bad back there, Ross. Just now, I mean. Stepping into and out of a body is a vulnerable time. I trusted you that you wouldn't — thanks." "Uh huh. What was I gonna do, rattle my chains at ya?" Ross snorted. "And, uh, if it's not too much trouble, what the hell good is this gonna do me? What am I s'posed to do? If I'm dead, where are the angels?" Tannim paused, and walked to the door of the car. "Get in; I'll tell you." Ross reached for the door-handle, and his hand passed through it, a tracing of fire around the point of entry. "That's lesson one, Ross. You're only partially in this land of the physical. You can choose whether or not to interact with it. Lotta advantages to being a ghost; I don't get the option of deciding if I want to be hit by a bullet or no." Tannim grinned. "You do. Or rather, you will. You're not up to that yet" 10 Mercedes Lackey and LarryDaan "That's spooky as shit," Ross observed, watching his forearm disappear completely into the door. "Normally you wouldn't be able to do that to this particular car. As a ghost, that is. It has some powerful defenses. I'm lowering the ones against spirits for you, keyed to you and you only. Otherwise, you couldn't get within a foot of that door. Also, another thing: if you get near my tape collection, I'll kill you." Tannim smilecL "You can fry magnetics with a touch — tapes, com- puter disks, that sorta thing. The tapes are in that red box there. Please don't touch it." Ross looked through the window at the red fabric case, and read "NO GHOSTS OR POSSESSIONS WITHIN 10 FEET" embroidered into a panel on its lid» The cau- tion was surrounded by arcane symbols. "Yeah, I see. What are those, spells or something?" Tannim chuckled and leaned against the roof. "The runes? They're from the back of Led Zeppelin Four. Scares most of the ghosts bigtime, except the metal- heads, they just give me a high-sign and say 'Duuuude!'" Ross laughed, and pulled his arm free of the door. He shoved his other hand in his pockets, and dragged on his ever-present cigarette. The smoke wisped away, disappearing as blue this time. "That's another advantage, you can see things living people can't, like that warning. It's for spirits only. Your vision should be changing soon, now that you've real- ized ... ah, what you are now. Things'11 start getting pretty weird... people will have funny glows around them, colors that show how they feel emotionally, the brighter they are the more intense they are. I see that way all the time, it's called 'mage-sight' — that's how I can see you now. Watch out for blind spots, they mean trouble every time. They stand for something you can't see, something someone won't let you see, or some- thing you don't want to see." BORN TO RUN 11 Ross appeared grim for a second, then turned his head to face the overpass. He looks like he's seen a... Well, he turned very pale. "I can't see... I never noticed that before. That's where I died, and I can't see it at all." Ross looked visib- ly shaken, and began walking towards the overpass. Would he be able to see it? Should Tannim even en- courage him to try? But he seemed ready. "The trick is to look past it, and bring your field of focus into it. Con- centrate on seeing the road past it, then pull back until it appears; the more you want it, the sooner it will come." Tannim watched him walk up to the place where he'd died, and stop. "Ross..." he said softly, "you don't have to do this, if it's making you uncomfortable, at least not right away. There are ghosts in this world who haven't been able to come to gripswiditheirowndeathsfor centuries. It^snoteasy." "How th' hell would you know?" Ross snapped, and then immediately looked embarrassed. "I've helped almost a hundred move on to their next destination," Tannim said. "Not always willingly, but ... it's for the better." Ross faced him, skepticism warring with a touch of awe. "You're not — an angel, are you?" "Me?" Tannim laughed. More often, he was mistaken for something else entirely. "Not hardly. Not even dose. I'm just a man who can tell you a thing or two about magic, about dying, and what comes after it. Angels live far deaner lives, and have far deaner consdences." "There are angels, then? And Heaven?" Ross pulled a long drag on his dgarette. "I guess." Tannim shrugged. "Hell, I don't know what your definition of Heaven is, so I can't say. But I will tell you that not everyone who dies waltzes through the 'Pearly Gates' of their choice; they still have things to 12 Mercedes Lackey and Lorry Dawn do. A lot of *em love this world, and don't want to leave. They don't have to, at least, not right away." "They don't?" Canfield looked surprised — and bemused. "Nope. Not if they still have things to do, things on their minds." Tannim leaned up against the Mustang. "Most move on to whatever suits them, pretty much right off. But some, it takes a while to find out what it is they want. You're probably that way. It's a whole dif- ferent ball game when you're dead; conflicts that were big guns when you were alive don't count for much. You meet all kinds of people from all times. Plenty to talk about Hell, the drone of sports talk at Candlestick Park from a hundred thousand dead fans is enough to put you over the edge!" "Uh huh." Ross pulled the butt from his mouth. "So I'm gonna be this way for a while?" "Yeah, probably." He kicked up at the dear night sky for a moment. "Since you didn't — go on, when you really understood what had happened to you. I guess you must have some things to do. The way you are — it's kind of a way to live again, with your senses en- hanced and a new way of looking at things. Kind of gives you a second chance." "I guess it isn't all bad," Ross observed after a mo- ment of thought. "Guy could do a lot, see a lot, like this. Things he never got a chance to." Tannim nodded. "There's a big tradeoff to it; if there's something you need to take care of, that de will hold you to a place. Even without that, there's des to your family. Most ghosts build up a sort of'monitoring' of their families and loved ones, so they know what they are doing, and can be there to lend support from beyond if they can, while they're soil ghosts. Nadve Americans in particular have a strong de widi dieir ancestors, and dieir spirits fill everything around them. If I were you, I'd travel a bit and reconcile your feelings about everyone BORN TO RUN 13 you've ever loved or hated. Then visit your gravesite. After dial it's up to you whedier to stay or to move on." "Well, ain't dlis a helluva turn. Life after deadi is just as big a pain in die ass as living." Ross planted his hands on his hips, and stared towards die bridge. "I can kinda see it now, Tannim. And I can see ... my 'Cuda. Holy shit... I really did buy it good." Ross shuddered, and swore again. "Damn. I loved diat car." Tannim nodded. "Yeah, I can relate. I've lost a couple of good ones myself.,.. Thank it for its services and offer it its own afterlife. Even cars can develop spirits, believe me. Honor everydiing you knew, Ross, dien you'll be happy again." Ross looked down at his feet. "I... I loved her too, more than the car, more ..." he said, and Tannim didn't have to ask to know who he was talking about "I cried like a goddamn baby every dme I couldn't tell her how I felt. It was easier to drink die booze dian to find the words. And I chased after her drunk . .. hell, I didn't even know what road she was on. I couldn't even get dying right..." Better intervene before he starts getting caught in a downward spiral. "Uhhh, Ross, I've met a lot of spirits in my day, and diere've been a lot of diem who died 'good deaths,' real 'blaze of glory' stuff. Every one of'em mentioned how stupid it was after all, you know, big picture stuff. I don't know ifdiere is a right way to die. But, diey all have had regrets about dieir lives ... die real heroes and die regular joes." "Hmm. Yeah, well, I guess I have a lot to diink about, and a lot of dme to do it'" Ross turned, and pulled die dgarette from his lips. "So now I get die chance to change dungs, huh? Fix what I shouldn't have been in at all. Fine." He direw die dgarette down and ground it out "I've wanted to quit smoking for twenty years now, and never could. I'll be damned if I'll do it when I'm dead. Don't start drinking or smoking, boy." 14 Mercedes Lackey and, Lany Dixan Tannim smiled and said, "Yeah, the stuff '11 kill you." Ross bent down before the concrete pillar, and reached a translucent hand towards a sparkling shard of glass. He crouched there a moment longer and smoothed the dirt over it, then strode towards the Mus- tang, leaving his death behind him. The Alan Parsons Project's "Don't Answer Me" played on the tape deck as the wind rushed past the Mach 1, its engine thrumming in mechanical sym- phony. The breeze from the open windows made the young driver's hair stream back against the seat-covers, and that same breeze blew right through his passenger. Ross Canfield put his hand to his chin, shifted to lean his arm against the sill, and put his arm through it He withdrew and tried again, this time successfully resting his arm against the vinyl. "Shit, this is gonna be hard to get used to." Tannim chuckled and leaned forward to tap a stick- ing gauge. "You're doing fine, Ross. Just remember, things in my world may or may not affect you. It's most- ly a matter of what you want to be influenced by; for instance, you could, if you wanted to, fall right out of this car doing seventy now by simply deciding that seat won't affect you. Then, you may choose for the road not to affect you, and you wouldn't be hurt by the falL But you missed the armrest just now because you for- got to 'want' it to affect you. Tricky, huh?" "Kinda like — what'd they used to say? Mind over matter?" "Exactly." He nodded with approval. "Now, until you learn spirit-traveling, you're limited by your old human abilities. One day, you may be able to fly cross- country by will alone, but for now, if you fell out of the car, I'd have to stop and pick you up, 'cause you couldn't run fast enough to keep up with me." Ross chuckled. "Yeah, but I can run faster now that BORN TO RUN 15 I'm dead. No wheezy lungs from smoking, no beer gut." "Yeah, and you can play tennis with dead pros to keep in shape." Ross and Tannim both laughed. "You know, I never thought being dead would be so damned entertaining. And it seems like I should be more upset about it." Tannim kept his eyes on the road, but he smiled to himself. Ross Canfield was coming along very well — a lot faster than Tannim would have thought. "Well, seriously, Ross, there are a lot of ways to deal with it, but you're running on instinct. Your subconscious was aware you were dead, but your superconsdous wasn't ready to accept it, so you stood there sucking a butt for a couple of years. Now, it's kind of a relief that it's out in the open, and you're able to get to the decisions you've been building towards all this time. And as for it being entertaining, kissing a bridge at lightspeed drunk off your ass is a grim thing, but there are a lot of things about being a ghost that are damn funny, no matter what the circumstances are." "Like fallin' through doors," Ross supplied. "Uh huh. So, deal with it now with a laugh, because there are plenty of things in the future that'll make you cry, make you scream — " now he turned to look at Canfield out of the comer of his eye " — and make you wish you were more dead than you are." "Huh. As you can tell by the two-year wait, I don't spook easily." His face cracked with a smirk. "Ross! I'd never picked you for a punster!" "Yeah, well, that's why I'm not in Heaven right now." Tannim grinned and thought about the turn of a friendly card. Maybe they were both lucky they'd met. "Seriously... what do I do now? How'm I supposed to learn all these ghost things, and how do I get outta bein' one? This shit's gonna get old eventually." Now Ross looked uncertain. "I don'tsuppose you'd teach me — " Tannim shook his head. "I can't, Ross. The best I can 16 Mercedes Lackey and Lurry Dwon do is what I just did — break you out of the stalemate you were in and get you started. Like most things, Ross, you have to get out and practice. Leam by doing. Talk to other ghosts, pick up the tricks. I can't show you what you need to know; I've got too many other irons in the fire, and I've got problems enough with people trying to make me into a ghost" At first Ross snorted; then he looked around, and squinted. His eyes widened, and Tannim figured he had started to see some of the protections on the Mustang. It was enough to impress him — even if he wasn't seeing more than a fraction of the magics Tannim had infused the Mach 1 with. "There are a couple of other things I can tell you: just like you can let the rest of the world af- fect you, with practice, you can influence what happens in the physical world — or, more accurately, the world I'm in right now. Like back there, when you touched that piece of glass, buried it... there's a lotta different kinds of'physical.' Making a change in this one means discovering how to make yours interact with it. That thing with the magnetics is an example of one you can't control; there are others you'll pick up soon enough." "Got some simple tips?" "Sure. Stay away from things that make you tired, don't fiddle with walls that won't let you pass, and if anything tries to eat you, hurt it." "Tries to — eat me?" Ross's eyes widened again. "There's a lot of unfriendly things out there, includ- ing some that used to be human. Remember, don't attack first. Undl you have the experience to tell friend from foe, be cautious. It's always easier to hold a defen- sive position anyway. And there are a lot of things out there that aren't human at all; treat them fairly, they can become very dose friends. My best friend isn't human. Pretty simple. Otherwise, things are similar to living. You can have sex as a ghost, ride in an F-15. Fly on the Space Shuttle if you want, if you can find room. It's very BORN TO RUN 17 popular. Enjoy it, and leam. That's the key to moving on — knowledge and maturity are important." "But, what about moving on? How — " Tannim shook his head. "I can't tell you; it's different for everyone. You'll know when. If you didn't know how, you'd have never seen the bridge back there; that was an important move. It shows you're finally ready to accept what you are." Ross was silent for a while, and the miles ticked away as the skyline of Savannah came into view. Finally he spoke. "Tannim... thanks." "No thanks needed, friend," Tannim said, slowing as he approached the dty limit. "You ready to take off on your own?" Ross nodded. "If you need anything, call. I'll find a way to get there. I guess this is dangerous work you're doing, and I owe you for this," he said through teary spectral eyes. "I'd better get out there. I lost enough dme to getting shit-faced before, and I want to see what I missed." Tannim looked sideways at Ross Canfield, nodded, and turned his eyes hack towards the highway, pulled to the shoulder and stopped. The dty lights illuminated the car, the driver, and the empty seat beside him. "Be sure to visit River Street while you're here, Ross. Always a party. Good luck. Here's your exit." The ghost stepped through the door onto the shoulder, and Tannim watched him in the rearview mirror, an ordinary enough guy, watching the Mach 1's taillights recede into the night. Ordinary — except that only Tannim could see him. And only Tannim could hear him, as clearly as if Ross still sat beside him. "You need me, you call." CHAPTER TWO "That was Georgia's own B-52s, with 'Rock Lobster,' " said the radio announcer, his cheerful voice murmuring from the sixteen speakers of Doc- tor Sam Kelly's home-built quadraphonic system. "Next up, Shriekback, the Residents, the new British release from George Louvis, and an oldie from Thomas Dolby, but first..." Sam hit the "mute" button, and the commercial faded to a whisper. The dmer would bring the volume back up in another sixty seconds, and by then the sta- tion should be back to music. Doctor Samuel Sean Kelly might have majored in metallurgy, but he had minored in electrical engineering; sensing, even back in the '40s, that the time would come when everyone had to have some understanding of electronics. After all, hadn't he grown up on H. G. Wells, and the sdence- fiction tradition that the engineer was the man who could and would save the universe? "Not bad, for an old retired fart," he chuckled to his Springer Spaniel, Thoreau, who raised his head and ears as if he under- stood what his master was saying. "I liked Elvis in the '50s, I liked the Stones and the Fuggs in the '60s, and now, sure, I'm on the cutting edge — right, boyo?" Thoreau wagged his stub of a tail and put his head back down on his paws. He didn't care how eclectic his master's taste in music was, so long as he didn't crank up those imposing speakers to more than a quarter of their capacity. When Sam retired from Gulfetream, he'd hdda party for his younger colleagues that was still the talk of 20 Mercedes Lackey andLanyDswn the neighborhood. There had been complaints to the police about the music from as far away as five blocks, and poor Thoreau had gone into hiding in the back doset of the bedroom, not to emerge for three days. The desk-top before him was pretematurally dean, with only a single envelope cluttering the surface. Sam fingered the letter from "Fairgrove Industries," as the radio volume returned to normal, and Thomas Dolby complained ofhyperactivity. He sat back in his aging overstuffed rediner, surrounded by his books, frown- ing at the empty room and wishing wistfully that he hadn't given up smoking. Or that he hadn't agreed to talk to this "Tannim" person. It had seemed very harmless when he first got the let- ter; this "Tannim" — what sex the person was he hadn't known until the phone call came confirming the evening appointment — wanted to talk to him about a job as a consultant He had offered Sam an amazing amount of money just to talk to him: fifteen hundred dollars for an evening of his otherwise idle time. Sam had said yes before he thought the consequences through — after all, how many retired metallurgists could boost their income by that much just by talking to someone? But later, after he'd had lunch with some of the youngsters at Gulfstream and heard some of the latest news, he began to wonder. There was a lot going on over there right now; the joint project with the Russians, a lot of composite development and things being done with explosive welding and foamed aluminum. None of it was exactly secret, but there was a lot of proprietary information Sam was still privy to — and more he could get clandestine ac- cess to, if he chose. What if this "Faiigrove Industries" — which was not listed with the Better Business Bureau, and not in any industrial database that Sam had access to — was just a front for something else? What if this Tan- nun was trying to set him up as a corporate informant, or looking for some "insider trading" type information? BORN TO RUN 21 Sam had loved his job at Gulfstream; they were, as he joked, a "growing, excited company." He liked the people he worked with enough to socialize with them, even now, when he had been retired for the past several months. He wasn't interested in doing anything that would hurtthecompany. Sam tapped the edge of the envelope on his desk and made up his mind about what he was going to do, now that he had realized the implications. "Well, Thoreau, if this young fella thinks I'm some kind of senile old curmudgeon he can fool with a silver tongue and a touch of blarney, he's going to be surprised," Sam said aloud. "If it's looking to make a fool of me he is, I just may be making a fool of him." If this Tannim was trying to set him up as a corporate informant, Sam dedded, this old man would turn the tables on him. There was a break-in camera under the eaves; it took snaps when the burglar alarm went off, but it could be operated manually. Very well, then, he'd snap pictures of the man's car and license tag when he arrived. First thing in the morning, he'd call his old bosses, give them the number and the young man's description, and let them know exactly what had gone on. Looking for a corporate informant wasn't illegal, exactly — but the fellows at Gulfstream could certainly put a stop to anything shady. And Sam would still have the fifteen hundred dollars. Not bad, when you stopped to think out all the im- plications first, rather than backtracking in a panic. Assuming of course, the check didn't bounce. But planning ahead in case things did go wrong was what had made Sam one of the best in his field. "Or so I like to tell myself," he said aloud, smiling at his own conceit. The doorbell rang, and Sam reached automatically for the modified TV remote-control that, through the 22 Menxdes Lackey and Lorry Dmm intervention of an old Commodore microcomputer, handled gadgets throughout the house. The poor old thing was useless even as a game machine these days, but it was perfectly adequate to mute the radio — or take pictures of the young man and his car before Sam even reached the door. He made his way to the door with a shade of the limberness of his youth, and opened it, catching the stranger in a "listening" pose that told Sam the man had been trying to catch the sound of his own approaching footsteps. "Doctor Kelly?" The man at the door was il- luminated by the powerful floodlight Sam had used to replace the ridiculous little phony carriage-lamp that had been installed there. And he was a very young man, much younger than his deep voice had suggested. He nodded in a noncommittal fashion and the man con- tinued. "I'm Tannim — we had an appointment — " He was carrying a dark leather folder. Sam first took in that, then the wild mop of curly hair, cut short in front and long in the back, the way a lot of kids on MTV cut theirs — a dark nylon jacket, with a good shirt un- derneath, and a soft scarfinstead of a de — dark slacks, not jeans — boots — the first impression was reasonable. But not exactly fitting the image of a cor- porate recruiter. The face was good; high cheekbones, determined chin, firm mouth, fine bone-structure and curiously vulnerable-looking eyes. The kid looked like a lot of the hotshot young engineers Sam worked with. But not like what Sam had been expecting. "I remember," Sam replied cautiously. There was something about the young man that suggested trustworthiness, perhaps his eyes, or the curious sense of stillness about him; but Sam knew better than to trust his first impression. Some of the biggest crooks he had ever known had inspired that same feeling of trust. And some of them had been just as young as this man. "Can I come in?" A quirky grin spread across the BORN TO RUN 23 man's bony face, transforming the stillness without en- tirely removing it. "Or would you rather earn your retainer standing here in the doorway? Or would you like to go somewhere else entirely?" Well, it wouldn't hurt to let the youngster in. Sam moved aside, and Tannim stepped across the threshold. Sam noticed that he walked with a limp, one he was at pains to minimize; that he moved otherwise with a cat- like grace at odds with the limp. Sam was no stranger to industrial accidents and their aftermath. This was some- one who had suffered a serious injury and learned to cope with it. That moved him a little more into the "favorable" column, in Sam's mind. Con artists tended to emphasize injuries to gain sympathy — con artists tended not to get injured in the first place. "Follow me, if you would," Sam said, leading the way to his office. This was going to be more interesting than he had thought. Tannim cocked his head to one side as he entered the office, and caught what was playing softly over the speakers. The playlist had migrated to the outre. His eyes and his smile increased a trifle. "Doctor Kelly — I'm pleasantly surprised by your taste in music." Sam shrugged, as the Residents gave forth their own terrifyingly skewed version of"Teddybear." He took his seat in the rediner behind his desk and waved at the two identical rediners in front of the desk. But Tannim didn't take a seat; instead, he put the folder he had been carrying on the desk, and beside it, a set ofI.D. cards he fanned like a set of playing cards. "Before we talk. Doctor Kelly, I'd like to assure you of something. Fairgrove Industries is a brand new entity in- sofar as the rest of the world is concerned — but we've been around a long, long time in the private sector." Sam looked up to see that Tannim's smile had turned into a wide grin. "We've been around a lot longer than anyone knows. I know what you've probably been thinking; that I'm a corporate raider, thatrmafront-manforindustrial 24 Mercedes Lackey and Lorry Down espionage, or that I'm looking for information on your former employer. Actually, I don't usually do this for Fairgrove, but the folks back at the plant thought I'd be the best person to approach you." "Oh?" Sam Kelly replied. "So —just what is it that this Fairgrove does that they want from me?" Tannim tapped the folder with one long finger. "We build racecars. Doctor Kelly. We have nothing to do with aerospace, and I doubt very much we'll ever be in- volved in that business. But you have skills we very much need." Sam looked back down at the top photo I.D., which was, unmistakably, Tannim. And listed only the single name, oddly enough — no initials, no first or last name. It was an SCCA card, autodub racing, sure enough; beneath it was a SERRA card (whatever that was), an IMSA card, an I.D. card for Roebling Road racetrack, and beneath that was his Fairgrove card. That particular piece of I.D. listed him as "test-driver/ mechanic," which Sam hadn't known was still possible. Not these days, when either profession required skill and training enough to overwhelm most ordinary people. But Tannim didn't give him any chance to ask about that — he opened the folder, and began describing just what it was that Fairgrove wanted from him, if he would take the job. "We need you as a consultant. Doctor Kelly," he said, earnestly. "We're working on some pretty esoteric tech- nologies here, and we need someone with a solid background who isstillflexibleand opentonewideas. You were one of the best metallurgists in the country before you retired — and no one has ever accused you of being stuckmarut.orbeing too old-iashioned to change." That surprised him further, and embarrassed him a little. He was at a loss for a response, but Tannim was dearly waiting for one. "Oh, I would'na know about BORN TO RUN 25 that," he said, lapsing briefly into the Irish brogue of his childhood. "We would," Tannim said firmly, nodding so that his unruly mop of dark, curly hair flopped over into one eye, making him look, thin as he was, like a Japanese anwe character. "We've looked very carefully at everyone who might suit us, and who could legitimate- ly work with us without compromising themselves or their current or past employers. You are the best" Sam felt himself blushing, something he hadn't done in years. "Well, if you think so... what's thejob, anyway?" "Metallurgy," Tannim told him. "Specifically, fabricating engine blocks and other high-stress parts of non-ferrous materials." He flashed that grin again, from under the errant lock of hair, calling up an answering smile from Sam. "Like your music, we're on the cutting edge." "I don't know," Sam replied, slowly, as Tannim final- ly took his seat, leaving his host free to leaf through the Fairgrove materials. Most of them had the look of something that had been produced on a personal com- puter, the great-great grandchild of the one that helped Sam run his house, and the cousin of the one on the workstation behind him. The specs Fairgrove had on their "wish list" were impressive — and as un- likely as any ofH. G. Wells' dreams of Time Machines. "I don't know. Engine blocks — you're talking about a high-stress application there. You want a foamed aluminum matrix for internal combustion, with water- cooling channels, air-cooling vanes, and alloy piston sleeves? In five castings for the main block? I don't know that it's possible." "Ah, but you don't know it's not possible, do you?" Tannim retorted. "We aren't going to pay you on the basis of whether or not common wisdom says it's pos- sible — we're doing research. Applied research, yes, but when you do research, you accept the fact that 26 Mercedes Lackey and Lany Dixan some of your highways may turn out to be dead ends. That's life. And speaking of payment — " He reached into his jacket, and pulled out an oak-tree-embossec envelope, which he laid on top of the Fairgrove folder. Sam thumbed it open. There was a cashier's check in side, made out on his own bank, for fifteen hundred dollars. Until thismoment.Samhadnotentu-elybelieveci in the reality of this retainer. Now, holding it in his hands he could find no flaw in it — and no real flaw with whar Fairgrove, in the person of this young man, proposed. Except, of course, whether or not what they wanter' was a pipe-dream, a Grail; desirable, yes, but impos- sible to achieve.... Or was it? These people certainly had a lot of money to wave around. And there wen some problems you could solve by throwing money at them. "I suppose I could take a look at this place," he ven tured. "I could at least see what you people have to worf with." If anything, Tannim's grin got wider. He spread hii hands wide. "Sure! How about — right now? We're all night owls over there, and it isn't that far away" Now? In the middle of the night? That wasn't an offer Sam expected. Did they expect him to come? Or did they expect him to say no? If he showed up now, surely they wouldn't have time to put on a big display for him... and that mightbe all for the best, really. He'd see things as they were, not a dog- and-pony show. As for the lateness of the hour, well, one of the advantages of being retired was that he no longer had to dock in — and he didn't have to follow the company's time schedule. He'd always been a night owl by nature, and although this was the "middle of the night" to some people, for him the day was barely halfway through — one reason why he'd set this ap- pointment long after a "normal" working day had ended. BORN TO RUN 27 And besides all that, if he was going to take a look at this place, he wanted to see all of it. That meant the metal shops, too. This early in the fall, daytime temperatures were still in the nineties, and no matter how good their air-conditioning was, the shops would be as hot as Vulcan's forge during the daylight hours. Metal shops always were, especially if these people were doing casting work. "All right," he said, shoving himself resolutely out of his chair. "Let's go. No better time to see this miracle place of yours than right now." "Great!" the young man answered, sliding out of his chair and getting to his feet with no more than a slight hesitation for the bad leg. "Want to take my car? We've used it to test out some SERRA-racer modifications; y'know, suspension mods, rigidity, a little composite fiddling. It's street-legal — barely." There was something challenging about his grin, and Sam decided to take the dare. "Sure," he replied, taking just enough time with his remote to tell the house to run the "guardian" program. He slipped the remote into his pocket as an added precaution; without that, no one would be able to disarm the system. Not even cutting the power would make a difference; the house had its own uninterruptable power supply, and a generator that kicked on if the power stayed off for more than half an hour. He'd installed all that during the Gulf War terrorist scare, when high-level people at a lot of industries, including Gulfstream, had been warned they might be targets for kidnapping or ter- rorism. He'd gotten into the habit of arming it whenever he left or went to sleep, and it didn't seem an unreasonable precaution still. Maybe he was paranoid, but being paranoid had saved lives before this. Thoreau sighed as he saw Sam reach for his jacket. Sam reached down and ruffled the dog's ears, promis- ing that even though "daddy" wasn't going to be 28 Mercedes Lackey and LanyDixan. around to beg a late-night snack from, there would be a treat when he got back. Thoreau accepted this philosophically enough, and padded alongside, providing an escort service to the front door. There, Sam was briefly involved in locking the door, and wasn't paying a great deal of attention to the car behind him. Then he turned around. Sam had been around hot-rodders' all his life; seemed to him that for every four techies at Gulfstream who were indifferent to automobiles, there would be one who cherished the things. Now he was looking at a machine that would impress any of them. It was parked with the front wheels turned rakishly, and he made note of its distinguishing features. Dark metallic red; three antennas. Scuffed sidewalk. Dark windows. It was hardly the "company car" he was expecting. Tannim was wearing that sideways smile of his, and thumbed his keyring. The Mustang rumbled to life, and its doors unlocked and opened a crack. Despite himself, Sam's face showed his interest in the electronic gimcrackery. Tannim gestured to the open passenger's side door with a flourish, and went around to the driver's side as Sam pulled the door open and got in. Sam pulled the seatbelt snug as Tannim slid into the driver's side, noting as he did so, that these were not standard American windowshade seatbelts, which tended — in his opinion — to allow far too much freedom of movement for safety. And as Tannim dosed the driver's side door, he noted something else.... Something besides the door had closed, sealing them inside the protective shell of the Mustang. It had sprung into being the moment Tannim's door closed, and covered car and occupants. It wasn't tangible, like the seatbelts or the roll-cage — it wasn't even visible to ordi- nary sight. But it was there, nevertheless. Tannim pushed a worn tape into the dash deck, and turned down or switched off most of the suite of other instru- BORNTORUN 29 ments there — the CB, high-end channel-scanner, an in-dash radar detector, and — what was this, a police- repeater sensor? Sam looked over the interior a little more, noting the various boxes in the back seat. Some more electronics gear. Hmm. There was also a trash-box stuffed with candy wrappers, a dssue box, allergy tablets, fire extinguishers mounted next to crowbars, two first- aid kits... and an embroidered tape-case. As he peered at it, Sam thought he could almost see words in the threads, and familiar symbols. This vehicle was notjust a very unusual car; there was more to it than that There was a great deal of power under the hood — and there was far more Power of a different sort infused into it The differences might not be visible to normal eyes, but Sam had a litde more to use than what his granny had called "outer eyes." Sam had not been gifted with the ability the Irish referred to as "the Sight" to neglect using it, after all. Nor had becoming a man of science interfered with that. If anything, he was too much of a scientist to discount a gift that had granted him knowledge he might not otherwise have, with fair reliability, over so many years. Interesting. Very interesting. "So," he said, as Tannim pulled out smoothly onto the darkened highway, the headlights cutting the dark- ness ahead of them into areas of seen and half-seen. "Tell me about Fairgrove. Why did they decide to get into manufacturing? And why nonferrous materials?" Tannim fiddled with the tape deck for a moment before replying. He had put in a Clannad tape, and made a show of ensuring that the volume exactly matched that of the radio in Sam's office, stalling a litde. Sam knew a stall when he saw one. "Before I tell you about Fairgrove, I have to explain SERRA," he temporized, paying doser attention to the road ahead than it really warranted. "In some ways, they're almost the same entity. Virtually everyone 30 Mercedes Lackey and Lany Dixan working for Fairgrove came out ofSERRA, and the president and board of Fairgrove actually helped found SERRA. Uh, their families did." Sam was pretending to watch the road, but he was really watching Tannim out of the corner of his eye. And that last, about the board founding SERRA, had been a real slip. Tannim hadn't meant to say that. But what made it a slip? "So? What's this SERRA?" he asked. "South Eastern Road Racing Association," Tannim replied promptly, and with enthusiasm he didn't try to conceal. "It's an offshoot of the SCCA— Sports Car Club of America. Part of the problem for us was that SCCA doesn't allow the sort of modifications we wanted, and the folks in SERRA wanted to push the envelope of sportscar racing a bit more, more 'experimental' stuff. Fairgrove also supports an IMSA team, running GTP, but that's for pro drivers, guys who don't do anything but drive, and we've only just started that circuit. Some of us — like me — sdll race SCCA, in fact, I drive for the Fairgrove team. There's things to like about both dubs, which is why Fairgrove still maintains a team in both." "You don't drive in the Fairgrove SERRA team?" Sam said. Tannim shrugged. "We've got some drivers as good as I am on the SERRA team, drivers who can't race SCCA cars. Since I could do both, I opted for the SCCA team, and left rides for the other guys." He grinned. "Don't worry, I get plenty of track time in! If I had the time, I could spend every weekend and most weekdays racing." Sam had no doubt that Tannim was a professional driver in every sense of the word, despite the disclaimer; the way he handled this car put Sam in mind of an ex- pert fighter pilot, of the way the plane becomes an extension of the pilot himself, and the pilot can do things he shouldn't be able to. There was an air of cocky com- BORNTORUN 31 petence about the kid, now that he was behind the wheel, that was very like a good pilot's too. "That's not cheap, fielding several teams — " Sam ventured. "Three teams, each with several cars, and no, it isn't cheap," Tannim admitted cheerfully. "The founding families started out independently wealthy — in- herited money that survived the '20s crash —but they've been making radng pay for itself for a while now. Not just purses and adverts — they've been farm- ing out their experts — "he grinned again " — like yours truly, and opening up their shops for modifica- tions to whoever was willing to pay the price. But that could only go so far. Now we'd like to hit the bigdme. Indy-style, Formula One, that kind of thing. Getting right up there with the big boys — maybe even have the big boys come to us. But to do that, we have to have something better than just mods. We have to have original advances. That's where you come in." He braked, briefly, and Sam caught the flash of a bird's wings in the headlights. An owl; a big one. Most drivers wouldn't have known it was going to cut across the car's vector. Most drivers wouldrithave bothered to avoid it "Maybe," Sam replied, feeling his way. "I don't know; this sounds like it could be very risky business...." "Your part won't be," Tannim promised. "Fairgrove will pay half your consultation fee up front, before you even pin on a badge, and put the other half in escrow in your bank." Then he named a figure that would have given Sam cardiac trouble, if not for watching his diet and cholesterol. It was considerably more than his salary at Gulfstream had been. Of course, one of the disad- vantages of staying with a firm for years was that your salary didn't keep pace with the going rate for new-hires with similar experience, but — this was ridiculous; they couldn't want him that badly! Could they? 32 Mercedes Lackey and Lany Dwm "What about disclosure?" he asked, when he could speak again. "We've got a tentative non-disclosure dause in your contract, but we can modify it if you feel really strongly about it," Tannim said. "We based it on the non-dis- closure clause at Gulfstream, but we made one modification, and that's in the area of Research and Development in safety. Anything that's a significant ad- vance in safety is immediately released, and patents won't be enforced. Think you can live with that? Even if it means a loss of income?" Since that was the one area where Sam had himself had several heated arguments with his own bosses over the years, he nodded. "Some things should be common knowledge," he said grimly. "That's in a Mercedes ad, but it's true for all of that." He asked many more questions over the course of the next fifteen minutes, and although Tannim never refused to answer any of them, he kept getting the feel- ing that the young man was doing a kind of verbal dance the whole time — carefully steering him away from something. It wasn't where the money was com- ing from; at least, this wasn't the kind of youngster or the kind of operation Sam would have associated with money laundering and organized crime. And car- racing wasn't the kind of operation that would lend itself to that sort of thing anyway. It wasn't what he would be expected to accomplish. It was nothing that he was able to put a finger on. But there was some skill- ful verbal maneuvering going on here, and Sam wished strongly that he could see at least the shape of this blind spot, so he could guess at what it was hiding. Tannim pulled off the highway onto a beautifully paved side road, and stopped at a formidable gate, punching in a code on the keypad-box just in front of it. The gate-doors retracted — And just on the other side of the gate, a miniature traf- BORNTORUN 33 fie signal lit up — the yellow light first, then the green, and the radar detector under the dash lit up. Tannim turned toward his passenger with a sparkle in his eye, and a grin that bordered on maniacal. "Did you know that there's no speed limit on private driveways?" he said, conversationally. Then he floored the accelerator. Once again, it was a good thing that Sam had been watching his diet for years — and that he was well ac- quainted with "test pilot humor." As it was, by the end of that brief but hair-raising half-mile ride, he wasn't certain if Tannim had added years to his age, or sub- tracted them by peeling them off, with sheer speed as the knife-blade. One thing was sure; if Sam's hair hadn't already been white, the ride would have bleached it to silver. Tannim pulled up to a tire-screeching halt beside another miniature traffic light. As they passed it, Sam noted — faintly surprised that he still had the ability to notice anything — that going in the opposite direction, the light was red as they passed it. It turned yellow well after they passed, then green a moment later. A wise precaution, if people used the driveway as a dragstrip on a regular basis. A board lit up with numbers, and Tannim laughed out loud. "Elapsed time and speed, Sam." He cocked his head sideways like an exotic bird. "Not my best run, but not bad for nighttime, and with a passenger weighing me down." They rolled up to a driveway loop at a sedate pace. In the center of the circular cut-out was a discrete redwood sign reading "Fairgrove Industries." The building itself looked like Cape Canaveral before a shuttle launch, with hundreds of lights burning. Evi- dendy these people were night owls. Tannim pulled the Mustang into a parking slot, be- tween a Lamborghini Diablo and a Ferrarri Dino. "Expensive neighbors," Sam commented. Tannim just chuckled, and popped his seatbelt. 34 MercedesLackeyandtarry Dixon He led the way through a series of darkened offices; the clerical staff was evidently not expected to keep the same hours as the techies-Theoffices themselves gave an overall impression of brisk efficiency with a touch of comedy; al- though the desks were dean and orderly, there were toys on all the computer terminals and desks, artwork and posters on the walls, and so many plants Sam wondered if someone had raided a greenhouse. Most of the artwork and toys had something to do with cars. These people evi- dently enjoyed their work. And these were working offices; had been for some dme; there was no way you could counterieitthat "lived in, worked in"look. Whatever else Fairgrove was, it had been in existence for some dme. This was no facade thrown up to delude him. Tannim brought him to a soundproof wall — Sam recognized it as the twin to one at Gulfstream, that stood between the offices and the shops — and opened a door into bright light and seeming chaos. There were cars in various states of disassembly everywhere, each one surrounded, like a patient in in- tensive care, by its own litde flotilla of instrumentation and machinery. There was a lot of expensive equip- ment here: computer-controlled diagnostic devices, computer-controlled manufacturing machinery be- hind the cars on their litde islands of activity — There must have been several million dollars in cars alone, and about that in equipment. Oddly enough, though, no one seemed to be using any of the latter; they all seemed to be working direcdy on the cars. The machinery itself was standing idle. In fact, given the sheen of "newness" on all that expensive gimmickry, most of it hadn't ever been fired up. Why buy all that stuff if you weren't going to use it? Tannim was looking for something, or someone, craning his head in every direcdon. Sam was unable to get his attendon, and really, didn't try very hard. There was definitely somediing odd about this place. There BORNTORUN 35 was a facade — and it was in here, not out in the offices. Finally, as a litde group of people emerged from be- hind one of the cars and its attendant machines, Tannim spotted whoever it was he was looking for among them. He waved his hand in the air, and called out to them. "Yo!" he shouted, his voice somehow carrying over the din. "Kevin! Over here!" A tall, very blond man turned around in response to that shout, green eyes searching over the mass of machines and people. And Sam felt such a shock he feared for a moment that he'd had a stroke. Those eyes — that face — they were familiar. Haundngly, frighteningly familiar, though he hadn't seen diem in nearly fifty years. Heknewdasmaa— — who wasn't a man. • CHAPTER THREE It was the same face — not a similar face, the same face, the same man. Identical. There was no confusing it, nor those green, cat-slitted eyes. Inhuman eyes; eyes that had never been human. Sam fell back across the decades, to his childhood, and his home, and one moonlit, Irish night- Sam stumbled along beside his father, miserable right down to his socks, and wanting to be home with all his five-year-old heart. "Da — me turn hurts," Sam whined, The full moon above them gave a dear, dean light, shining down on the dirt path that led between the pub and John Kelly's little cottage. A month ago, they wouldn't have been on this path. A month ago, Sam's mummy, Moira, would have made them a good sup- per, one that wouldn't have hurt Sam's tummy the way the greasy sausage-and-potato mix the pub served up did. In fact, a month ago, John wouldn't have been anywhere near the pub, and the pint of whiskey he had in his back pocket would have lasted him the month, not the night. He would've had tea with his good din- ner, not washed bad roast down with more whiskey. But that was a month and more ago, before Moira took a cough that became worse, and then turned into something awful, something called "new-moan-yuh." Something the doctor couldn't cure, nor all the prayers Sam and his Da had offered up to the Virgin. She'd taken sick on a Monday. By the following 38 Mercedes Lackey and Lany Dixan Monday, they were putting her under the sod, and the priest told him she was with Jesus. Sam didn't under- stand any of it; he kept thinking it was all a bad dream, and when he woke up, his Mummy would comfort him and everything would be all right again. But he went to sleep at night, and woke up in the morning, and it wasn't all right. His Da was drinking his breakfast, and leaving Sam to make whatever breakfast he could on cold bread-and-butter and go off to stay with Mrs. Gilhoolie, since he was too young for school. John Kelly was going to work smelling like a bottle, coming home smelling like a botde, and taking Sam to the pub every night for a bad supper and more botdes. It was cold out, and Sam had forgotten his coat "Da," he whined again, knowing that he sounded nasty, but not knowing what else to do to get his Da's attention. "Da, me turn hurts, an' I'm cold." The wind whisded past them, coming around the Mound, and cutting right through Sam's thin shirt and short pants. The Mound was an un- canny place, and Sam didn't like to go there. The Fan- Folk were supposed to live there, and they weren't the pretty little fairies in the children's books and the car- toons at the cinema; Sam's granny had told him about the Fair Folk, and she had never, ever lied to him. They were terrible, wonderful creatures, taller than humans, handsome beyond belief, and many were utterly unpre- dictable. The best a human could do was steer dear of them, for no human could tell whedier a man or woman of the Folk was kindly inclined towards humans or dangerous to them. Even when they seemed to be doing you favors, sometimes they were doing you harm, the bad ones. And the good ones sometimes did harm with the idea of doing good. But right now Sam had more immediate troubles than running into one of the Fair Folk. His tummy hurt, he was so cold his teedi chattered, his head hurt, his Da was acting in peculiar ways— BORN TO RUN 39 And oh, but he missed his Mummy — "Daaaaa," he whined, holding back tears of grief. When his Da said anything about Mummy, it was to tell him to be a man, and not cry. But it was hard not to cry. The only way he could keep from crying, sometimes, was to whine. Like now. "Daaaaaa." There was no warning, none at all. One moment he was stumbling along beside his Da, the next, he was sprawled on the cold ground beside the path, looking up at his Da in shock, his face and teeth aching from the blow his Da had just landed on him. The moonlight showed the murderous look on his Da's face clearly. Too dearly. Whimpering, with sudden terror, he tried to scramble away. He wasn't fast enough. His Da grabbed the front of his shirt and hauled him to his feet, then off his feet, and backhanded him. Sam was in too much shock to even react to the first two slaps, but at the third, he cried out There was no fourth. John had his hand pulled back, ready to deliver another blow. Sam struggled fruitlessly in his father's iron grip, crying — Then there was a tremendous flash of light; Sam was blinded, and felt himself falling. He flailed his arms wildly, and landed on his back, hard enough to drive the breath out of him. He wheezed and rubbed his eyes, trying to force them to dear. The sound of someone choking made him look up, squinting through watering eyes, still trying to catch his breath. What he saw made him forget to breathe. A tall, terrible blond stranger, dressed in odd doth- ing, like something out of the pantomimes of King Arthur, was holding his father by the throat John Kelly was white-faced and shaking, but was not trying to move or fight the stranger. This was no one Sam had seen in or near the village, and anyway, most of the 40 Mercedes Lackey and, Lorry Dwan people around here were small and dark, or small and red-haired. Not tall and silver-blond. The man looked down at Sam for a moment, and even though the only light came from the moon overhead, he saw — dearly — that the man had bright, emerald green eyes; eyes that looked just like a cat's. And long, pointed ears. This was no man. This could only be one of the Fan- Folk, the Sidhe; and the fairy-man's eyes caught Sam like a rabbit caught in the headlights of a motorcar. Sam couldn't move. John Kelly made another choking noise, and the stranger turned those mesmerizing eyes back towards his captive. "John Kelly," the terrifying man said — with a gentle- ness made all the more terrible by his obvious strength. "John KeHy, you're a good man, but you're on the way to a bad end. Tis the luck of your God that brought you here tonight, within my reach and my ken, for if you hadn't struck your lad just now, I wouldn't have known of your troubles and your falling into the grip of pain and whiskey. Now get hold of yourself and get your life straight again — for if you don't, I swear to you that we'll steal this lovely boy of yours, and you'll never see him again, this side of paradise. Remember what your mother told you, John Kelly. Remember it well, and believe it. We did it once within your family, and we can and willdoitagain,ifthe need comes to it." There was another flash of light. When Sam could see, the man was gone, and his father was sinking slow- ly to his knees. Sam still couldn't move, numb with shock and awe, and feelings he couldn't put a name to. For a long, long time, John Kelly lay in the dirt, his shoulders shaking. Then, after a while, John looked up, and Sam saw tears running down his Da's face, glis- tening in the moonlight. "Da?" he whispered, tentatively. "Da?" "Son — " John choked — and gathered Sam into his arms, holding him closely, just the way he used to. Sob- BORNTORUN 41 bing. Somehow that made Sam feel both good and bad. Good, that his Da was the man he loved again. Bad, that his Da was crying. "Da?" Sam said again. "Da, what's the matter? Da?" "Sam — son — " John Kelly wept unashamed. "Son, I've been wicked, I've been blind with pain, and I've been wicked. Forgive me, son. Oh, please, forgive me — " Sam hadn't been sure what to say or do, but he'd given his father what he asked for. Forgiveness, and all the love and comfort he had. Eventually, John Kelly had gathered his son up in his arms, and taken him home. And from that day until the day he died, he never touched another drop of alcohol It can't be — he thought dazedly, from the perspec- tive of half a century away. It can't be — Despite the Sight, he'd assumed for decades that the whole incident had been a dream, something his child- ish imagination had conjured up to explain his father's brief, alcoholic binge and his recovery. He'd only been five, after all. But this, this tall, blond man striding toward them was the same, the very same person as that long-ago stranger. No matter that the long hair was pulled back into a thick pony-tail, not flow- ing free beneath a circling band of silver about the brow. No matter that the clothing was a form-fitting black coverall, incongruously embroidered with "Kevin" over the breast pocket, and not the tunic and trews of a man of the ancient Celts. There was no mistake. Sam knew then that he must be going mad. It was an easier explanation than the one that fit the situation. The man strode towards them with all the power and grace of a lean, black panther in its prime. As he neared them, he smiled; a warm smile that reached even into those emerald eyes and made them shine. "You've grown into a fine man, Sam Kelly," he said, 42 Mercedes Lackey arid Lorry Dixon stopping just short of them, and resting his fists on his hips. "A fine man, like your father John, and smarter than your father, to wash your hands of a dying land and seek your life on this side of the water. Now you know why we chose you, and no other." "I see you've met," Tannim said, with an ironic lift of an eyebrow. This man, this "Kevin" — he hadn't aged a day since Sam saw him fifty years ago. He'd looked thirty or forty then, which would make him what? Ninety? A hundred? Either he had discovered the fountain of youth, or — "You — " Sam said, finally getting his mouth to work. "You're—" "One of the Fair Folk?" Keighvin said, with a lop- sided smile, and a lifted brow that echoed Tannim's. "The Lords of Underbill? The Kindly Ones? The Old People? The Elves, the Fairies, the Sidhe?" He chuckled. "I'm glad to see you still remember the old ways, the old tales, Sam. And, despite all your univer- sity learning, you believe them too, or at least, you're wiBing to believe them, if I read your heart aright." In the face of a living breathing tale out of his own childhood, how could he not believe? Even when it was impossible? He had to believe in the Sidhe, or believe that someone had read his mind, picked that incident out of his childhood, and constructed someone who looked exactly like the Sidhe-warrior, and fed him all the pertinent details. It was easier and simpler to believe in the Sidhe — the Wise Ones who had stolen away his granny's brother, because great-grandfather had beaten him once too often, for things he could not help. He remembered his granny's tales of that, too, for Patrick had been granny's favorite brother, and she'd told the story over and over. Poor Patrick; from the vantage point of near seventy-five years Sam knew what Patrick's problem had been, and it hadn't been wfflful- BORNTORUN 43 ness or clumsiness. They'd have called him "dyslexic," these days, and given him special teaching to compensate.... "We helped him," Keighvin said, as if reading his mind again. "We helped him, and sent him over the sea to this new land, and our kin here in Elfhame Faiigrove. He prospered, married a mortal girl, raised a family. Remind me to introduce you to your cousins, one day." "Cousins?" Sam said, faintly. "I think I need to sit down." "... so, that was when the Fairgrove elvenkin got in- terested in radng," Tannim said, as Sam held tight to his cup of coffee, and Keighvin nodded from dme to time. Sam sat on an overturned bucket, Tannim perched Hke a gargoyle on top of an aluminum cabinet, and Keighvin leaned against one of the sleek, sensuous racecars. Now that there was no need to counterfeit the noise of a real metal shop, things were much quieter, though there was no less activity. "Now roughly a fourth of the SERRA members are either elves or human mages. At first it was mosdy for enjoyment The Fairgrove elves in particular got interested in the idea of using racing to get some of their members out into the human world, the way things used to be in the old days." "Aye," Keighvin seconded, leaning back against a shining, black fender, and patting it absent-mindedly, as if it was a horse. "In the old days, it could be you'd have met one of the Sidhe at any crossroads, looking for a challenge. You'd have found a kelpie at every ford — and on moonlit nights, the woods and meadows would be thick with dancing parties. Plenty of the Sidhe like humans, Sam; you give us a stimulus we sorely need. It was Cold Iron that drove us Underbill, Sam, and Cold Iron that drove us away, across the sea. It's deadly to us, as your granny doubtless told you." 44 Mercedes Lackey and Lany Dawn "But— " Sam protested, gesturing with his coffee cup. "What about— that? 'You're leaning against Cold Iron." Keighvin grinned, white teeth gleaming in a way that reminded Sam sharply that the man was no human. "That I'm not" He moved away from the car, and the car — twisted. It writhed like something out of a drug-dream. Sam had to close his eyes for a moment; when he opened them, there was no car there at all, but a sleek, black horse, with wicked silver eyes. It winked at him, and stamped a delicate hoof on the concrete. Sparks struck and died. "An elvensteed," Tannim said, with a chuckle. "That's how the pointy-eared smartasses got into racing in the first place. They transformed the elvensteeds into things that looked like cars, atleast on the outside. Butoncedub racing started having inspections—" "I'd have found it damned difficult to explain a racecar with no motor," Keighvin supplied, as the elvensteed nuzzled his shoulder. "Rosaleen Dhu can counterfeit most things, including all the right noises for an engine to make, but not the engine itsel£ Only something that looks superfidally like an engine." Black Rose. She's beautiful.... Tannim gestured at the lovely creature with his chin. "And that's how Fairgrove is setting the pace in aerodynamics, too. .Put an elvensteed in a wind-tunnel, and alter the design by telling it what you want. No weeks of making body-bucks and laying fiberglass." Tannim gloated, and Sam didn't blame him. This was better even than computer modeling. "But — you're still racing now, with a real team — " Sam protested. "With real cars — real engines — " "With every part we can manage being replaced with nonferrous materials," Tannim told him. "That's what we started doing even before the inspections. It was no challenge to race an elvensteed that can reach half the speed of sound against Tin Lizzies. It was a BORN TO RUN 45 challenge to try and improve on human technology." Keighvin held up his hands, and only then did Sam notice he was wearing thin leather gloves, black to match his coverall. Sam also noted a black web belt and a delicate silver-and-silk-sheathed knife, more decora- tive than a tool. "And for those things that can't be replaced by something other than iron and steel, well, some of us have built up a kind of tolerance to Death Metal. Enough that we can handle it if we're protected — and we try not to work much magic about it." He patted the horse's neck. "I'll explain the Laws of it all to you later — and how we're breaking them." Tannim jumped down off the cabinet, catching Sam's eye, and began pacing. Sam suspected he needed to ease an ache in that bad leg. "Radng and building cars was what lured the elvenkin out from Underbill," he said. "But racing wasn't the real reason that some of the elves wanted more of their company out in the human world, and to be more active in it" "Some didn't approve — " Keighvin said. "But most of Fairgrove did," Tannim interjected. "And now we have to get into some old history. That's Keighvin's subject." The horse had turned back into a car again while Sam had been watching Tannim; Keighvin leaned back against its fender (flank?) and folded his arms. "Do you have any idea why I confronted your father that night, Sam Kelly?" Keighvin asked. "Or what I was talking about, with your great-unde and all?" Samblurted thefirstthingthatcameinto his head. "The Fair Folk steakhfldren—everybody knows that—" A moment later he wanted to go hit his head against a wall. Now you're for it, Sam Kelly. Why not go into a gay gym and teU the boys there that you've heard they seduce six- year-olds? But strangely, Keighvin didn't look the least bit angry. "Aye, Sam, we steal children. The Seleighe Court does, at any rate. To save them. Children bein' beaten within 46 Mercedes Lackey and Lany Dwon an inch of their lives, children bdn' left cold and hungry and ded t' the bedpost all day, children bein' sold and slaved.... Oh aye, we steal children. Whenever we can, whenever we know of one in danger of losing life or soul, or heart, and we can get at them, aye, we steal them." Keighvin's expression was dark, brooding. "We used to do other things, too. There are some problems, Sam, that can be fixed by throwing money at them, as you yourself were thinking earlier. Not all of those problems are technical, either. Do you mind some of the other stories your granny used to tell? About the leprechauns, or the mysterious strangers who gave gold where it was most needed?" "Aye," Sam replied, again falling into the brogue of his childhood, to match the lilt of Keighvin's speech. "But those strangers were the holy saints, or angels in disguise, sent from the Virgin, she said — " Keighvin snorted. "Holy saints? Is that what you mortal folk dedded? Nay, Sam, 'twas us. At least, it was us when there were hungry children to feed, and naught to feed them with; when there was no fuel in the house, and children freezing. When some mortal fool sires children, but won't be a father to them, leav- ing the mother to struggle alone. Our kind — we don't bear as easily or often as you. Children are rare and predous things to us. We're impelled to protect and care for them, even when they aren't our own." Suddenly a great many of the old stories took on a whole new set of meanings.... But Keighvin was continuing. "This isn't the old days, though, when a stranger could give a poor lass a handful of silver and gold in return for a kindness. For one thing, the girl would be thought a thief, like as not, when she tried to trade it for paper money. For another, someone would want to track down whoever gave it to her. We have to truly, legitimately, earn money before we can give it away." Tannim shook his head in mock sadness. "Oh, now BORN TO RUN 47 that's a real pity, isn't it — you elves having to work for a living. What's the world coming to?" Keighvin cast the young man a sharp glance. "One of these days, my lad, that tongue of yours is going to cast you into grief." Tannim chuckled, uncowed by the fire in Keighvin's eye. "You're too late, it already has." He turned to Sam. "These boys can literally create anything, if they've studied it long enough beforehand. We've been making foamed aluminum engine blocks ever since Keighvin here got his hands on a sample from a Space Shuttle experiment." He hopped back up onto his cabinet, crossing his legs like a Red Indian. "I'm not even going into how we got that. But, we've been using the stuff in our cars — now, can you imagine what we could charge some of the big boys to duplicate their designs in foamed cast aluminum?" Indeed, Sam could. And the major racing teams had a great deal of money to play with. "So that's why you set up this shop, Fairgrove Industries — but what do you need me for?" "We need a front-man," Tannim said, leaning for- ward in his eagerness to explain himself. "We need someone who can give a convindng explanation of how we're doing all this, and show us how to create a setup that will at least look like we're making the things by some esoteric process and not by magic." "But there isn't any process — " Sam began. "There isn't a firm in the world that could duplicate — " Tannim waved a negatory hand in the air. "It doesn't matter if no one else can duplicate what we do," he said blithely. "They'll expect us to have trade secrets. We just need someone who knows all the right techno-babble, and can make it sound convincing. As long as you can come up with something that's possible in theory, that's all we need. We'll keep on buying machines that go bung, and you leak tech reports to the curious." 48 Mercedes Lackeyand Lorry Decora Sam couldn't help himself; he started to laugh. Tan- nim and Keighvin both looked confused and surprised. "What's so funny?" Tannim asked. "Do you know much science fiction?" he asked, through his chuckles. Keighvin shook his head. Tan- nim shrugged. "Alitde. Why?" "Because a very famous author, Arthur C. Clarke — who also happens to be a one of the world's finest scien- tists and engineers — said once that technology that's complicated enough can't be told from magic." "So?" Tannim replied. Sam started laughing again. "So — suffidendy com- plex magic is indistinguishable from technology!" Keighvin looked at Tannim for an explanation; the latter shrugged. "Beats me," the young man said with a lopsided smile, as Sam wheezed with laughter. "Some- times I don't understand us either." It was nearly midnight when they'd gotten the basic shape of a plan hammered out By then, they'd moved into Keighvin's office — a wonderful place with a huge, plate-glass window that looked out into what seemed to be an absolutely virgin glade. The office itself was designed to be an extension of the landscape outside, with plants standing and hanging everywhere, and even a tiny fountain with goldfish swimming in it. "Well, I'm going to have to go home and sleep on this," Sam said, finally. "Then get into some of the jour- nals and see what kind of a convincing fake I can concoct before I can definitely say I'll take the job." He started to get up, but Keighvin waved him down again. "Not quite yet, Sam," he said, his expression grave. "There's just one thing more we need to tell you about. And you may decide not to throw in your lot with us after you've heard it" "Why?" he asked, a little surprised. "Because Fairgrove has enemies," Tannim supplied, from his own nook, surrounded by ferns. "Not BORN TO RUN 49 'Fairgrove Industries.' I mean Elfhame Fairgrove, the Underbill Seleighe community here." He leaned back a little. "Keighvin, I think the ball's in your — ah — 'court' So to speak." Keighvin didn't smile. "Sam, how much did your granny ever tell you about the Seleighe and Un- seleighe Court elves?" Sam had to think hard about that. Granny had died when he was barely ten; fifty-five years was a long time. And yet, her stories had been extraordinarily vivid, and had left him with lasting impressions. "Mosdy, she told stories with — I guess you'd say — good elves and bad elves. Elves who wanted to help humans, at least, and elves who wanted only to hurt them. She said you really couldn't tell them apart, if you were a human child — that even human adults could be easily misled, and that sometimes even the good elves didn't know who was good and who was bad. She said the Unseleighe Court even had agents in the Seleighe Court. She just warned me to steer dear of both if I ever met either kind, until I was old enough to defend myself, and could tell a glib lie from the truth." Keighvin nodded, his hair beginning to escape from the pony-tail. "Good enough. And that fairly sums it up. There's the Seleighe Court— that's us, and things like elvensteeds and dryads, selkies, pukas, owls, things that can pass as humans and things that never could. Oh, and there's creatures native to this side of the water diat have allied themselves with die Seleighe Court as well. And for the most part, the very worst one of us wishes is that the humans would go away." The Sidhe looked out into the forest beyond the glass, but Sam had die feeling he was seeing something else entirely. "For the most part, we're interested in coexisting with your kind, even if it forces us to have to change. Many of us are interested in helping your kind. We have the power of magic, but you have the twin powers of tech- nology and numbers. One on one — you humans are 50 Mercedes Lackey arid Lorry Dixon no match for us. But population against population — we've lost before we even start." "AH right," Sam agreed. "I can see that. What about the Unseleighe Court?" "They hate you, one and all," Keighvin replied, somberly. "There are elves among them; and many, many things straight out of your worst childhood nightmares: bane-sidhe, boggles, trolls, things you've never heard of. The Morrigan is their Queen, and a terrible creature she is; she hates all things living, even her own people." His eyes darkened with what looked to Sam Kke a distant echo of pain. "They hate us, too, for wanting to coexist with you; they're constantly at war with us. They want you gone, and they're active in fostering anything that kills you off. If you run across a human conflict that seems senseless, often as not, they have a hand in it Not that you humans aren't adept at creating misery for yourselves, but the Unseleighe Court has a vested interest in fostering that misery, and in propagating it. And they don't like the idea that Fairgrove is a little further along the path of easing some of it" "All right so far," Sam said, a little puzzled, "but what's that got to do with me?" "We have agents in their ranks, just as they have agents in ours," Keighvin told him. "We've gotten word that some of their lot that can pass as human have found out what we're planning, and are going to try to expose us as frauds." "It'll be Preston Tucker all over again," Tannim put in, his own expression grim. "Without someone with a spodess reputation fronting for us, they can do it, too. They can claim we've stolen our samples, that the en- gine blocks aren't what we say they are, and that we have no real intention of manufacturing the products. It's happened enough times in this industry that people are likely to believe it — especially with a bit of glamorie behind their words and a strong publicity BORN TO RUN 51 campaign. Your actions will be the saving of us — as Keighvin's was of you and your father." "No one's ever heard of us, except as a racing team," Keighvin said, leaning forward in his chair, giving Sam all ofhis attention. "But they know you. Your reputation can give us the time we need to actually build a few cus- tomers. Once we have that, it won't matter what they say. They'll have to come after us some other way. But there's the danger. They will. And not only us, but you." Oddly enough, the threat to himself didn't bother Sam. In fact, if anything, it added a litde spice to the prospect. Terrorists and fanatics who threatened folk just because they were American frightened him; there was no predicting people like that, and there was some- thing cold and impersonal about their enmity. Give him a real, honest enemy every dme. You knew where you stood with a real enemy; you knew whose side you were on. After all, hating a country takes away its faces, but hating someone because of what he did was some- thing he could get a grip on. "To tell you the truth," Tannim put in, "I'd have been a lot more worried before I saw how you've got your home defenses rigged. Even a creature with magic is going to have trouble passing them. And once I add my two cents' worth, I think you'll be in fairly good shape to hold them off if you have to." "Your two cents' worth?" Sam asked quizzically. Tan- nim grinned and shrugged — and Sam remembered die odd protections around the car. This Tannim might not be one of the Fair Folk, but diere was no doubt he held his own in dieir company. More of Sam's granny's lore was coming back to him. There was, surprisingly, a lot of it. And the things he remembered about the Unseleighe Court were un- pleasant indeed, especially when it occurred to him that she had undoubtedly toned things down for his young ears. Now he wondered how much she hadn't told him, and how important that information was. 52 Mercedes Lackey ami Lorry Dixon And where she had gotten it from. The "missing" brother, perhaps? He made a mental note to ask Keighvin about that some time. Still — here was a chance to see things very few other humans had seen. A chance to be useful again. He'd retired only because he'd had no choice. He had en- joyed the first few weeks of his vacation, but truth to tell, he was getting bored. There were only so many things he could do to improve the house. He hated fishing. He could only watch so much television before feeling the urge to throw something at the tube. "All right," he said. "I'll do it. Full speed ahead, and damn the torpedoes. You've got your man." The little that remained of the evening passed in a blur. Tannim took him home again—and this time did not treat him to a mini-race on the driveway. Neither of them said much, except to set a dinner meeting for that evening — sinceitwas already "tomorrow," beingwell past midnight. Tannim waited until he was safely sealed inside his little fortress before driving off; he wasn't certain if that was a wise precaution, or real paranoia. Surely the Un- seleighe Court denizens wouldn't already know he'd agreed to help Fairgrove? Then again, this was magic he was dealing with; as unknown in its potentials as a new technology. Maybe they could know. Thoreau was lying beside the door, patiently but ob- viously waiting for his promised treat Sam headed for the kitchen and dished out a tiny portion of canned food. Thoreau didn't need extra pounds any more than a human did, and these late-night snacks were the only time he got canned food. The rest of the time, he had to make do with dry. Thoreau was one of the more interesting dogs Sam had ever owned. Instead of greedily gobbling down his treat, he ate it slowly, licking it like a child trying to make an ice-cream cone last Sam left him to it and went to his library in the office, but didn't immediately pull down BORN TO RUN 53 some of the reference materials he'd mentally selected. Instead, he sat with hands idly clasped on the desk for a long moment, wondering if, when he did go to bed, he'd wake up in the morning to find that all this had been a dream. Something crackled in his jacket pocket as he took it off, and he found the envelope with the check in k still in his breast pocket. "AH right," he said to Thoreau, as the dog padded into the study, licking his chops with satisfaction. "Maybe it is a dream. Maybe there are fairy checks as well as fairy gold. But it's here now." He planted the envelope under his favorite paperweight, abronze replica of the Space Shuttle Challenger. "If it's gone in the morning, I'll know it was a dream. Butfornow,all we cando is try. Eh, Thoreau?" Thoreau wagged his stub of a tail in agreement, and put his head down on his paws as Sam got up and began pulling books and bound magazines down off the shelf. He'd seen this before. He knew it was going to be a long night. • CHAPTERFOUR The Mustang purred happily as Tannim drove into Sam's driveway. There were times, especially lately, when Tannim wondered if maybe he hadn't instilled a little too much magic into the car. Or maybe he'd planted something else besides pure Power. Lately it had seemed as if the Mach 1 was almost— sentient. It certainly seemed to approve of Sam Kelly; there was a warmth to the engine's purr that hadn't been there before he turned into the drive, and the car had embraced Sam as if he belonged inside it. Well, for that matter, Tannim approved of Sam Kelly. He was a smart, tough old bird, and too good to waste on retirement Now, as long as he and Keighvin hadn't gotten the old man into more danger than any of them could handle.... His conscience bothered him a bit over that. Sam had brains and savvy, but what if he needed that and a younger man's reflexes as well? He was taking Sam to dinner, after a couple of drinks at Kevin Barry's Pub in Savannah, on River Street. There were several Irish pubs in the area, but Kevin Barry's was the one Tannim preferred. He had the feeling that Sam would feel more at home, easier, in an atmosphere that reminded him of Ireland and all it meant. He'd chosen a dinner meeting rather than a return to Fairgrove for a very good reason; he wanted Sam's first dose of Keighvin Silverhair to wear off before they talked again. Keighvin's formidable personality had been known to overwhelm far stronger personalities than Sam's, even without a glamorie at work. Mercedes Lackey and Lany Dwon Not that Keighvin would have used a glamorie on Sam Kelly. They wanted a willing ally, with all his facul- ties in working order, not a bemused dreamer. Tannim wasn't entirely certain how old Keighvin was; certainly at least a thousand. That much living produced personalities that could easily bowl the un- suspecting over. If Sam was having second'thoughts, Tannim wanted to know about it without Keighvin around to influence him. The pub itself, however, was a good place to talk to Sam. The atmosphere, so strongly Celtic, should put Sam in the state of mind to remember and Believe, even though he was going to be completely in the "real world." And there was no more "real world" a clientele than the bunch that frequented Kevin Barry's. Students from SCAD, business people, locals, artists, holdover hippies, folkies — you name it, and you would probab- ly see it in Kevin Barry's. Except maybe yuppies; the place wasn't trendy enough for them. Not enough ferns, or drinks with clever names and inflated prices. And no selection of forty-five mineral waters. Sam must have been watching for him, for he was locking up even as Tannim arrived. He opened the passenger's side door and slid in beside Tannim as soon as the Mach 1 came to a full stop. He was amaz- ingly fit for a sixty-five-year-old man; he looked as if he'd been getting lots of regular exerdse and watch- ing his diet — his build was a lot like Jacques Cousteau's, in fact, who at sixty-five had still been leading his own underwater expeditions. Maybe Tannim didn't need to worry quite so much about him after all. "Am I in for any more impromptu racing today?" Sam asked, with a twinkle, as Tannim pulled out again. And there was no doubt of it; the Mustang was truly purring with satisfaction, a note in its engine he'd never heard before. The Mach 1 liked Sam. Too bad I can't ever find a lover it likes that much, he BORN TO RUN 57 thought ironically. Of course, if I do, she'll probably Hke the car better than me. I can see it now — my girl and my car, taking off into the sunset without me. "No, no racing today," he said, with a chuckle. "I'm taking you into Savannah. I had the feeling you probably haven't been downtown in a while." Sam nodded. "Not for years," he admitted. "Never had a reason to. And to tell you the truth, I spent most of my time at Gulfstream. There wasn't much of any- thing I wanted to go downtown for." "I may be able to change your mind," Tannim replied. "So, how are you feeling about our offer in the cold light of day?" "Well — the check didn't disappear, or turn into a handful of leaves when morning arrived," Sam replied after a moment. "And my bank was perfectly happy to have it. I wasn't entirely sure it would still be there when I woke up this morning, and that's a fact. I was half convinced I must have dreamed the whole thing. Especially that car-horse-car." "I don't blame you." Tannim chuckled, watching Sam out of the comer of his eye. "I know how I felt the first rime I saw anyone working real magic." There. The word was out in the open. Sam hadn't flinched from it, either. "Magic," the old man mused. "The Sidhe, and magic. Maybe I've come into my second childhood, but — I think I could come to appreciate all this." He tilted his head to the side. "So, what happened the first time you saw magic at work?" Tannim laughed. "I freaked. For the first few minutes, I thought someone had slipped me recrea- tional pharmaceuticals without my noticing. Then, once I figured out that everything I saw was real, I just hoped that whoever was duking it out didn't notice me. I was — oh, sixteen or so — and I kind of got caught on the sidelines of a magic duel." He waited to see the ef- fect of that revelation on Sam. 58 Mercedes Lackey and Lany Dmm "Fair Folk?" Sam asked after a moment. "A duel be- tween elves?" Tannim shook his head. "No. A witch and a sor- ceress. The witch was the good guy — or rather, gal. I didn't know who the bad guy was, or that it was a female at the time. I was just glad the witch had a good sense of ethics and was trying to keep the mayhem to a mini- mum where the audience was concerned." "A witch and a sorceress? Aren't they the same thing?" Sam asked, in a genuinely puzzled tone. Again, Tannim shook his head. "Trust me, there's a difference between the two. The reason it was dangerous was because although the witch was being careful about innocent bystanders, the sorceress wasn't. And, like I said, in this case, the witch was the good guy. There's a lot of parallels between the Seleighe and Unseleighe Courts there." Sam nodded thoughtfully, but made no further comments for a moment. By that time, they had reached Savannah proper, and the infamous brick- work streets. Quaint and picturesque, but hell to drive on. They got a bit of relief at a stoplight. Tannim's leg ached distantly, from hip to ankle. "I keep forgetting about these damn streets," he remarked to Sam, who nodded. "I remember now," Sam responded. "This was one of the reasons I avoided coming downtown. There wasn't anything down here that was worth having to drive this, and the cobblestones are worse." Tannim sighed. "I guess it's because I like River Street so much I sort of forget what it takes to get there. I'm sure the tourists like this — but I swear, I know I'm going to have to put the car up and do an alignment when I get home." "It's the tight suspension, I'd wager," Sam said through clenched teeth. "Makes you wish you had a Lincoln or a Caddy." BORN TO RUN 59 Tannim laughed. "Maybe I'll remember this next rime I come here, and rent one!" The Mustang coughed as though its carburetor had stuck, then settled once Tannim patted the dash. Some things never change, Sam thought, as he watched a trio of black-dad art students walk by in the shade of the old, Spanish-moss-bedecked oaks. There seemed to be an unwritten rule that young artists had to wear black and act morose at least twelve hours out of every day. He'd seen that sort of thing, in a different way, with the Gulfstream engineers, who thought that if they wore blue cotton shirts, dub des, and Cross pens, they would be taken for Brain Trust. Sam had never been able to take that kind of thing seriously after watching a PBS documentary about mimicry in moths. The art students were a constant source of amuse- ment and amazement for the locals, but the kids always meant well. It tickled Sam that their school was slowly buying out the entire downtown, building by building. "Are those ninjas, or performance artists?" Tannim chuckled, nodding at a duo in black gis and black, ab- surdly baggy pants, like rappers wore on MTV. They lounged beneath a wrought-iron balcony that was old when their great-grandparents were their age. They reminded Tannim of similar sights in New Orleans, and the mix of cultures and ambience there. "Poster kids for mousse abuse," Sam replied solemn- ly. "Ninjas would have better taste." "Geez, you could hide aircraft in those pants," Tan- nim commented, after a second look. "Better keep them away from Gulfstream, Sam. Some of your planes might mistake them for hangars." A blue-haired old lady under the trees of one of the dozens of tiny park squares nagged at her husband as the balding man focused his camera on a building across the street "Wait until the kids are in the picture, George," she shrilled. "I want a picture with art kids in 60 Mercedes Lackey and Lorry Dwan it. This is where the art school is, I want art kids in the picture." The old man just grunted and made minute adjust- ments of the focus. The art students just ignored it all and continued drifting along in front of the boutique windows, expressions of studied angst decorating their young faces. "Maybe he can't hear her," Tannim suggested. "His shorts are drowning her out." Indeed, the man was wearing possibly the most obscene pair of Bermudas Sam had ever experienced; an appalling print in cerise and chartreuse. He and his wife were completely un- aware of the team of video students behind them — taping every move they made. Sam nearly died, choking down laughter. They found themselves creeping along at five miles an hour, stuck behind one of the horse-drawn sightseers carriages. Tannim put up with it for a little, but finally muttered something under his breath and turned off their street at the next light, leaving the coveys of tourists and micro-herds of art students be- hind. After about a mile, Sam noticed they had left the glass-front boutiques and hole-in-the-wall shops be- hind as well. The buildings were neglected, now; paint cracked and peeling, windows broken and patched with tape and cardboard, yards full of weeds. The cars here were in the same shape as the houses. There weren't many businesses; what few there were had grates over the windows and rusted bars on the doors. Sam would not have wanted to break down here, and now he recalled another reason for not visiting downtown. River Street was flanked by two bad neigh- borhoods. Even in daylight, Sam would not have wanted to be alone out here. The sullen expressions of the toughs lounging on the corners were not feigned or practiced, and their cold, dead eyes gave Sam the chills. He kept his eyes on the dashboard, and Tannim was uncharacteristically silent BORN TO RUN 61 Finally the young man broke the silence. "This neighborhood's economy isn't depressed," he said grimly, "it's suiddal." They turned another comer and drove for about half a mile, with the buildings slowly improving again. Finally they turned onto River Streetitself, and as they hit the cob- blestones and the punishment really began, Sam felt able to take his eyes oflFthe dashboard. That waswhenhe found that the dubious sorts wereritlimited to the bad neighbor- hoods, either, there was a duster of kids in front of a shop with a "for rent" sign in the window, and from the look of them, they were exchanging money for drugs. Sam watched the loitering toughs out of the comer of his eye, and remembered that this was yet another reason why he bad avoided the downtown area in general He certainly wouldn't want to come here alone at night, and maybe not even with someone. He knew he was tougher than he looked—yes, and a tot sprier than he let on—but he was nomatchforastreet-gang. And he was smart enough to know it. A cop car rumbled down one of the cobblestone ramps from the street above River, and the gang evaporated, vanishing into the covered alleyways be- hind the River Street stores. Well, maybe it wouldn't be so dangerous. The cops were certainly a presence. And then, again, there were a number of Irish pubs around here, and a lot of Irish on the street as well — the ones without the bags and cameras and look of tourists. If he did happen to find himself in trouble, it could be there'd be more help here than he first reckoned. Tannim pulled into a parking place so abruptly that Sam was taken by surprise; cutting in right under the fender of a departing vehicle, and neatly getting the Mustang worked into the slot so quickly it seemed as magical as the car-horse. As the young man shut the engine off, he turned to grin at Sam. "You've got to be quick around here," he said. "Parking places go fast, 62 Mercedes Lackey and Lany Dmm and the god of parking has a short attention span." To his surprise, since Tannim hadn't mentioned specifically where they were going, the young man led the way into one of those Irish pubs Sam had been eyeing. And to Sam's great delight, once inside, the place proved to be real Irish, not "tourist" Irish. It looked — and felt — homey and lived-in. There was a small stage in the restaurant section, against one wall, with a folk-group setting up on it, whose instrumental mix Sam also noted with approval. He liked mixing the old with the new, although one could do some quite amazing things with traditional instruments. One of his most cherished memories was of being in a dub in Tennessee and hearing the Battlefield Band perform- ing "Stairway to Heaven" on the bagpipes.... Still, although he was prepared to spend several delightful hours here, this did not look like the kind of place that would suit his companion. Young Tannim looked as if he'd never encountered an acoustic guitar in his life; a rock'n'roller to the core. The Clamiad tape notwithstanding, he couldn't imagine Tannim caring for any music that didn't come with amps and megawattage. It was to Sam's considerable astonishment that the lady bartender greeted his escort by name, and asked if he wanted "his usual table." At Tannim's nod, the lady waved them on, telling them that "Julie" would be with them in a minute. As Sam took his place across from Tannim, he real- ized that, once again, he was going to have to realign all his previous ideas about the lad. And that was a dis- covery just as pleasant as the existence of (his pub. "Well," Tannim said, when the waitress had brought them both drinks, "ready for a litde more business?" Another surprise for Sam — not the question, but the drink. Tannim had stuck to pure cola. He was young enough to take delight in drinking because he could. Interesting. BORN TO RUN 63 "I think so," Sam replied cautiously. "You gave me a lot of information last night, but it was all in pieces. I'd like more of a whole picture." "Fine," Tannim said agreeably. "Where would you like me to start?" "With magic." Sam took a deep breath. "Just what is it? How does it work? What can you do with it — and what's it got to do with radng — " Tannim held up a hand. "The discipline people call 'magic' is a way of describing an inborn talent that's been trained. It has rules, and it obeys the laws of physics. It uses the energy produced by all living things; it also uses the energy of magnetic fields, of sun- light, and a lot of other sources. It's a tool, a way of manipulating energies; that's the first thing you have to remember. It's not good or bad, it just is. Like, I can use a crowbar to bash your head in, or to pry a victim out of a wreck." He shrugged. "It's a tool; just a tool and nothing more. Some people have the skill to use the tool, some don't." Sam nodded, since Tannim looked as if he was wait- ing for a response. "But — how does it work? And who has it? Can anyone work it if they've got the knowledge?" Tannim chuckled. "Hard to describe, Sam. First of all, you have to be able to see the energies in the first place, or at least know that the/re there. That's the key; if you can see them, you can learn to manipulate them with magic — which is basically a way of making your own will into that tool to manipulate energy." He licked his lips. "Here's where it gets complicated. If you've trained your will well enough, you can still use the energies without seeing them. Everyone could use some kind of magic, if they had the training — but most folks never come in touch with what they can use. Know anything more now than you did before I said that?" Sam shook his head, ruefully. "Well... no. Not real- ly. But I can believe in plasma physics without knowing 64 Mercedes Lackey and Lany Down exacdy how it works. I suppose I can believe in magic too. So long as it follows rules." "That's the spirit!" Tannim applauded. "Now, what Keighvin won't tell you, because like most elves, he's an arrogant sonuvabanshee, is that humans were applying magic to cars before the elves thought of it A lot of times they didn't realize that was what they were doing, but a lot of times they knew exactly what they were doing, especially on the racing circuit So when the elves came on the scene, they got a bit of a shock, because there were humans out there already, using magicked cars. That's when they decided it might be a good idea to try and join up with some of those humans." He spread his hands. "Voila—SERRA was born." "But why racing?" Sam asked, still bewildered. "For the Sidhe, I mean. It seems so — foreign to what they are." "Boredom," Tannim replied succinctly, tracing little patterns on the wooden tabletop with his finger. "They live — if not forever, damn near. But here's something else they won't tell you. The one thing they lack is creativity, as near as I can figure. Every bit of their culture, with the sole exception of who and what they worship, comes from humans." He looked up through his lashes, as if he were sharing a secret "They can replicate what we do, and even improve on it, but I've never once seen one of them come up with something new and original. So they depend on us to bring new things to their cul- ture; as far as I can tell, that's always been the case. They were bored, and racing gave them a chance to bring back some excitement to their lives, like the old combat-chal- lenges used to give them. Brought them that element of risk back — "his face sobered " — 'cause, Sam, if you mess up on the track, sometimes it's permanent, and sometimes it's terminal." Sam wondered ifTannim's game leg was evidence of the bo/s own brush with just that. "But they won't admit it, even if you confront 'em," BORN TO RUN 65 Tannim said, with a crooked smile, making a figure eight. "That's the real reason they got into racing though, I promise you. Now as to why Keighvin took it farther, to where Faiigrove is trying to make mundane money — he's not lying, he wants to have that kind of mundane cash to kind of fix things for kids. I've got a hunch he wants to set up some safe-houses for abused kids that we can't take Underbill, starting here in Savan- nah. All elves have this thing about kids; Keighvin has it harder than most. If he could save every kid in the world from pain, hunger, fear — he'd do it But he can't do it magically, not anymore." Tannim made a complex sym- bol that looked suspiciously like a baseball diamond. "For one thing, there's too much Cold Iron around for his magics to work down here in the dties." "Huh." Sam nodded, but he had reservations. Not that he hadn't heard about all the supposed abused kids, on everything from Oprah to prime-time TV dramas, but he wasn't sure he believed the stories. Kids made things up, when they thought they were in for deserved punishment Hell, one of the young guys at work had shown up with a story about his kid getting into some- thing he was told to leave alone in a store, breaking it, then launching into screams of "don't beat me, Mommy!" when the mother descended like a fury Em- barrassed the blazes out other, especially since the worst she'd ever delivered in the kid's life was a couple of smacks on the bottom. Turned out the brat had seen a dramatized crime-recreation show the night before, with an abused-kid episode. Sam was beginning to think that a lot of those "beaten kids" had seen similar shows, then had been coached by attorneys, "child advocates," or the "non-abusing spouse." Wasn't that how the Salem witch-trials had happened, anyway? A bunch of kids getting back at the adults they didn't like? As for the runaways — they'd had a solution for that back when he was a kid. Truant officers with the power to confine a kid, and reform school for the kids that 66 Mercedes Lackey and Lany Dccan couldn't toe the line at home. Maybe that's what they needed these days, not "safe-houses." But just as he was about to say that, he took a second, harder look at Tannim, and thought back about what Keighvin had said. Tannim might be almost a kid him- self, but he didn't look as if he was easily tricked. And Keighvin had known what was happening to Sam — and presumably Sam's great-uncle — by supernatural means. It wasn't likely that they were being tricked.... They, the elves, had been right about Sam's great- uncle. And who could say what might have happened if Keighvin hadn't intervened that night, so long ago. Would John Kelly have come to his senses before he'd done more than frighten Sam? Or would the beadngs have continued, getting worse with every incident, until Sam turned into a sullen, trouble-making crea- ture like Jack McGee, with his hand against every man alive, and every man's hand against him? Jack's father was the mainstay of the town pub... Jack's mother a timid thing that never spoke above a whisper, and al- ways with one eye out for her husband, wore high collars and long sleeves, and generally bore a healing bruise somewhere on her face or neck. Now Sam was forced to confront that memory, he wondered, as he had not, then. What did those sleeves and collars conceal? Maybe the stories were true; maybe the elves were right.... dory be. Am I thinking as if they're real? He was. Somewhere along the line, he'd accepted all this — magic, elves, all of it He might just as well accept the abused kids as well.... "Have you people cast some kind of spell on me?" he demanded. "Mademebelieveinyou? Brainwashed me?" Tannim laughed. "If we used magic to make you believe in magic, to brainwash you, doesn't that mean magic works?" Well, the boy had him there. BORN TO RUN 67 "I suppose you could have brainwashed me some other way," Sam said, feebly. Tannim shrugged. "Why?" he replied reasonably, as the waitress brought another round. "What's the point? By definition, someone who's been brain- washed is operating at less than his optimum reasoning capacity. Why would we want you brainwashed, when what we want is for you to be at your sharpest?" Tan- nim took a sip of his cola, and looked up at Sam from under a raised eyebrow. "Are you having second thoughts about all this, about agreeing to help Keigh- vin?" he asked. "If you are, Sam, it's nothing to be ashamed of. We need you, but not at the expense of forcing you to make a bargain you regret." Sam sighed. "No. No. It's just that I find myselfbdiev- ing in the impossible, and it doesn't seem right, all my brave words about plasma physics to the contrary." The young man took a moment to finish his drink before answering. "Sam," he said, slowly, gazing offinto nothing for a moment, "when you were a kid, people said it was impossible for a plane to fly past the speed of sound, for polio and smallpox to be eradicated, for the atom to be split, for a man to walk on the moon. I don't know what's impossible. All I can say is that 'impossible' just seems to mean that nobody's done it yet. There's some people that still don't believe a man walked on the moon. And there's people who still believe the earth is flat Nobody puts their names in the history books. I know it all seems fantastic, but we are based in reality. It's just a bigger reality than most people are used to dealing with." "Whatdo you know?" Sam found himself asking, his own meal forgotten for the moment. "You, who's magicked his car, who walks and talks with the Folk and treats them like mortals — what do you know?" Tannim grinned. "Well — I know your beer's getting flat." Sam laughed, and gave in. 68 Mercedes Lackey and Lany Dswn Tannim finished his third cola with one eye on Sam, and another on the crowd. On the whole, the evening had gone well. Sam had weathered both his initial ex- posure and the period of doubt that always followed it in good form. Better than Tannim had expected, in fact. Of course, he'd had a dose of the Folk as a child; that tended to leave a lasting impression. Sam had finally worked himself round to asking specific questions about the elves, and how they were functioning in the human world. And why. The crowd-noise around them was not too loud for them to be able to talk in normal voices — or at least, it wasn't after Tannim did a little local sound-filtering around their table, a tiny exerdse in human magic that was worth the energy he expended on it. "Well, this is something else Keighvin won't admit unless he's pressed. Essentially, the Seleighe Court is split," he said. "One group thinks they should all withdraw Underbill, and leave the world we know to the humans. The other group thinks that would be a major mistake." "Why?" Sam wanted to know, his head turned to one side. "Remember what I told you about them, that they can't seem to create anything?" Tannim reminded him. "Keighvin thinks that if they withdraw, they'll stagnate. That's something a little more serious to them than it is to humans. They call it Dreaming; they can be forced into it by caffeine addiction, or they can drop into it from lack of stimulation, and being cut off from their old energy sources by Cold Iron. That's happened to one group in California already. They managed to get out of it, but — it wasn't pretty." He didn't like to think about that- They had all been damned lucky to pull out of their trap. And they wouldn't have been able to without the aid of humans. He pulled his thoughts away; Elfhame Sundescend- ing was all right now, and thriving. "like the old story of the Lotus-Eaters; they lose all ambition and do next BORN TO RUN 69 to nothing, sit around and listen to music and let then- magic servants tend to everything, dance, and never think a single thought. Scary. I've seen it once, and I wouldn't wish it even on the Folk who'd be pleased to see me six feet under. Keighvin's got some plans to keep it from happening on this coast, and they involve all of us in Fairgrove." Just then, his attention was caught by someone that didn't fit with the usual Kevin Barry's crowd. She was dearly underage; he guessed round about thirteen or fourteen. Fifteen, max, but he doubted it. She was tarted up like a bargain-basement Madonna in black- lace spandex tights, a black-lace skirt, and a cheap black corset; wearing entirely too much makeup, so that her eyes looked like black holes in her pale face, with a bad bleach-job that made her hair look like so much spiky dead straw. What in hell was she doing here? This didn't look like her kind of crowd. God, she looks like Prisfrom Bladerunner, he thought. But then, Sam had been surprised that he was a regular here. Maybe she just liked the music. "I can see that, and I can see why racing, now," Sam said, in answer to whatever he'd just told the man. "But what are they doing about Cold Iron? That's what drove them out of the Old Country, isn't it? Doesn't it bother them now?" "How much real iron and steel do you see nowadays?" Tannim countered, raising his eyebrows. "Plastic, fiberglass, aluminum, yes —but iron?" "Hmm. You have a point." The girl had worked herself in towards the stage, with a look of utter fascination on her face. Tannim felt a twinge of sympathy; he remembered the first timeA^ en- countered really good Celtic folk-rock. It had been right here — and this band, Terra Nova. Kind of like having your first experience of pizza being Chicago deep-dish. And it wasn't often that the old members of Terra Nova got back together again for an old-time's-sake gig, what 70 Mercedes Lackey and Lorry Dwan with Trish being so busy at the restaurant and all. No wonder this chick had shown up. Yeah, it looked like she was just a punker with Celtic-rock leanings. Too bad she was so young. This was supposed to be an adult dub, what with the bar and all. She could get bounced in no dme, if she got herself noticed. Well, if she behaved herself, they'd probably leave her alone. He watched her, still a little bothered by something, something not quite right. Then, as he saw her stop and talk to a businessman who shook his head abrupdy — and ignore a SCAD student who half-made an ap- proach, it dawned on him. She was a hooker. He'd thought he was beyond shock, but this stunned him. So damned young — He watched her make her way around the floor, most other attention on the band, but obviously a part of her keeping an eye out for a potential John. Don't try and turn a trick in hers, honey, please, he pled silendy widi her. He might be wrong — but the more he watched her, the surer he became. At that age — out here on a school night, dressed like she was — it was long odds against her being on River Street for die fun of it. If you get too obvious, or bother the customers, they'll throw you out. Stay cool. It's cold and mean out there, and if one of the soft- hearts sees you, they'll get you something to eat andyou'll be safe a little longer.... Sam asked him a question, and he answered it ab- sendy. "Well, what's happening is diat some of die elves — with Keighvin leading the pack by a length — are trying to build up a kind of immunity to Cold Iron — or a tolerance, at least. I can think of half a dozen, ac- tually, who can handle it widi a minimum of protection, and two that can actually tolerate it well enough to work on and drive a stock car." Danal, he thought fondly. Wish you were here, man. You couldpick up this poor little chick a/ndglamam her into coming BORN TO RUN 71 back to Rixrgrwe withymi, tuck her away Underbill until you'd talked some sense mto her. And if you couldn'tyour brother could. The more he watched die girl, die less comfortable he felt. She was wandering around die area of the stage, and although she wasn't making any full-fledged tries at picking up the customers, it was pretty obvious that if anyone that she diought had money responded to her tentative overtures, she wouldn't turn him down. "Keighvin says die Folk have to adapt or die, it's that simple," he concluded, as the band finished a wild polka and went into a still wilder reel. "They haven't got a choice anymore. He thinks if they wididraw, ttieyll do worse dian stagnate, they'll fade away. Just— disappear." "Is diat possible?" Sam asked, sounding surprised. Tannim pulled his attention away from the girl long enough to catch his eyes. He nodded, slowly. "It's already happened," he said seriously. "Mosdy in Europe, but even over here, diere've been enclaves of die Folk diat went Underbill and just vanished after a while. Nobody's heard from them, nobody can find diem." "Couldn't Uieyjust have dosed diemselves off?" Sam wanted to know. "If they became that anti-social, maybe uiey even got tired ofodier elves. I mean, what is dlis Underbill, anyway? We used to say the Fair Folk lived in die mounds, but what you're saying, it sounds more like Underbill is everywhere. Couldn't the miss- ing Folk have just shut the door and turned off the phone, so to speak?" Tannim shook his head. "Underhill doesn't work that way. It's hard to describe. It's kind of— another world, one magicians can touch, and sometimes get into. A kind of parallel world, I guess. Lots of magic; I mean, of power, and it's readily available, like electridty, only it's like — " He diought for a moment, as die crowd began dapping in time to die music. "It's like having all the power-stations and die power-grid in place and running, only there's nobody manning it, 72 Mercedes Lackey and LanyDwan and no electric company to make you pay for what you take. It's yours for the tapping into. The only 'cost' in- volved is in tapping into it and in using it" Sam shook his head, but not in disbelief, exactly. "Sounds like free lunch, to me." Tannim looked around for the girl, but she'd gotten lost behind a screen of taller people. Not that that was hard, as riny as she was. He thought he knew where she'd moved to, though, by the path of mild distur- bance along the bar. "Not really; the cost to the individual of tapping in and using it is high, and you have to have the ability in the first place. Kind of like solar energy. Keighvin thinks that's where the power created hers that doesn't get used leaks off to — if you think of it as bio-energy, the kind that makes Kirlian auras, you're dose enough to the truth." Sam closed his eyes for a moment in thought. "All right," he replied, opening them again. "That much I can believe in. What's it like in there?" "Parts are like a bad sf novel," Tannim laughed, without humor. "Like some of the old pulp writers described an alien planet. Parts of it are like an architect's wet-dream." He spread his fingers wide for emphasis. "Mostly it's a kind of chaos, a place where things are always changing, always dangerous, and that's where the Unseleighe Court creatures go. Then there's stretches of order, walled gardens or even small countries, and that's where the Seleighe Court enclaves are." "And those?" Sam prompted. Tannim sighed, but this dme at the memories Sam's question invoked. "I've only been there a couple of times, and each time it was different. Figure every description you've ever heard ofElvenlands, Morgan Le Fay's castle, the Isles of the Blest — that's what those Underbill enclaves are like." He felt his eyes sting with remembrance and the inevitable regret that he hadn't stayed, and pushed the memory away. "Incredible — BORN TO RUN 73 and they require elven-mages of very high power and a great deal of will to force the chaos out, and the area into that shape. That means they leave a mark on the world of Underbill, very visible, like the Red Spot on Jupiter. When someone like Keighvin goes Underbill, he knows where all the other pockets are, at least the ones created by other Folk. Always. He might not be able to get into them without invitation, but he knows where they are." Sam took a sip of his beer before replying. "So it doesn't matter if the Folk in that place don't want to be bothered, they can't hide themselves. At least not on purpose." Tannim nodded. "Right. So with the ones that faded out, the places that have gone missing — well, they're not there anymore. Maybe they died, maybe they went to still another world, and maybe they just dissolved back into the chaos. Even if there are still Folk alive in there, nobody can reach them, and they can't find their way back to the rest of us, nor to the real world. Likeliest — according to Keighvin — is that they faded until they were easy prey for the Unseleighe Court critters." Sam toyed with a napkin, looking troubled. "You mean — they — " Right on cue. Terra Nova launched into "Sidhe Beg and Sidhe Mor," a tune that sounded lighthearted — but was about a war between elves of the Seleighe and Unseleighe Courts. The body count, as Tannim recalled, had been pretty high. He raised an eyebrow at the band. Sam chewed his lip, as the meaning of the tune came home to him. "The Unseleighe Court plays for keeps, and every dme they kill a Seleighe Court creature, or a human, they add his life-energy to their own power. Elves can die; they can be killed. Ever think about where the word *banshee' came from?" Sam's eyes widened. "Bane-Sidhe?" ft 74 Mercedes Lackey and LanyDixan "Right. 'Bane' or 'death' of elves. And it's not just a name." Tannim was just glad he'd not had any per- sonal experiences with one. The descriptions were bad enough. "The stories my grandmother told me — she said some banshees actually came for people." Sam looked a little embarrassed, as if he'd been caught believing in the bogeyman. Who also exists. "They do that too; they'll do their damnedest to scare you to death," Tannim said grimly. "That's how they get their eneigy; from your fear and from your dying." "Oh." Sam blinked, as if he wasn't sure how to take that. He'd accepted danger last night — but that was with Keighvin, in Faiigrove territory. He was here now, the "real world," in the middle of a pub full of noisy people and a Celtic-rock band. And a thirteen-year-old hooker. She appeared again, this time giving up all pretense of working the crowd, just standing dose to the stage and hugging herself, as Irish sang "Buachaffl on Eire" with a voice an elven Bard would have paid any price to display. A glitter ofTrish's half-dosed blue eyes, and the set of her chin, betrayed the fact that she was watching the giri too, and Tannim relaxed minutely. Irish didn't pick up on street-sparrows often, espedally not now that she was managing "Acadia," but when she did, she was very kind to them. Like the way she'd adopted that monster wolfhound others, letting it take over her life to the point of buying a house just so the dog would be able to stay with her. She wouldn't let the girl get away without at least trying to see she got something to eat. With luck, she'd keep the child busy until Tannim could take over. Maybe I can get her to Keighvin. I can't get him out of Riirgrove territory, not yet, but if I can get her to him, he'll take care of her. Not for the first time, he wished that he could just lie to the kid, get her into his car and make off with her, but to take her away from whatever life she had BORN TO RUN 75 chosen, he had to have her consent, and she had to know what she was choosing. Conal and Donal wouldn't have worked that way, but they were Sidhe, and trickery was a part of their nature. Not his. It couldn't be by deception. Even Keighvin could work that way, but he couldn't; he was bound by a different set of rules. Self-inflicted, but nevertheless real. He hadn't liked being lied to, or manipulated, even with good intentions, when he was younger. He wouldn't do that to another kid. Besides, small incidents have a way of turning around and biting my ass. If the wrong person saw we getting into my car with an underage hooker, it could mean big- twne trouble later. Trouble we can't afford. As the band finished the set, he saw with relief that Trish definitely had her eye on the girl. As soon as they'd finished their bows — and before the child had a chance to escape — she was down off the stage and be- side the kid. She made it look completely casual, and Tannim gave her high marks for her subtlety. "What's wrong?" Sam asked, startling him. He tore his eyes off the girl for a moment to stare at his companion. "What do you—" "Oh, come now," Sam interrupted. "You haven't had more than half your attention on me for the past fifteen minutes. And you've got a frown on your face, so it can't be that you're watching a pretty girl, or that you're enthralled by the band. So what's the problem?" As Tannim paused, debating how much to say, he lost his half-smile and began to frown, himself. "Is it some- thing I should know about?" Tannim sighed. "Over there, with Trish, from the band. See that other girl?" "The one that's made up like a cheap tart?" Sam asked, disapproval thick in his voice. "Girls these days — ah weU. What about her?" "She's not only made up like a cheap tart, she probably is a cheap tart," Tannim replied wearily. And 76 Mercedes Lackey and Lorry Dawn before Sam could reply to that, added, "Take a good look under all the paint She's not only underage, she's hardly gotten away from playing with Barbie dolls. What's a kid like that doing out here hooking? And more than that, why? She has to be a runaway — what's she running from that's bad enough for her to be turning tricks at fourteen?" Sam started to make some snap reply, but it looked as if some of what Tannim had been talking about — the abused kids and all — had penetrated. Tannim could almost read his mind from the fleeting expressions that passed over his face. First, contempt — then disgust — but then a moment of second thoughts, followed by worry. "I don't like it," he said. "Neither do I," Tannim told him, "but we're going to have to be careful about this. She could be bait in a trap; she could be a trap herself. Some of the Un- seleighe Court things can look like anything they want I don't See any magic around her, but that doesn't mean she's not one of them, or even a human kid they picked up to use against me. This is one of my regular hangouts, and everybody knows it" And they know my soft spots. "So what do we do?" Sam asked. A frown line was forming between his brows. Obviously he wasn't used to the kind of the multitudinous layers of deceit the Unseleighe Court creatures used by habit. "We let Trish handle her. If she's after me, she'll find a way to get Trish to bring her over here. If she's a real kid in real trouble, she'll act like one." He watched the two of them, without seeming to. It looked as if the singer was warning the girl against soliciting; Trish was nodding her head so emphatically that her black hair bounced, while the child blushed under all the makeup, and hung her head. But the singer didn't leave things there; she took the girl to a table in the corner, and got her a sandwich and a cola, standing over her and talking undl the food arrived. By then, it was time for the next set, BORN TO RUN 77 and Trish abandoned the girl for the stage. The kid finished the food in about three seconds flat Tannim had never seen a kid put away food so fast, and the way she cleaned up every crumb argued that it might well have been the first meal she'd had today. She lingered over the dregs other cola undl Trish was obviously wrapped up in her song. Then a look of bleak determination passed over her face, and she slid out other seat; and without a single glance at Tannim or even in his direction, she went back to the bar. Tannim sighed, half in relief, half in exasperation. All right, he said to himself. She's genuine. Now what am I going to do about her? • CHAPTERFIVE Just as Tannim asked himself that question, the girl found a mark. It wasn't one of the regulars, andJulie hadn't even bothered to try to find the jerk a table. He was holding up the bar, more than two sheets to the wind, and up until the kid cruised by, he'd been insisting that Marianne, the barkeep, turn on a nonexistent television. He jumped all over her tentative overture, so much so that it was obvious to half the bar that he'd picked her up. The guys on either side of him gave him identical looks of disgust when they saw how young the giri was, and turned their backs on the situation. Unfortunately, Tannim wasn't going to be able to do that. Not and be able to look himself in the mirror tomorrow. Hard to shave if you can't do that.... Well, he knew one sure-fire way to pry her away from Mr. Wonderful. And it only required a little magic. With a mental flick, he set the two tiny spells in motion. With the first, a Command spell, he cleared people to one side or the other of a line between his table and her. With the other, a simple look-at-me glamorie, he caught her eye. At precisely the moment when she looked his way, down the open corridor of bodies, he flicked open his wallet, displaying his Gold Card, and nodded to her. Her eyes were drawn to it, as if it was a magnet to catch and hold her gaze. Only after she looked at it did she look at him. She licked her lips, smiled, and started toward him. Tried to, rather. The drunk grabbed her arm. 80 Mercedes Lackey and Lany Dixon "Hey!" he shouted, rather too loudly. "Wa- waitaniinit, bitch! You promised me some fun!" All eyes went to the drunk, and none of the looks were friendly. Kevin Barry's was not the kind of pub where the word "bitch" would go unnoticed. So much for taking care of this the easy way. Tannim was up and out of his seat before the girl had a chance to react to the hand gripping her arm. He grasped the drunk's wrist and applied pressure. The drunk yelped, and let go. "I think she's changed her mind," he said, with deceptive gendeness. The drunk yanked his hand away, and snarled ag- gressively, "Yeah? And what's a faggot artsy punk like you gonna do about it? Huh?" His hands were balling into fists, and he swung as he spoke, telegraphing like a Western Union branch office. Tannim blocked the first blow with a little effort; the second never landed. Three patrons landed on the drunk, and "escorted" him outside. And that was all there was to the incident; Kevin Barry's was like that. Tannim was family here, and nobody messed with family. And nobody even looked askance at Tannim, for guiding a kid barely past training bras back to his table. It would be assumed that, like Trish, his intentions were to keep the kid out of trouble, and maybe talk some sense into her. He caught Sam's eye as he made a show of pulling a seat out for her; the old man was any- thing but stupid. "I'll be at the bar," he said as Tannim sat down. "I can hear the band better over there." That was a palpable lie, since the bar was far from the stage, but the girl didn't seem to notice. Sam vanished into the crowd, leaving Tannim alone with the girl. She looked around, nervously; tried to avoid his eyes. But then, young hookers are always nervous. "So, what's your name, kiddo?" he asked quietly, projecting calm as best he could, and regretting the fact that he wasn't an Empath. BORN TO RUN 81 "Tania," she said,, so softly he could hardly hear her. "Tania. Okay, my name's Tannim. We've both got the same first syllable in our names, that's a start." She looked up at him, startled, and he grinned. "Well, heck, it's not much of a line, but it beats 'Come here often? What's your sign?'" She smiled back a little. "Wh-what do you want me to do?" she asked bluntly. "W-we could go to your car and — " My car. So she hasn't even got a place of her own. The thought sickened him. How long had she been turning tricks in strange men's cars? "What's your rate?" he asked, just as blundy. She didn't bat an eye. "Sixty an hour." Right. You wish. And you'd take sixty a night. He raised an eyebrow, cynically. "Give me a break. That's for some- body with a little more experience than you've got." She wilted faster dian he expected. "Forty?" she said, tentatively. He watched her over the top of his drink, as Trish belted out one other own compositions, die notes sail- ing pure and clear above the crowd. "Sixty and forty. Okay, that makes a hundred. Let me tell you what you're going to do for a hundred." She looked frightened at diat, and she might have tried to get up and run except diat he was between her and die door. He wondered if she'd gotten an "offer" like this before-And if she'dgottenawayreladvely undamaged. Yes to die first question, from the look of fear in her eyes — and no to the second. It was all he could do to keep up die pretense; to keep from grabbing her hand and dragging her to his car, and taking her straight to Keighvin. "No, I'm not a cop," he told her, "and I'm not going to bust you. I'm not into S and M and I'm not going to hurt you." A litde of the fear left her eyes, but not all of it, not by any means. "I am a pushover." He looked up long enough to signal Julie with his 82 Mercedes Lackey and Lany Dixon eyes. She hustled over to his table as soon as she'd set down the other customer's beer. Tannim's tips were legendary in the River Street bars and restaurants, and that legend ensured him downright eager service. "Julie, I need four dub sandwiches with everything — to go." He nodded significantly and she winked at him, turning and heading towards the kitchen with the order. He turned back to Tania. "Okay, that's a hundred dollars for tonight; the first dme. You take it, you go home if you've got one. You get off the damn street, at least for tonight. You get a room if you don't have a home." He slid the five twenties he fished out of his wallet across to her. She looked at them, but didn't touch them. "Use what I gave you for seed money; start putting a real life together for yourself. I come here a lot You find me here and ask me for help, you get another hundred to keep you going — but only if you aren't doing drugs. Believe me, I can tell if you are, better than any blood-test Got that?" She was just inexperienced enough to believe him, and experienced enough to be skeptical. "So what do you get out of this?" He smiled crookedly. "I stop having to rescue you from drunks. I told you I was a pushover." He sobered. "Tania, it's harder to keep believing in dreams these days — but when you stop believing in them, you kind of stop believing in yourself. I still believe in them. And I'm just crazy enough to think that giving an underage hooker a hundred bucks just might make a difference to her. Maybe give her a chance to go out and build some dreams other own." "I'm not under — " she started to protest frantically. He covered her hand, the one that was holding the cash, with his, just for a moment "And you can start by not lying to me. Kiddo, you're underage even in Ten- nessee, and we both know it. Now there; one crazy, helping hand. This time, I pushed help off on you. Next dme, you ask for help. All right?" BORN TO RUN 83 She nodded, speechless, as Julie arrived with the sandwiches. 'Julie," he said, as he shoved the brown paper bag towards Tania, "I want you to start a tab for Tania here. Two hundred bucks' credit, food only. Put it on the card." "Sure thing, Tannim," the waitress replied, plucking his credit card from his outstretched fingers, and flash- ing a sparkling smile. She winked at Tania, who clutched the paper bag with a dumbfounded look on her face, looking for all the world like a kid in a Hal- loween costume. Yeah. "Trick" or treat. Poor kid. "Now, you get hungry, you come here," he ordered. "Even if I'm not here, you can get fed. Okay?" "0 — okay," she said, letting go of the bag long enough to shove her money into her cheap vinyl purse. He grinned again. "Go on, get out of here. It's getting nasty out there, and I don't just mean the weather." She whisked herself out of the chair, threading the crowd like a lithe little ferret, and vanished into the darkness beyond the door. Sam returned almost immediately. "What the hell was all that about?" he asked, sitting himself down in the chair Tania had vacated. Tannim sighed. "The first step in building trust," he replied. "I just put up a bird-feeder. If I'm really lucky, one of these days the bird will eat from my hand. That's when I can get her back to where she belongs — or over to Keighvin, whichever seems better for her." Sam shook his head dubiously. "I don't know. You gave her money, didn't you? What's to stop her from blowing it all on drugs?" "Nothing," Tannim admitted. "Nothing, except that she doesn't do drugs, yet Kid like that probably doesn't turn more than a couple of tricks a week. I just gave her enough to stay off the street for a while, maybe even more than a week, and promised her more if she asks for it." Julie brought back his card and the credit slip; he signed it, and added a sizable dp for her. "And this 84 Mercedes Lackey and LanyDvwn gives her a two-hundred-dollar food tab here." Sam frowned. "You're a fool, boy. She's going to be on you like a leech." He let out some of his tension in a long breath. "I don't think so," he replied. "I know... I don't have a real reason to think that way, but I don't think she's har- dened enough to see a potential sugar-daddy and snag him. And even if she did — well, I could insist she come stay with me, and hand her over to Keighvin that way. Frankly, Sam, I'm more worried she'll vanish on me; dedde I'm some kind of nut, the Savannah Zodiac killer or something, and never come near me again." He looked up again at the stage, where Irish hadjustbegun "The Parting Glass," a sure sign that the gig was over, at least for her. The rest of the band might stay, but Thsh was caBing it a night "Enough of this. That's our signal to move along, Sam, and go find ourselves some dinner. How's tandoori chicken with mango chutney and raita sound? Or lobster with macadamia nuts?" Sam gave him a look of pure bewilderment. "What in hell are you talking about?" he asked. "Dinner, Sam," he replied, grinning with anticipa- tion. "Pure gourmet craziness." "Sounds crazy, all right," Sam said, as they wormed their way through the crowd, and out into the damp, fish-redolent air. "Trust me, Sam," he laughed, as the mist began to seep across the street, the precursor of one of Savannah's odd, chin-high fogs. "Trish knows wine and food the way she knows music. It might be odd, but you won't be disappointed." TaniaJane Delaney slipped up the warped steps to the apartment she shared with five other kids, her heart in her mouth. The entrance to the upstairs apartments gaped like a toothless mouth when she'd arrived, dark and unfriendly. The light at the top of the stairs had gone out again — or somebody had broken BORN TO RUN 85 or stolen the bulb — and she shivered with fear with each step she took. Jamie'd been beaten up and robbed twice by junkies; Laura'd had her purse snatched. If anybody knew she had money — if there was someone waiting for her at the top of the stairs — But there wasn't, this time, nor was there anyone standing between her and the door as she'd feared when she felt for the knob. She fumbled open the lock with hands that shook so hard her key-ring jingled. There were only three keys on it, and the little brass unicorn Meg had given her for good luck. One key for this place, and the two to the locks of the townhouse in North Carolina— But she wouldn't think of that. There wasn't anyone else in the apartment, which was all right. She really didn't want to share Tannim's largess with the other three kids that had the room with the kitchenette, anyway. They'd given her a hard time the last time she'd wanted to cook something, and she thought they were niching things from her shelf in the fridge. Not that there was much to filch, mostly, but there had been things she'd thought she had that came up missing. She and Laura and Jamie never gave them any trouble over using the bathroom, and never had any problem with making sure there was paper and soap in there. Please, don't let them blow all thevrmffney an dope again, she pled with an uncaring God. The vent's due in tfwee days, and old man March sent his kids to collect it last time. Itkmk they could wad us up like Kleenex without even trying hard. They could thrmvvs(Mt(maurassesandwec(nildn'tdoatkmgaboiitit. She'd already eaten one sandwich, feeling guilty, but too hungry to leave it alone. She hadn't eaten anything yesterday but a cup of yogurt she'd shoplifted. But that still meant Jamie and Laura had a sandwich and a half each, plus all the chips. There'd been a styrofoam cup of bean soup in there too, and cookies; she'd saved the cookies for Jamie and his sweet-tooth, but she drank the 86 Mercedes Lackey and Lorry Dwan soup, sitting on a stone bench in Jackson Square, watch- ing the fog roll in, listening to the far-away music coming from abar somewhere. It had been awfully good soup. Mother had never made soup like that. Mother never made soup at all; she bought it from a gourmet place. And when she bought it, she bought weird things, like cold gazpacho or miso, things that didn't taste like soup at all. When she wasn't on some kind of crazy diet with Father, that is. When Tania ran away, they'd been on one of those diets; some kind of stuff that looked like rice with things mixed into it, and tasted like hay. They'd made Tania eat it too, and she was hungry all the time. She'd have killed for a candy bar or a steak, or even a hamburger. "You only think about what tastes good," Mother had said, scornfully. "Just like every child." The only time Tania had eaten real soup was when she was little, and she got it at school or the learning center. It wasn't called a "day-care" center, it was a "learning center," and she'd had lessons stuffed into her every day for as long as she could remember. French, math, music ... she hadn't gotten bedtime stories, she'd gotten flashcards. She hadn't gotten hugs, she'd gotten "quality time," with quizzes about how well she was doing in school. Lake the Spanish Inquisition, with long talks about how if I really wanted to get into a first-class college like Yale I had to have better grades. She left the food on her roommates' sleeping beds. Jamie and Laura had an old mattress, with the seams popped and the stuffing coming out. It had been so stained that Tania would have been afraid to use it, be- cause of germs, but they didn't seem to mind. They had a pile of cargo pads stolen from a moving van for bed- ding, all spread neady on top of it, plus the blankets and sheets Laura had taken out of the Goodwill drop-box, all different sizes, none matching. Tania had two thin foam mattresses she'd gotten from the open dumpster BORN TO RUN 87 at the old folks' home, piled on top of each other, and some of Laura's leftover sheets and blankets. Laura had thought the idea of using the egg-crate mattresses was too creepy; they wouldn't have been out in the dumpster if their owner hadn't died, probably on them. But the idea of ghosts didn't scare Tania; she'd taken them, hosed them down real good in case the old person had peed on them or something, and she hadn't been haunted yet In fact, a ghost might be preferable to some of the people who hung out around here. She went to the bathroom to wash the makeup off. The makeup, bleach-job, the whole outfit was Laura's idea, but she wasn't sure it was working. On the other hand, any tricks she got looking like the way she used to would be real pervs. The makeup at least made her look older, and the outfit like she knew what she was doing. But it itched, and if she didn't wash it off every night, she'd wake up looking like Tammy Faye Baker after a good scam-cry. She saw as soon as she pulled the chain on the bare bulb dangling from the ceiling that somebody had been by the Hilton again; the toilet-tank lid was covered with little bars of soap, and matching rolls of paper sat on the cracked and grimy brown linoleum. It was probably Laura; she was really good at sneaking in, finding an unattended maid's cart, and sneaking out again. That was how they'd gotten their towels, too. She ran some water into the sink, ignoring the rust that had stained the gray, grainy porcelain under both spigots. The hot water was actually hot tonight, and Tania decided impulsively on a bath. She had to dean the tub first, though, and by the dme she was done, she was ready for a good long soak. She went to the footlocker where she kept her } things, got her tiny botde of hotel shampoo, and dis- jf covered that there were lots more beside it. That clinched it; only Laura would have gotten shampoo for everybody* She silendy blessed Laura as she stripped, 88 Mercedes Lackey and tarry Dixan hurrying because the apartment was cold. She ran some hot water into the tub to warm it, trying not to think about her beautiful, antiseptic, sparkling-dean private bathroom at home. It wasn't my home. It never was home. It was just a place to Hue. They probably didn't even miss me when I was gone; I, bet they're glad Fm gone, in fact. Nowthey can buy another BMW or a Porsche and take a trip to Bermuda. She washed her hair under the tap, kneeling in the bottom of the chipped, scratched tub, then filled it to the top with water as hot as she could stand. Mother and Father had a Jacuzzi in their bathroom, but they'd never let Tania use it. She sighed, and sank back into the hot water. She was so cold; when the fog came, it brought chilly air with it, and Spandex wasn't very warm. She'd been out longer than she'd intended after that strange guy gave her all the money. She'd stopped to watch Legend through the window of somebody's apartment after she'd eaten the soup; the unicorns had attracted her at- tention, and she stayed when there didn't seem to be anyone in the room who could see her peering in from outside. What a great movie. Altogether, it had been a good night, and she felt a little happy for the first dme in weeks. First there'd been the music at that bar, then the food the singer had gotten her, then the money for doing nothmg. That would have been enough, but there was a two-hundred-dollar tab waiting for her, and she'd be able to get one good meal a day for all three of them until that ran out. She wasn't certain the guy was for real, but the tab was. It would be easy enough to avoid him, and still eat on his money. The movie had put a cap on the night She hadn't seen it when it was first out. Mother and Father hadn't per- mitted it They didn't let her watch any TV at all except PBS, didn't let her see any movies, ever, but this had been one film they would have really tossed a hissyfit over. BORN TO RUN 89 Fantasy. They said it like it was a cuss-word. If Meg's parents hadn't been one of Mother's clients, they'd have made her throw out the unicorn keychain. She wasn't allowed to read anything but schoolbooks, listen to anything but classical music, but fantasy was the ul- timate slime, so far as they were concerned. She'd managed to read some at school, by keeping the books from the school library in her locker, along with the unicorn poster Meg gave her, and the dragon calendar. She'd also had a little cache of books she'd hidden under the springs other bed, books Meg gave her when she was through with them, books full of unicorns, elves, magic... and that turned out to be a major mistake. Mother had found them. You'd have thought it was kiddie-pom, she thought, angry and unhappy all at the same dme. Or drugs. You'd have thought they were Fundies and the books were about demon-warship. The way they'd carried on had been horrible; not yelling, no, yelling would have been a relief. No, in- stead they lectured her, in relays. About how the stuff was going to ruin her mind for logical thinking; about how it was wasdng time she could have been using on extra-credit stuff to boost her grades and give her an edge. How they felt betrayed. How if the colleges found out she read this stuff, they'd never let her in. On and on and on — And then they took it and her into the living room and burned the books in the trendy gas-log fireplace, right in front other. "No living in a dream-world for you, Tania," Father had said, as he fed the brightly colored books to the flames. "It's dme to wake up to the real world." Well, Tm in the real world now. Father, she thought at him, her eyes stinging. It's more real than yours. They hadn't been able to do much to her, other than spend every minute they had to spare lecturing her. What could they do, after all? She wasn't allowed to 90 Mercedes Lackey and Lany Dwan "waste" her time on clubs, boyfriends, hobbies, music for pleasure — the only time she was ever outside the townhouse was when she was at school or at her after- school lessons: ballet on Monday, piano on Wednesday, tennis on Saturday. She didn't like any of those outside lessons; they couldn't punish her by taking any of them away. She didn't have any friends but Meg, she wasn't allowed to have any friends but Meg, and she only saw Meg on Saturday, at the dub for tennis lessons. Then she found one Saturday that there was still one thing they could do. They moved her lesson, from Saturday morning, to Saturday afternoon. She'd lost even Meg's tenuous friendship. They told her Friday night. That was when she dedded to run away. Father always accused her of being unable to plan ahead, of forgetting about the future. Well, he was wrong. She knew the combination of the safe, and how much money her parents kept in it. She went to it by the light of a dny flashlight, opened it, and counted... she didn't dare take too much, or they might miss it if they happened to need money for something on Satur- day, but she made sure she had enough for the fare. Then she packed her tennis bag, taking everything she could fit into it, stuffing it and her purse to bursting. Father was on the way to New York, Mother was seeing a friend of Meg's father, helping him find a house for a relocating veep. She did things like that for her clients; that was why she got so many accounts. Too bad she didn't do things like that for her kid. Ormaybel was She a "declming account" to her. When Mother dropped her off at the club, she'd gone around to the kitchen instead of to her lesson. She asked one of the busboys how to get to the dty bus, figuring they'd know, if anyone would. It was easier than she'd thought; many of the employees at the club used the bus as their primary BORN TO RUN 91 i ^ ?• transportation. She'd taken the dty bus downtown, and from there it was a simple matter to get to the Greyhound depot Before the four-hour tennis lesson was over, she was on her way to Savannah. There was no special reason to go there, it was just a place some- where, anywhere, else. She'd picked it more-or-less at random, figuring if she hadn't known in advance where she was going neither would her parents. Re- search Triangle Park, North Carolina, vanished behind her. IfFather'd been more like Tannim.... She let a little more hot water into the tub, and sank back with a wist- ful sigh. Money didn't last as long as she'd thought it would. Really, she didn't have any idea how much things cost She made the mistake of buying a couple of nylon bags and a lot oft-shirts and things to wear so she didn't look so conspicuous. By the time she readied Savannah, she was down to her last twenty dollars, and desperate. The bus arrived after midnight, and had dumped her out on the street, cold and scared. Afraid to hang around the bus terminal, she'd wandered the streets, jumping at every shadow, expecting to get mugged at any moment. That was whenJamie found her; she found out later he'd just turned a really good trick, and was a little high, and feeling very generous and expansive. AH she knew was that this really cute guy came up to her, as she was sitting on a bench in some kind of little park, and looked at her kind of funny. Then he'd said, "You're in trouble, aren't you?" and offered her a place to stay. If she hadn't been so exhausted, she'd have been horrified by the awful apartment. The place was musty, full of mildew, with stained ceilings where leaks had sprung. Two rooms, on the top floor of an old, un- painted building so rickety that it leaned. No furniture, cracks in all the walls, carpeting with about a hundred a 92 Mercedes Lackey and Lany Dwan years of dirt ground into it, bugs crawling everywhere — she'd never seen a place like it before. Laura had been waiting, and when she saw that Jamie'd brought Tania with him, she started to yell at him. But then she'd taken a second look, and just gave Tania a couple of blankets and a pillow, and said they'd talk in the morning. They talked, all right. Or rather, Tania talked. When she was through, Jamie'd looked at Laura, and Laura had nodded slowly. "All right," Laura had said. "Y'all can stay. But y'all gotta pay your own share. We ain't got anythin' t' spare a-tall." She'd thought it would be easy. She didn't know that no one was going to hire a fourteen-year-old with no experience, no phone, and no transportation. Not when there were so many SCAD students looking for jobs. After a week of filling out applications and getting turned down, she was getting desperate. If Laura and Jamie threw her out — She asked Laura to get her a job where she worked. That was when Laura laughed, and told her what she, Jamie, and the other kids sharing the apartment did all night And offered to show her how. "It's easy," Laura'd said cynically, in her thick, Geor- gia-cracker accent. "They pay y'forty bucks, and /just lie there. Half hour, and it's over, an' ya go find another John." She'd had sex education; she knew about all of it, from contraceptives to AIDs. As desperate as she'd been, she hadn't thought it would be that bad. So she'd been deflowered by some guy in the back seat of his car and gotten forty bucks out of the ex- perience; he hadn't even known she'd been a virgin. It had hurt a lot, but she soaked away the pain in the bathtub, and went out the next night. After a while it stopped hurting — physically. It could have been worse, she told herself. In fact, she'd been incredibly lucky, and she knew it. There were BORN TO RUN 93 guys who hung around the bus station waiting for kids like her; they'd offer a place to stay, and the next thing the kid knew, she was hooked and he was her pimp. Jamie saved her from that, anyway. At least she wasn't doing drugs, her money was her own, and she could make her Johns wear rubbers. She sat up a little in the tub, thinking she heard the key in the lock. But no, it wasn't Laura or Jamie. It was getting awfully late, and she was beginning to worry. Especially about Jamie. He'd started using drugs; he'd always smoked a little grass, hell, he was high when she'd met him. But she was pretty sure he'd been doing something harder than grass, lately, and she was afraid it was crack. She couldn't blame him, in a way. She'd naively as- sumed that he was getting picked up by women the way she and Laura were hooking with men. Then she'd seen him in a car with one of his Johns ... and later, down on Bull Street, with the other cute young boys, cruising for another customer. Male customers. "I'm not a fag," he'd said fiercely, when she men- tioned she'd seen him. "I'm not. I'm straight, I'm just making the rent, okay? It doesn't mean anything." "Okay," she'd said hurriedly, "I believe you." And didn't bother to tell him that it didn't matter to her if he was gay or straight. Her father had referred to one of her Fine Art Appreciation teachers as "queer as a foot- ball bat," and she'd always liked him. What mattered was that Jamie was careful; that he made sure all his Johns wore rubbers, the way she did, and that he stayed safe. That he didn't start on heavy drugs, like the kids in the other room. Because she'd seen what happened when you got hooked. Especially the guys; they wound up going to a pimp, one who'd keep them stoned all the dme and take all their money, and when they got stoned, they weren't so careful anymore. Laura wasn't much better about taking chances. 94 Mercedes Lackey and LanyDixon When Tania did anything besides in the guy's car, she never went anywhere with a guy except a motel room, and then she'd meet him there, and if he wasn't alone, she'd leave. She wouldn't do kinky stuff, either. Laura did things Tania never would; Laura took chances all the time. But Laura was a lot tougher than Tania. You'd have to he tough to take what she did. Getting raped fy yourstepdad, thenthrown out of the house for telling... hernwm, saying she VMS a slut, and that shelved about it ali... Iguessshe jigunsshehasn'tgota lotto lose. ExceptJamie, I guess. Laura spilled the same story every time she came home drunk, which was about once a week, even though she wasn't more than sixteen. Jamie didn't talk about his past. Tania figured it must have been worse than Laura's; sometimes she'd wake up and hear Jamie crying, hear Laura comforting him. She'd seen him nude a lot, and there were scars all over his body. Tania was getting all wrinkly, like a raisin; she got out of the water reluctantly, and pulled the plug. As she watched the water run down the drain, making a little whirlpool, she remembered the PBS show bit about how you could tell what hemisphere you were in whether the whirlpool ran clockwise or counter- clockwise. Gravity, Coriolis forces ... her life was running out like the water. It was so hard to think of anything but the next trick, hard to plan past making the rent She used to have dreams, plans. When she first ran away, she was going to get a job, maybe learn to be a model... or get into a tech school and leam computers ... or maybe see if her art teachers were right about her being good at drafting. These days, she watched the SCAD students with a kind of dull hatred. They had it all, and they didn't even know it. How dared they pretend they were so tortured, so tormented by art? They didn't know what torture was. Torture was coming home with cigarette burns on BORN TO RUN 95 your arms, like Laura; having scars all over your body, like Jamie. Torture was running fifteen blocks with a guy chas- ing you, hoping you knew a way to get away from him before he beat you up and took your money. Torture was not having enough to eat, ever; worrying about getting kicked out onto the street because the junkies in the next room couldn't afford their share of the rent Tannim had talked about having dreams. What had happened to hers? She pulled on an oversized t-shirt and curled up in her blankets, waiting for the others to get home. Next week was the end of the month and the bookstores would strip books of their covers, turn in the covers for credit, and pitch the stripped pages into the dumpster. There might be some fantasy or science fiction in there, if she got there early enough. There had been, last month. If she couldn't live on her own dreams, she'd take other people's. That would do. She thought again about that black-and-white TV she'd seen for ten bucks at the Goodwill store; maybe she could get it with a litde of the hundred dollars.... Meanwhile she'd wait for Laura and Jamie to get home, make sure they ate the food she'd brought, make sure they were all right They were all the family she had. She must have dozed off, because she woke up with a start to the sounds of the kids in the other room coming in, all three together, higher than anything. Joe and Tonio were all over each other, and Honi kept telling them to hush in a voice louder than their giggles. Tania didn't know if Honi was a boy or a girl; Horn had awfully big hands and feet for a girl, and a prominent Adam's apple, but she never wore anything but tight black skirts and pumps and fishnet hose out on the street—and this grubby old bathrobe with tatty marabou trim at home. Joe and Tonio were, according to Jamie, "queer as 96 Mercedes Lackey and LanyDixon football bats." Odd thatJamie and her father used the same expression. They said they were lovers, but whenever they got drunk — as opposed to high — they beat each other up something awful. Laura andJamie ignored them, but Tania always stayed hidden in bed when they started on each other that way. She glanced over at the other bed, almost by reflex, and saw one lump in it, with long, fire-red hair. Laura. "Jeezus, ah wish the hail them queers'd take it out- side," came a loud groan from the lump. Laura had deliberately made it loud enough for the others to hear, and Tbniojust giggled harder. "But baaaby it's cooold outside," Joe shrieked, and by the thump, fell onto the sleeping-bags he shared with Tonio. The overhead bulb went out in the other room, leaving the harsh light from the cracked ceramic lamp in the comer of their room as the only source of illumination. Laura sat up, shaking her hair out other eyes, and peered through the doorway into the other room. "Weahll, theah goes the rent," she said glumly. Tania pulled her blankets back and sat up too, her heart sinking. But then Laura took a second look. The trio in the other room were already snoring. "Or mebbe not," she said thoughtfully, and slipped out of her bed to creep quiedy into the other room. She came back with a handful of something. "Damnfools didn't spend it all, this tayhme," she said grimly. "Got thutty from Tonio's pants, foahty from Horn, ari twenny fromJoe. I got foahty putby. How "boutyou?" Tania dug into her purse and came up with Tannim's five twenties, handing diem over without a qualm. After all, she didn't have to worry about eating for a while. Laura looked at her with a dumbstruck expression on her face. "Whut in hail did y'all do, gal?" she asked. "Ah found the sammiches. You go to a pahty, or didja get a delivery kid?" BORN TO RUN 97 Tania giggled, and shook her head. "No," she said, and the story of the strange guy in the bar spilled out under Laura's prodding. But to her surprise, Laura wasn't pleased. "Jee-zus!" the girl finally exploded, tossing her tangled hair over her shoulders. "Whut in hail didja thank you was doin'? This ain't no fairy tale, girl! Man don' give away money foah nothin'! You ain't gonna go back theah, are you?" "Not while he's there," she replied, resentfully. "But the tab's real, Laura; I saw the charge slip. I think we oughta eat it up before he changes his mind — " Laura wasn't convinced, and she scowled, then in- terrupted her. "That's 'nother thang, now ah'm glad I didn' eat them sammiches — he prolly put dope in there. First taste is free, but — " "Laura, they came straight out of the kitchen. He didn't touch them! Kevin Barry's is straight-edge, you dummy, they wouldn't do anything like that!" At Laura's continued scowl, she added, "Besides, I al- ready ate one, and it was okay." "Jeems," the older girl said explosively. Then, "I reckon it's all right. But don' go near him agin, you heah me? He's prolly a pimp, all that crap 'bout dreams^ and do-good bull. Only dreams man like that has come in white powdah, or lil' brown rocks. He jest wantsta get you off, get you stoned, an then he's got you." Tania sighed, and bowed her head in acquiescence. It would have been nice to have somewhere to go for help. She had vague memories of a dream, where Tan- nim was some kind of warrior, in leather and blue jeans, and he fought monsters to protect her.... But this wasn't a fairy tale or a movie; Laura was right Nobody gave money away for free, and dreams had a way of vanishing when the rent needed to be paid. Laura was nibbling tentatively at a comer of one of the sandwiches, as if she expected to bite into something dangerous. 98 Mercedes Lackey and Larry Dixon That much was real, anyway. Food today, and food for the next week or so, and just twenty more dollars fromJamie and the rent would be paid up. "Where's Jamie?" she asked, and Laura stopped chewing. Her scowl turned to a frown of worry. "Ah don' know — " she began, and then they heard the rattle of a key in the lock. From the sound of it, Jamie was having a hard dme finding the lock. When he stumbled through the darkened outer room, it was obvious why. He was even higher than the others had been. But this was a manic kind of high that made Tania sick inside. There was booze on his breath, but that wasn't all. Crack. He's been smoking crack. She sat in dumb silence, while Laura scolded him out of his clothes and into bed, holding out one of the remaining sandwiches. But even she went silent at the sight of rope bums on his wrists. "Whut happened?" she asked, after a long pause. Jamie laughed and snorted. "I did a party, baby. There was a birthday, and I was the favor. They got a little rough, but they made it up to me." He snatched at the sandwich she held, and devoured it before she could say anything; dove into the bag and got the cookies and ate them, then the second sandwich. How? With dope and booze? Or did he get that after? "How many?" Laura asked, finally, flatly. He gave her an owl-like stare, as the food made him sleepy. "I don' know," he replied, his words slurring. "Four. Five. I wanta sleep." "Did you make 'em use rubbers?" she snarled, as he lay down. When he didn't respond, she shook him. "Answer me, dammit! Didyou?" "Yeah. Sure. I'm gonna sleep now." And he pushed her away. He didn't so much fall asleep as pass out Frantic now, Laura scrabbled through his pockets, turning them out on the cargo-blanket and pawing BORN TO RUN 99 through them. A pocket-knife, a butterfly-knife, as- sorted change. Keys. Three crumpled twenties. Gum wrappers and half a pack of gum. Three condoms. "He went out with six," Laura whispered, her voice right with fear. "He had six." Six; three gone — but Jamie had said there were four or five Johns. And he had been at a party; no tell- ing how many times each. Laura started to cry, tears streaking her face with cheap mascara, rent money lying forgotten on the bed. Tania went to her, hugged her, and held her, rock- ing, not able to say anything, only able to be there. "It's all right," she said, meaninglessly. "It's all right We'll take care of him in the morning, okay? It'll be all right This isn't the first rime this has happened, and he was all right before." "Yeah," Laura sobbed, "but— " "If they had the Plague, they wouldn't have parried together, right?" she said, trying come up with some- thing that could soothe Laura's fears — and not mentioning her own. Like, what if they had it and didn't know yet. Or what if they aUhadit and didn't cars? "But — " Laura couldn't get the rest out through her tears. "Look. Whatever happens, we'll take care of it," she said, holding Laura and rocking her. "We will. We'll take care of it together." •CHAPTERSIX George Beecher sighed, pulled his raincoat a little tighter against the damp chill, and litanotherdgarette. He moved out of the shadows, walking a little farther along the riverfront, and leaned on one of the cutesy gaslights, staringoutat the river as ifhe was watching for something. He was, but it wasn't out on the river — which you really couldn't see much ofbecause of the creeping fog. What he wanted was inside that building behind him, in warmth and laughter and candlelight Well, the only way he was going to earn some of that for himself was to park out here, in the dark, fog and cold. And wait. A lot of what a El. did was wait, although for the life of him, he couldn't imagine why the gal who'd hired him had wanted her hubby followed. Or what she figured he was doing on his nights out He hadn't done anything at all this whole evening. He'd thought she was a litde odd when the boss first talked to her; now he was sure of it. The guy had shown up at the Irish bar, like she'd said he would — but it wasn't with a chippie, like he'd expected; it was with an old man, a guy that had that "white-collar worker" look about him. Reared white- collar. Nothing untoward there, either, the old guy was as straight as diey came; George had a knack for pick- ing out the bent ones no matter how far in the closet they'd buried themselves. The young guy just had an odd friend, that was all. No big deal. Plenty of guys were buddies with old guys — maybe this was some- body he'd worked with before the old man retired. 102 Mercedes Lackey and Lany Djxan They'd listened to the band — along with the rest of the bar. The guy — kid, almost — hadn't even had any- thing to drink; it had looked to George like he'd stuck to cola the whole dme. Then a chippie had shown up, a free-lancer, and way out of place for the bar. For a little bit, it had looked like he was going to get a bite; the gu/d come real dose to getting into a fight over the underage hooker. But the fight never materialized. The rest of the patrons bounced the drunk, and the guy George was following had taken the kid back to his table. The old guy left them alone. Once again, it started to look like pay-dirt, but he'd just talked to the kid; then got the girl some food, maybe passed her some money, then turned her loose. And when he and the old guy left, it wasn't to go party with the chick — it was to this second-floor restaurant. They'd been there for hours. The girl had evaporated. Nobody in his right mind would give a hooker cash and expect her to be waiting for him after dinner. Either the guy was really crazy, or — Or the guy was a pushover for a sob story. Stupid, but nothing you could prosecute in a court of law. Un- less wifey was planning on getting him committed.... You'd need a lot more than giving a panhandling kid some dough to get a guy committed. He hadn't even started the fight in the bar back there — and he'd hard- ly laid a finger on the drunk. You'd need some serious shit to lock a guy up; some evidence that he was being more than just a pushover for a sob story, something really crazy. So far the guy hadn't obliged at all. What was more, he didn't look as if he had enough money to make locking him up a profitable deal. He had a nice classic car, yeah, but nothing wildly spec- tacular, no Ferrarri, no fancy clothes, and he wasn't parading around with high-class types. On the other hand, he had flashed a Gold Card. And BORN TO RUN 103 he was eating in a gourmet place. A lot of millionaires didn't look or act the part. Maybe — Well, it wasn't George's business what she did with the information he got her. All he had to do was follow the dude around, and make his report, take his pic- tures. He'd gotten one of the guy with the old guy, and one going into the restaurant. Funny thing had hap- pened; every dme he wanted to get a pie of the guy with the hooker, somebody had gotten in the way. He had only his verbal report, and a picture of the kid as she came out of the bar. No matter. Wifey would have what he'd gotten. Whatever she did with the full report after he turned it in was her own affair. He dropped the cigarette on the cobblestones, ground it under his heel, and lit another. It was going to be a two-box night from the looks of it Aurilia nic Morrigan leaned over her stark ebony desk and flipped through the pages of the last detective agency's report one more dme, frowning. This perusal, like the last, yielded nothing she could use. Bruning Incorporated certainly hadn't come up with much in three weeks of following Tannim around; hopefully the new agency she had hired would be a lit- de more resourceful. She slapped the folder dosed, petulantly, and stared at her perfectly manicured nails. Aurilia wanted Keighvin Silverhair shredded, scattered over at least a condnent, preferably by those same perfecdy manicured nails. But Keighvin had formidable protec- tions, and at least the grudging backing ofElfhame Fairgrove. She and Vidal Dhu were the only Folk of the local Unseleighe Court who wanted Keighvin's skin; they had no backing if it came to an all-out war instead of minor skirmishing. So she and Vidal were reduced to hide-in-comer strategies; one thing she had never been particularly good at. Right now, the only way to 104 Mercedes Lackey and LariyDwan get Keighvin, at least so far as she could tell, was through this "Tannim" character. The problem was, she had discovered that beneath a veneer of commonly known information, there wasn't anything togive her a due to the human's nature. She sighed, tossed the bound folder onto the filing cabinet, and stretched her arms over her head, slowly. The beige suede screens that walled her off from the rest of the room were hardly more than a few feet away, just barely out of reach. There was very little in her tiny office-cubicle besides the desk, the filing-cabinet and the black leather chair she sat in — but unlike humans, she and her associates didn't need much in the way of paper records. The single three-drawer filing-cabinet served all their needs for storage, and all of one and a half drawers was taken up with reports on Fairgrove and the personnel there. The records for Adder's Fork Studios filled barely half of the bottom drawer. But Adder's Fork didn't need much in the way of paper-trails and record-keeping. Customers came to find them, not the other way around. There was no need to go to any effort to keep track of accounting; payment was always in advance, cash only. And if the IRS or any other busy-body agency came looking for them, their agents would find — nothing. Customers, on the other hand, could always reach them. Vidal saw to that Supply and demand, Aurflia mused, a little smile play- ing about her lips. A smaU market, but a loyal one. And one with few options to go elsewhere.... She stood up, walking around the discrete beige par- tition to the space taken up by the studio. It was a good thing they didn't need to hire outside secretarial help, A mundane secretary would never be able to handle the environment. Nearest to the office was the newest sound-stage. Tiny, by Hollywood standards, but quite adequate for the job, it looked very much like an old-fashioned BORN TO RUN 105 doctor's office. Aurilia looked the new set over again, and decided it wasn't quite menacing enough. There was a definite overall impression of threat, but the cus- tomers weren't terribly bright sometimes; they needed things pointed out. Circles, arrows, and underKnings. She considered the doctor's examining table. The next film would be a period piece, of the 1800s, re-enact- ing a series of incidents that had taken place during the Chicago World's Fair. With liberal embellishments. The kmdtheircustomersreaUyappredated. The lead character — one could hardly call him a "hero" — in this movie was a physician who had used the activity and bustle caused by the Fair to cover his own activities. He had lured in young women new to the city by advertising for secretaries, and offering a room above his office as an added incentive. With the Fair in full swing, rooms had been at a premium and were very expensive even in the poorest parts of town. Doctors were respected professionals — and in any case, he (supposedly) did not actually live in the same building as his office. Many young women applied whenever he posted his advertisement. He only chose select individuals, however. Pretty girls, but ones with no family, or very far from home. Girls with no friends, and especially, no boyfriends. Girls with quiet, submissive natures. He would scientifically discover their weaknesses, play upon them, and eventually, lure them down into his "special office," with the hidden door. Among other things, he had performed hack-abortions before he had hit on the secretarial scheme. Some of those secret padents had been his victims. It had been no problem to have any number of surprises concealed within the building; it had been constructed from his own plans. Once hidden behind the soundproof walls, he would overpower his girls with chloroform, then strap them to a special examining table — 106 Mercedes Lackey and Lany Dmm And once he was finished with them — or even at the climax of his pleasures — he would behead them, with a special device he mounted onto the table. The bodies he disposed of in various ways, none traceable at the time. Aurilia reflected that he had real- ly been very clever, for a human. His downfall had come when he overestimated his invulnerability and grew careless, choosing a girl he thought fit the profile —who didn't. But that was not what concerned the studio. They would use only the barest bones of the original story — and it certainly would not end in the doctor's capture. Indeed, they were going to take extreme liberties in the matter of the victims' ages. None would be over the age of about sixteen. Most would be nine to thirteen, or at least, would look that young. Vidal already had several girls in mind, and there would, of course, be many constructs used to fill out the cast. Aurilia was considering a second version, employing young boys instead of girls, and a female "doctor" — or even a third and fourth with same-sex pairings. After all, why waste a perfectly good set? But right now that set still needed a few modifica- tions. Aurilia considered the examining table carefully. She couldn't make the restraints any more obvious. Perhaps— Perhaps a change of color. She reached out with her magic, and touching the aluminum with the hand of a lover, stroked the surface of the table, darkening it, dulling the shiny, stainless surface and changing its substance, until the tabletop had become a slab of dark gray marble. That did it. That was exactly the touch the set had needed. Now the table called up images of ancient sacrificial altars, without the mind quite realizing it, or wondering why. Of course, after the first victim, the audience would know what the table was for, and would simply be wait- BORNTORUN 107 ing for the "doctor" to lure another victim to his lair. But the little touches and attention to detail was what had made Adder's Fork the leading producers ofS and M, kiddie-pom, and snuff-films in the business. There was true artistry involved, and centuries of expertise. Hmm-Bsfii^anAztecthemefortheriextgnnip. Wasn'tthem aseawhewethesacnficewasfa^shar^byaSthepartmparits? Aurffia busied herself with the rest of the set, check- ing the apparatus and the camera and sound set-ups, making certain that everything was in place for the shoot tomorrow. It was ironic that both the Unseleighe Court and the Seleighe Court had the same problem in dealing with the modem world. They both had to earn real money. Different motives, and different ends, but the same needs. For Aurilia, Vidal, and Niall, it was money to pay for the private detectives and to buy property. Money to buy arms to ship to both sides of a fight, be it a simple gang-war or full-fledged terrorism. Money to bribe offi- cials, or those whose power was not official but no less real. True money from human hands, not magic-made duplicates, for the underworld was cannier than the rest of human society and would catch such tricks quickly. The underworld preferred bills in denominations ofless than a hundred dollars; preferred old, worn money rather than newly printed. They would not accept money with sequential numbers. The time it would take to gather single, old bills and duplicate them, or to dupli- cate a single, old bill and make enough changes in it to make every copy look different, was better spent in ways that simply earned thatamountofmoney. There are times in the humans' world when it is simpler and, easier to do without magic. That had left Aurilia with a few problems of logistics, but nowhere near as many as her opponents were forced to cope with. The Seleighe Court fools limited their ways of earning cash to legitimate means. Fools they were, because "legitimate" and "constricted" were 108 Mercedes Lackey and LarryDixon one and the same. And when one reduced one's op- tions, one halved one's income. Anything illegal was far more profitable than any- thing legal. And, for all of its difficulties, moving and working in the shadow world of the underground was much simpler than coping with all the regulations and laws of the "honest citizen." Look at everything Keighvin had gone through to establish Fairgrove Industries, for instance. He'd created something that could function totally within human parameters, and yet leave the nonhumans free to work. Resourceful he was, indeed, and though she hated him passionately, Aurilia could admire that much about him. Whereas Adder's Fork had required only three things once Aurilia and Vidal had arrived at a plan; kenning an airplane and all the equipment they needed, making an underworld contact adept at forg- ing records and getting their electronic copies into the proper systems, and installing a Gate into Underbill in- side the plane. The plane, a C-130 cargo craft, had taken six months to duplicate and another to modify so that it no longer looked like the craft it had been copied from. The lines had been subdely changed, and the color turned to a light blue that blended in very well with the open sky. Being able to work Underbill had helped; magical energy was much more readily available there. But they had not been able to create the craft exactly; in point of fact, there was no iron or steel anywhere in it, it had no engine, and never needed refueling on mortal aviadon gas. That was both an advantage and a disad- vantage. There was nothing to break down, and they could land and take off from anywhere, at any time, but they dared not let inspectors or anyone with more than a cursory knowledge of aircraft anywhere near it That flaw made a dreadful hole in their defenses. Aurilia would have liked a real engine — but the Unseleighe BORN TO RUN 109 Court shared their rivals' "allergy" to Cold Iron. How Keighvin and his crew could bear to work so near it was a mystery to her. And if they ever broke through the Fairgrove defenses. Cold Iron and humans wielding it would without a doubt be Keighvin's second line of defense. That was fine... she had a syringe of human blood with iron filings ready to inject into Keighvin when she had him. It would be very entertaining to watch his reactions to that But for that single technical flaw — the authenticity of the aircraft —Adder's Fork was completely in the dear. Gold coins — kenned copies of genuine Kruger- rands — had bought the records for plane and pilots, and had bought the human who inserted those records into the humans' computers. More coins, sold one at a time to dealers, had rented equipment long enough for Unseleighe Court mages to ken it. Aurilia had stock- piled many favors over the course of several hundred years; she cashed them all in on this venture. Then it had only required time. Time to reproduce complicated gear and make sure that it worked; time to build the studio Underbill. Time to make more con- tacts in the human underworld, offering the kind of product certain humans would literally bankrupt themselves to own. Adder's Fork did simple pom movies at first — well, relatively simple. All of their pictures had real, if un- adorned, plots, and most involved the occult. And every Adder's Fork film involved pain, bondage, S and M; these things raised power, energy the humans never used, energy that would ordinarily have gone to waste, so in addition to bringing in human money, the filming itself was a potent source of power. The favors Aurilia had cashed in were quickly replaced by other favors owed as the denizens of Underbill vied to be in at the filming, acting either on Vidal's du-ection as camera operators or other technicians, or as extras, if they were attractive enough. Not every creature of the Un- 110 Mercedes Lackey and Lany Dwan seleighe Court was a boggle or troll. Some, like Aurilia and Vidal, were as lovely as any High Court elven lord or lady. Now that they had both studios up and running, they still did produce that simpler sort of film, for over in Studio One, they'd finished one such film tonight. A gay-bondage party using the Caligula set, to be precise; one with a simple plot that was dose to the reality of the situation — a group hires a strip-tease entertainer for the birthday-boy, then they all dedde to take things a little farther. The "party-favor" had been a very pretty young male hooker, dark-haired and dreamy-eyed, who Aurilia thought they might use again some dme. He was the only one who hadn't known the "party" was being filmed; he'd been plied with liquor at the bar where he had been picked up, and drugged in the cab on the way here. The set was a discreet one, the cameras mountedbehind mirrors. The other five men, old customers, had been recruited with a cash bonus and a promise of whatever they wanted from the com- pany catalog. That was a formidable promise, and one that might have lured them more than the money. One thing that Adder's Fork had that no other pornshop possessed was an unbreakable copy-guard. Adder's Fork tapes could not be duplicated; attempts would only result in both tapes' signals breaking up — thanks to a special spell in the Underbill duplicating room. There was a warning to that effect at the front of each tape — and every time Aurilia received a request for a copy of something that duplicated an order to the same ad- dress, she smiled. Certain humans never could believe that there was something they couldn't get around. High-tech meets high magic — ami loses. A. more economic way to make ends meet She con- sidered her solution to the cash-flow problem to be just as dever and creative as Keighvin's-And far less work. His setup had taken decades to establish; hers mere BORN TO RUN 111 months. His was rooted to one spot, and if there were ever troubles, he would have to vanish with no other recourse. Hers was as mobile as her "plane," for it did not matter where the Gate was located in the here-and- now of the humans' world, so long as it was rooted in something large enough to serve as an anchor. It was useful to have the studios Underbill, especially Studio Two. Screams couldn't penetrate the Gate, and even more Unseleighe Court creatures were vying for a chance to serve as extras in the films Two produced. Adder's Fork Studios had always been known for high- quality pom, but the Studio Two films, snuff-pictures with emphasized occult and satanic themes, really had the customers begging for more. The customers raved about the "special effects," and it was not the deaths they were talking about. Vidal's careful camera work, showing every nuance of the snuff and lingering on the corpse afterwards, so that the customer could see for himself that it was neither moving nor breathing, made sure the customers knew they had gotten what they paid for. Most of the dead were magical constructs, who lived and breathed only long enough to scream and die, but there were enough true human deaths — and human reactions of fear and pain — to satisfy both the customers and the thirsts of Aurilia and her partners. No, the customers were talk- ing about the "monsters" and "demons" that participated in the sexual rituals, and usually ac- counted for half of the deaths. Little did the clients know that these "monsters" were not humans in makeup and prostheses, but the Unseleighe Court creatures who thronged Aurilia's auditions every time she cast a picture. And no one ever went away disappointed. Whoever didn't get on camera, got to help dispose of the corpse when Vidal didn't need it anymore. Maybe we ought to film that next time.... The Chicago doctor in this version was going to be a satanist as well, and at the moment 112 Mercedes Lackey and Lorry Dawn when the police broke down his door, would summon a demon to carry him to (presumed) safety. On second thought, Aurilia decided to leave the script the way it was, with nothing other than the rituals and the half- seen hints of "the Master," with the supernatural actually entering the picture only at the end. Save all the limb-chewing for the next flick. It was ironic, Aurilia thought, that human religious fanatics seemed convinced that there were so many truly innocent activities that were inspired by their "Satan" and created by evil, yet they didn't recognize true evil when it walked among them. Adder's Fork was the name of the studio that produced bondage, kiddie- porn, and snuff-films. The holding company that owned the airplane and (supposedly) produced train- ing films was a respected member of the Chamber of Commerce, incorporated as "Magic Mirror, Inc." Vidal went to all the meetings and all the functions, smiled, and passed among the foolish human sheep, even donated money to some of the more fundamentalist churches, and none of them ever guessed that beneath his smooth, flawless exterior lay a creature that would gladly have torn their hearts from their living bodies and eaten them alive. In fact, he was praised by those fun- damentalist leaders as a "true Christian businessman." A shiver of energies touched her spine as the Gate let someone through from the human world. She wasn't worried; right now the Gate was keyed only to herself; Vidal, and Niall mac Lyr. She waited a moment, dim- ming the lighting with a thought. Vidal stalked through the door from Studio One shortly thereafter, dosing it so carefully behind him that Aurilia knew he was angry. Lovely. What sort of'temper tantrum am Igoing to be treated to this morning? She turned slowly to face him: He was still wearing his human-seeming, which meant that although he was angry, he had not been enraged so far as to lose BORN TO RUN 113 control. It was much the same as his true-shape; raven hair replaced the silver, though he wore it longer when he was not passing among humans. The pale skin had been overlaid with a golden tan. Brown eyes with round pupils substituted for the colorless, pale green, cat's eyes.... But the brow was just as high, the cheek- bones just as prominent, the eyebrows still slanted winglike towards his temples, and the body was still the wiry-slender build of a gymnast or a martial artist. His face wore a cool, indifferent expression, but his body betrayed him. She, in her turn, did not pretend she did not notice his anger. She simply waited, smoothing the cream- colored silk of her skirt with one hand. She might be the head of this triad, the one with the plans, but he was the strength. He was only a little less intelligent than she, and a better, more powerful mage than she, and she had no intention of ever forgetting that fact Only his hatred for Keighvin Silverhair kept him at her side, for normally Vidal worked alone. What Keighvin had done to him to warrant that undying enmity, Aurilia did not know and had never asked, but Vidal had tried to destroy the High Court lord for centuries. Until recently, he had rebuffed all efforts at recruiting his aid, even to eliminate Keighvin — but when she ap- proached him with her plan, he had volunteered his help as soon as she had presented it all to him. So now she waited for him to speak, and even though she felt a flash of irritation at his superior attitude, she suppressed it She could not afford to lose him, and she would not antagonize him. Not yet, anyway. He stalked past her, to the Roman oigy set; they'd finished the Caligula picture last week, but Aurilia hadn't broken the set down yet, because she'd planned to use it for the party picture. Vidal flung himself down on one of the stained cream satin-covered couches, and glared up at her through absurdly long lashes. She seated herself calmly, folded her hands in her lap in a 114 MercedesLackeyand Lany Down posidon of calculated passivity, and waited for him to say something. It would have to be verbally; he would not deign to speak to her mind-to-mind. She was not of sufficient rank to warrant that intimacy. "Keighvin's dose to getting the engines into produc- tion," he snarled, finally. His command of human vernacular had improved out of all recognition in the past few months. Now it was almost as good as hers. "Very dose. He's within weeks." Aurilia frowned as she recalculated her original plan; she hadn't expected to have to put it into motion quite so soon. She crossed her legs, restlessly. "That's not good — but we've got a counter-plan already in place to discredit him." She blessed the day that she had watched that movie about Preston Tucker. It had given her everything she needed.... "It won't fly," Vidal informed her, his black brows meeting as he scowled. "Somehow he's figured out his own weak spots, and he's ahead of you. He's got a human to front for him. Aman with respect and reputa- tion; a retired metallurgist who used to work for Gulfstream. This human knows his field, Aurilia, and he's got contacts we can't touch in the human world. He's going to be able to concoct an explanation that will hold up. And both Keighvin and that human mage of his have placed protections about this new man. I can't touch him magically, not with human and elven magic working against me. I couldn't even take down the first of his shields unless I could catch him Underbill." That wasn't good; briefly she wondered if Keighvin or the human had seen the same movie she had. She would have to assume that they had, and plan accord- ingly. She dosed her eyes for a moment, and thought "This human, how old is he?" she asked, finally. "How healthy is he? Could we attack him physically?" "Well, he's retired, so he's at least sixty-five," Vidal admitted. "He doesn't look terribly sturdy, but he's from the Old Country. You know those scrawny little BORN TO RUN 115 men — they look fragile, but they're as tough as a briar root and twice as hard to break." From the Old Country? Eire? Hmm —first generation im- migrant? I can work with that. "But their meals are full of butter and eggs and fatty bacon," Aurilia said with a sly smile. "And they drink. That doesn't do a great deal for their hearts, their arteries, or their livers. By now, Keighvin has convinced him that all of his childhood tales are really true, and he's thinking of the things be- sides the Seleighe Court that might be real. He should have dredged up a tale or two from his memory about us — hopefully, a gory one. Why don't you go see if you can't frighten him into a heart attack?" Vidal considered the idea for a moment, then smiled, slowly. His musdes relaxed, and the frown-line between his brows faded. "Now, that's not a bad notion — and it has a certain amount of entertainment value as well. A good thought, acusKla. Well done." That last was patronizing, a pat on the head, as one might pat a dog for a clever trick. Aurilia kept her temper, and smiled winsomely back at him. She was the mind, and he the strength; as long as she kept that firmly in mind, she remained in control of the situa- tion, no matter what he might think. Let him break into a froth at every obstade. She would keep her head, and guide them all through to the other side. As she would keep careful track of every insult. She was not of high rank in the Unseleighe Court — but rank could be gained by toppling one higher. There would be an accounting when this was over. Oh, yes. Vidal lounged on his couch, perfectly at ease now, with a look in his eye as if he might well order Aurilia to wait on him in a moment. He could get away with that if he cared to, right now. He could order her to produce refreshment, or even to serve him in other ways, and she was bound by rank to do as he asked. She had to sidetrack him, to remind him other status 116 Me/cedes Lackey and Lorry Dixon in the human world, where he depended on her plans and knowledge. He'd enjoyed working the Caligula picture; he didn't much like the Deadly Doctor con- cept, mostly because it wasn't decadent and luxurious enough. Aurilia sought for a distraction in plans for Adder's Fork to keep him from giving her orders — she wasn't sure she'd be able to keep her temper if he took the master-slave tone with her. "What do we do after the Deadly Doctor?" she asked, innocently, looking around at the cream-and-red set, four couches, a couple of marble columns, and a lot of draperies and mirrors. And the series of red ropes lying about. It wasn't an elaborate set; the extras had provided much of the ornament on the Caligula film, and the party picture hadn't needed much more. "It ought to be something demonic. I'd thought Aztec — " Vidal shook his head emphatically; the one place where she trusted his judgment over hers was in marketing. Somehow he always anticipated what the customers were going to buy. "Not yet I don't think the customers are going to be ready for anything that exodc yet. It requires too much imagination, and the lead characters are the wrong color. We'll lose a lot of our Southern audience. They want handsome white men as their protagonists. We need something — steamy — decadent — depraved, debauched. Exodc, but not something where the customer can't identify with the master character— " He shook his head, unable to come up with anything. On reflection, Aurilia agreed with him. She searched for a subject that might do, and suddenly a most unlikely source ofinspiration flashed into her mind. It was the rack of paperbacks at the airport; fully half of them were lurid romances, and she remembered thinking at the time that taken with a little less sugar and allowing the "villain" to win, the plots weren't all that different from Adder's Fork productions. Passion's Frenzied Fury, Harem Nights, Wild Moon Rising, they fea- BORNTORUN 117 tured stupid, sweet and submissive heroines and some villains who certainly fit the "exotic, depraved, and debauched" description. "What about a harem thing?" she asked. "We could re-use most of the Caligula set...." ButArabs were not in particularly good odor at the moment, not even with the Adder's Fork customers. And the master character in a harem theme would have to be an Arab. "No, how about pirates; we could do the same there, use this set for the pirate captain's cabin, with one couch and a couple of sea-chests full of bondage gear. The cus- tomers won't know they didn't have reclining couches on ships, and frankly, I doubt they'll care. We can open with a boarding party, kill offa few constructs, lots of blood and guts there, take prisoners, and then cut to the cabin." "Pirates," Vidal mused. "I like that. Snuff, or S and M?" "Why not both?" she suggested. "A little torture, a lit- de bondage, film from a couple of different angles, mix and match, and leave out the snuff scenes for me S and M flick. But what about the occult angle?" Vidal grinned, pleased to come up with something she didn't know. "Voodoo, acushla. Everybody knows pirates were into voodoo. It's perfect; it's black magic on an exotic island setting, the white stud presiding over a harem of dusky priestesses on a moonlit beach ... easy to reproduce Underbill with constructs doing all the extra parts. We can even use the arena set for the voodoo rituals, just grow a few palm trees, fill in the seats with foliage, and conjure a moon." Aurilia felt that cold shiver again, but this time it was not due to someone using the Gate, but to a brush of fear. She did not care to meddle with alien magic — especially alien human magic. She'd had too many bad experiences in the past... "Be careful with that, will you? We can't afford to bring in something from real voodoo, even by accident They might not be amused." They weren't the last time. 118 Mercedes Lackey and Lany Dixon The Manitou was particularly displeased. If I hadn't been operating against whites, and not against the natives, I might not have survived his displeasure. "True." Vidal frowned, this time absently. "I think it's worth it, though. Especially since I suspect we can get extra footage for another couple of flicks out of this. It's going to require some careful research." By which he means I should take care of it, of course. Well, better research assistant than lowly handnavlen. "Consider it done," she said, with a sweet smile. Vidal looked much happier, and she decided to broach her other idea. "What about making the Deadly Doctor into a foursome, with a female doctor in two of them?" This would be a chance for Aurilia to take her turn in front of the camera. Vidal got plenty of opportunities; even when there weren't any Unseleighe Court volun- teers to act as technicians, he could control the camera magically even when he was being filmed by it, and his incredible — attributes — made him a natural for the master character. But they hadn't done anything with a Dominatrix for a long, long time. She'd wanted a chance to be in on the kills personally for weeks. Vidal pursed his lips, looked sour, but nodded reluc- tantly. "Not a bad idea, I suppose. How many victims are we talking about? All told, I mean. It takes energy to make the constructs, and it won't be you who's doing it" As if I didn't know that. "For the first film, I'd say six constructs and two real kills," she replied cautiously. "For the other three, I think the female-male needs a couple of extra real kills, otherwise the customer won't believe in the doctor's ability to overpower young men. But I wouldn't put real kills in the same-sex flick at all; the situation itself is going to be enough of a shocker." Vidal nodded, after a moment of thought. "We ought to downgrade the same-sex encounters to bondage and torture. The fringe there is a lot smaller market, and I doubt it's worth going after." She nodded, for once in complete agreement. "That BORN TO RUN 119 was what I thought—and there's more money available from the leatherboys than there is from the psychodcs. The leather crowd never will believe that they can't find some way to break our copy-protection." She rose, so that he followed her lead, subtly answer- ing his superior attitude with body language other own. To recover his upper hand, he spoke first, with an order framed as a request "Why don't you set up your casting-call while I go pay a visit to Doctor Kelly," he suggested. "And get me some parameters for the con- structs. I'd prefer file personas, if you have some that will do; they're a lot easier to make than brand new types." "I don't know why file personas shouldn't work," she replied, already heading for the office and speaking over her shoulder as her cream-leather heels clicked against the marble floor. "I'll just modify the Submis- sive Secretary, the Street-Sparrows, the Victorian Hookers, and the French and Irish Maids. The hardest part will be the costumes, and I'm a good enough mage for that." "Precisely," he said, not quite sneering. She ignored the implied insult that she was only a good enough mage to make clothing. He strode towards the door, his soft-soled shoes noiseless on the marble, already reach- ing for the knob. "Bring me back some good news this time, all right?" she responded sweetly, with the implied insult that she was sending him out to do her bidding. But the door closed on her words; he was already gone. • CHAPTERSEVEN Held aloft by good fellowship and excellent wine — for Trish did, indeed, know her wines as well she knew music — Sam deactivated his alarm system, unlocked his door, and with a farewell wave to Tannim, slipped inside. Thoreau had been waiting, and gave him a tail- wagging welcome, then padded beside him with eager devotion. Sam smiled down at his faithful companion, and his pleasure was not due just to the wine, the company, or the greeting. This was going to work, this strange al- liance of magic and technology, of the ancient Sidhe and modern engineering. It was as real, and as heady a mixture, as the odd gourmet dinner he'd just eaten. And like the meal, it all meshed, so well that the various parts might have been made for each other. For all his skeptical, cynical words to young Tannim, he'd seen a reflection of the elves' purported concern for the welfare of children in the way Tannim had treated the young prostitute. That hadn't been an act of any kind; Tannim had been worried about the girl, and had expressed that worry in tangible ways that could help her immediately and directly. Money was one thing, but giving her a way to eat regularly for a while was a damned good idea. He could have bought her groceries — but that would have entailed getting her into has car, and that could be trouble if the police took an interest in the proceedings. And even if he'd bought food for her, chances are she'd not have known how to cook anything. Assuming she lives somewhere that she caacook anything. 122 Mercedes Lackey and LanyDixan It must be a hard, lonely way to live, now that he thought about it. Under the makeup, the child had been thin and pale, wearing a brittle mask of indif- ference that was likely to crack at any rime. He'd always assumed hookers were too lazy to do any real work — but what place would hire a thirteen-year-old child? And what runaway would risk the chance of being caught by giving her real name to get a real job? Under the age of sixteen, you had to have a letter of parental consent to work, and if she was, indeed, a runaway, how would she ever get one? Of course, she could have lied about her age, and forged a parental consent letter, but such fragile deceits wouldn't hold up to any kind of examination. Perhaps she had tried just that, and been found out Perhaps she had discovered she had no other choice. Sex seemed less important these days than it was in his day; perhaps sell- ing herself to strangers didn't seem that terrible. Then again, perhaps it did, but there were no op- tions for her, no way to go home. He had never quite realized how relatively idyllic his own childhood had been. Why, he'd even had a pony — of course, most Irish children living in the country had ponies, but still... Her life now must be hellish — but as Tannim had asked, if she was willing to continue with it, how bad must her home life have been that she chose this over it? Sam resolved to start carrying books of fast-food gift certificates. That way, if they did run into the child again, or one like her, he'd have a material way to help as well. And 'tisn't likely she'd find a dope dealer willing to trade drugs for coupons. But there wasn't much he could do now, not without knowing all the circumstances, without even knowing the child's name and address. He had work to do; Tania's plight would have to wait BORN TO RUN 123 He'd learned long ago how to put problems that seemed critical — but over which he had no control — in the back of his mind while he carried on with lesser concerns. He'd gotten several possibilities for the solu- tion to Keighvin's needs last night, and he needed to track down the latest research, to see if anything new could eliminate his bogus "process" right off. At least there's one problem I won't be having. The engine blocks will be there, and be everything I claim, pass every test. This won't be a cold-fusion fiasco — Fvegot real results, solid product that I can hand out to anyone who doubts. If the bays in Salt Lake City had just waited until they had working test reactors produc- ing clean power before they went public, they'd have saved themselves a world of trouble. And if the process had worked the way they said it did, well, nobody would be arguing with their theory or their resuQs, they'd just be going crazy trying to reproduce what they'd done. That's what's going to happen here. He was looking forward to watching the other firms going crazy, in fact. This was almost like his college- prank days, on a massive scale. Sam walked slowly down the hall, turning on lights as he passed. He intended to re-arm the security sys- tem as soon as he got to the office so that he couldn't be disturbed. His mind was buzzing with all of his plans, and he was so wrapped up in his own thoughts that he didn't even notice the stranger standing in his office until Thoreau stopped dead in the doorway and growled. Perhaps the man hadn't been there until that very moment — for as soon as he saw the creature, Sam's own hackles went up. There was a curious double- vision quality about the intruder; one moment he was black-haired and dark-eyed, and as human as Tannim. The next moment — The next moment he was as unhuman as Keighvin, and clearly of the same genetic background. But there the resemblance ended, for where there was a palpable air of power tempered with reason and compassion 124 Mercedes Lackey and Larry Daon about Keighvin, this man wore the mantle of power without control and shaped by greed. Now Sam under- stood what his granny had meant when she had said that even with the Sight it was difficult for humans, child or adult, to tell the dark Sidhe from the kindly. If the crea- ture had not been so obvious in his menace, he might have convinced Sam that he was Keighvin's very cousin. Thoreau growled again, a note of hysterical fear in the sound; he backed up, putting Sam between himself and the Sidhe. Not very brave, certainly not the television picture of Lassie — but very intelligent. Sam was just as glad. He didn't want this creature to strike out and hurt his little companion. Sam had defenses; Thoreau had none. "Samuel Kelly, do you see me?" the Sidhe asked flat- ly. It had the sound of a ritual challenge. "I see you," Sam replied. "I see you as you are, so you might as well drop the seeming." Then he added, in a hasty afterthought, "You were not invited." Just in case recognition implied acceptance of the man's presence. Granny's stories had warned about the Sidhe and the propensity for semantics-games. "I don't require an invitation," the Sidhe responded arrogantly, folding his arms over his chest as he dropped the human disguise. One for me, Sam thought. The Sidhe played coup- games of prestige as well. Every time he surprised the creature, or caused it to do something, he won a "point." That intangible scoring might count for something in the next few moments. The higher Sam's prestige, the less inclined the thing might be to bother him. "So what do you want?" Sam asked, tempering the fact that he'd been forced by the stranger's silence into asking with, "I'm busy, and I haven't time for socializing." Again the Sidhe was taken aback — and showed a hint of anger. "I have come to deliver a warning." To the stranger's further surprise, Sam snorted rudely. "Go tell it to the Marines," he said, hearkening BORN TO RUN 125 back to his childhood insults. "I told you, I have work to do. I've no time for games and nonsense." Inwardly, he was far from calm. Tannim had put some kind of arcane protection on him after dinner tonight, when he signed a preliminary agreement with Fairgrove. The young man had said that Keighvin would be doing the same, but how effective those protections would be, he had no idea. He knew something was there; he saw it as a glowing haze about him, like one of those "auras" the New Agers talked about, visible only out of the comer of his eye. How much would it hold against? Would it take a real attack if this stranger made one? The Sidhe raised a graceful eyebrow, and the tips of his pointed ears twitched. "Bravado, is it?" he asked in a voice full of arrogant irony. "I should have expected it from the kind of stubborn fossil who would listen to reckless young fools and believe their pratde. Hear me now, Sam Kelly — you think to aid yet another rattle- brained loon, one who styles himself Keighvin Silverhair. Don't." Sam waited, but there was nothing more. "Don't?" Sam said at last, incredulously. "Is that all you have to say? Just don't?" "That is all I have to say," the Sidhe replied after a long, hard stare. "But I have a demonstration for fools who refuse to listen — " He didn't gesture, didn't even shrug — Suddenly Sam was enveloped in flames, head to toe. His heart contracted with fear, spasming painfully; he lost his breath, and he choked on a cry — And in the next moment was glad that he hadn't ut- tered it. The flames, whether they were real, of magical energy, or only illusion, weren't touching him. There was no heat, at least nothing he felt, although Thoreau yelped, turned tail, and ran for the shelter of Sam's bedroom. He remained frozen for a moment, then the true na- ture of the attack penetrated. It can't hurt me, no matter 126 Mercedes Lackey and Lurry Dixon what it looks like. After a deep breath to steady his heart, Sam simply folded his arms across his chest and sighed. "Is this supposed to impress me?" he asked mildly. A snide comment like that might have been a stupid thing to say, but it was the only attitude Sam could think to take. Tannim had warned him about lying to the Sidhe, or otherwise trying to deceive them. It couldn't be done, he'd said, at least not by someone with Sam's lack of experience with magic. And good or evil, both sorts took being lied to very badly. So — brazen it out. Act boldly, as if he saw this sort of thing every day and wasn't intimidated by it. The Sidhe's face twisted with rage. "Damn you, mor- tal!" he cried. And this time he did gesture. A sword appeared in his hand; a blue-black, shiny blade like no metal Sam had ever seen. A small part of him wondered what it was, as the rest of him shrieked, and backpedaled, coming up against the wall. "Not so impudent now, are you?" the Sidhe crowed, kicking aside fallen books and moving in for the kill, sword glittering with a life of its own. Sam could only stare, paralyzed with fear, as his hands scrabbled on the varnished wood behind him — Tannim cursed the traffic as he waited at the end of Sam's driveway for it to clear, peering into the dark- ness. Something must have just let out for the night, for there was a steady stream of headlights passing in the eastbound lane — when he wanted westbound, of course — with no break in sight. And there was no reason for that many cars out here at this time of night. It looked for all the world like the scene at the end of Field of Dreams, where every car in the world seemed lined up on that back country road. "So if he built the stupid ballfield out here, why didn't somebody tell me?" he griped aloud. "If I'd known the Heavenly All-Stars were playing tonight — " He never finished the sentence, for energies hit the BORN TO RUN 127 shields he'd placed on Sam — which were also ded to his shields. The protections about Sam locked into place, as the power that had been flung at the old man flared in a mock-conflagration ofbael-fire. Mock? Only in one sense. If Sam hadn't been shielded, he'd have gone up in real flames, although nothing around him would have even been scorched. Another Fortean case of so-called "spontaneous human combustion." But Sam was protected — the quick but effective shielding woven earlier caught and held. Tannim had not expected those protections to be needed so soon. He knew what the attacker was, if not who. Only the Folk could produce bael-fire. And the hate-rage-lust pulse that came with the strike had never originated from one ofKeighvin's Folk. That spelled "Unseleighe Court" in Tannim's book. All this Tannim analyzed as he acted. He jammed the car into "reverse" and smoked the tires. The Mustang lurched as he yanked the wheel, spinning the car into a sideways drift to stop it barely within the confines of Sam's driveway. He bailed out, grabbing his weapon- of-choice from under the seat and didn't stop moving even as he reached the door; he managed to force his stiff legs into a running kick and kept going as the door crashed open, slamming against the wall behind it. He pelted down the hall, his bespelled, bright red crowbar clenched in his right hand, and burst into Sam's study. Sam had plastered himself against the wall nearest the door; Tannim flung himself between his friend and the creature that menaced him, taking a defensive stand with the crowbar in both hands, without getting a really good look at the enemy first He never did get a really good look. He saw only a tall, fair-haired man, a glittering sword, a scowl of surprised rage — Then — nothing. 128 Mercedes Lackey and Lorry Dawn Only the sharp tingle of energies along his skin that told him a Gate had been opened and dosed. The enemy had fled. Leaving, presumably, the way he had arrived, by way of Underbill. It's gonna be the last time he can do that, Tannim thought grimly, framing another shield-spell within his mind, setting it with a few chanted syllables. He dropped it in place over the body of the house, allowing the physical form of the house itself— and, more particularly, the electrical wiring — to give it shape and substance. It was a powerful spell, and one ofTannim's best. Now no one would be able to pop in here from Under- hill without Sam's express permission, nor would they be able to work magics against the house itself. But it was draining, and Tannim sagged back against the wall when he was done, letting the crowbar slip to the floor from nerveless fingers. It fell on the carpet with a dull thud, and Tannim kept himself from follow- ing it only by supreme effort He looked up, right into Sam's face. The metallurgist was reaching for his shoulder to help hold him up, such a mixture of expressions on his face that none of them were readable. "I... don't suppose you have any Gatorade ... ?" Tannim asked, weakly. "... and he set fire to me," Sam continued, after another sip of good Irish. After all the wine tonight, he was only going to permit himself one small glass — but by Holy Mary, he needed that one. His nerves were so jangled that he wasn't going to be able to sleep without it, and he didn't trust sleeping-pills. "He did, I swear it. Only the flames didn't bum. Scared the bejeezus out of poorThoreau, though." He reached down and fondled the spaniel's ears. Thoreau had emerged from the closet only after much coaxing, and remained half-hidden at Sam's feet, com- pletely unashamed of his cowardice. Sam had praised BORN TO RUN 129 the little dog to the sky for doing the right thing, though he doubted that Thoreau understood much of what he was saying; probably all Thoreau knew was that Daddy said he was a Good Boy, and Daddy was going to comfort him after the terrible fright he'd taken. Sam was quite glad that Thoreau had deserted him. One small spaniel was not going to make more than an indentation in a Sidhe's ankle — assuming the animal got that far before being blasted. He'd lost enough pets in his lifetime to old age and illness. He didn't want Thoreau turned to ash by a Sidhe with a temper. "That was bael-fire, Sam," Tannim replied, refilling his cup from the bottle of Gatorade on the kitchen table. He'd already polished off one bottle, and Sam wondered where he was putting it all. "If you hadn't been protected, you'd have burned up like a match, but noth- ing around you would have been touched. Charles Fort had a lot of those cases in his books of unexplained phenomena. He called it 'spontaneous human combus- tion,' and thought it might have something to do with astral travel." The young man shook his head, much wearier than Sam had ever seen him. There were dark circles of exhaustion beneath his eyes, and his hair was limp and flattened-looking. "Nobody ever told Fort that going up in heatless flames is what happens when you get the Folk pissed off at you." "But I was protected," Sam protested, sensing a flaw somewhere. "You said I had shields, and you said other mages would know that." Tannim nodded, and rubbed his eyes. "Exacdy. He knew bael-fire wasn't going to touch you. He'd have to be blind not to know those shields were there. I don't think he intended you to be hurt direcdy, Sam." "What, then?" Sam asked in fatigue-dulled ap- prehension. What worse could the Sidhe have had in mind? "Or was that just intended as a warning? A bit extreme for a warning, seems to me." 130 Mercedes Lackey and LarryDixan "Heh. The Sidhe are always extreme." Tannim cock- ed his head sideways. "I think he was trying to scare you to death. I think he wanted it to look like you died naturally." Sam took another sip of Irish, thinking about that for a moment before replying. "He did then, did he?" His apprehension turned to a slow, burning anger. "Sure, and that's a coward's way, if ever I saw one." "Attacking a human withbael-fire is just as cowardly, Sam," the young man pointed out. "Or going after a human with elf-shot. In either case, it's like using grenades against rabbits. The target hasn't got a chance. I think he must have assumed that since you're retired, you're frail, and he was going to use that." "Can I assume the blackguard was Unseleighe Court?" Sam asked, the anger within him burning with the same slow heat as a banked peat-fire. Tannim nodded, and finished the last of his Gatorade. "That's their way, Sam. They never take on an opponent of equal strength if they can help it. I as- sume they came after you because you're hooked in with Fairgrove and Keighvin. I told you before that if you wanted to back out of this, you could." He capped the bottle and slowly tightened the lid down. "You're still welcome to. Nobody is — " "Back out?" Sam exclaimed. "Bite your tongue! If the blackguards want a fight, they've come to the right place, let me tell you! Sam Kelly never started a fight, but he always finished them." He bared his teeth in a fierce smile. "I don't intend to let that change, no mat- ter how old I might be." Tannim's tired face lit up in a smile, and he clapped Sam on the shoulder. "That's the spirit! I was hoping we could count on you!" Sam let the grin soften to something more wry than fierce. "They should have known better than to try and frighten an Irishman. We're stubborn bastards, and we don't take to being driven off. But come to think of it— BORN TO RUN 131 what the devil did you do to frighten him off? You just popped in the room, and he ran like a scalded cat." "It wasn't what I did," Tannim replied, tapping the glass bottle on the crowbar that sat on the table be- tween them. "It was what I had. This." "Cold Iron?" Sam hazarded. "Twenty pounds' worth, enchanted to a fair-thee- well," the young man told him, one hand still on the red-painted iron bar, a finger trailing along the gooseneck at one end, apparently remembering past uses. "One strong shot with this, and I don't care how powerful a mage he is, he'd have felt like he'd been hit by a semi. Eh heh... pureed by Peterbilt." Sam snorted, then gazed at the bar with speculation. "Can anyone use one of those things? I used to be a fan- hand with singlestick not long ago." Tannim's eyes widened for a moment, then nar- rowed with speculation. "Huh. I never thought about that, but I don't know why not I'll tell you what; I can't give you this one, but I can make one for you. And until I finish it, just remember that any crowbar is going to cause one of the Folk a lot of distress. If you'd had one in here tonight, it might even have disrupted the bael- fire spell." Sam made a mental note to visit an auto-parts store tomorrow. He'd have one under his car seat and in every room in the house. "I'll get the one out of my car before you leave, and I'll pick up a few more tomorrow. You're sure nobody is going to be able to get back in here tonight?" "Positive." "fannim took a deep breath, and held Sam's eyes with his own. "Absolutely positive. And as soon as I get back to Fairgrove and tie Keighvin's protections into yours, if the sorry sonuvabitch even tries, the Fairgrove Folk will know. If he brings in enough firepower to crack those shields, he'll touch off awar- "Not on my account!" Sam exclaimed with dismay. 132 Mercedes Lackey and Lorry Dixan That was far more than he'd bargained on ... and something he did not want to have on his conscience. Tannim grimaced, and now Sam realized that the young man had been a lot more shaken by the attack than he wanted to admit "No — no, don't worry, they won't even try. They aren't any readier for open war- fare than you and I are. But — you really can quit, Sam, and no one will hold it against you...." Sam shook his head emphatically. "I told you before, and I meant it. Tannim, the answer isn't 'no,' it's 'hell no.' In fact — " he grinned, and discovered it was ac- tually a real smile " — you couldn't get rid of me now if you paid me!" Aurilia sighed, sipped her herb tea, and tried not to look at Niall mac Lyr. She concentrated instead on the delicate, fragile porcelain other teacup, on the white sadn tablecloth, and on the gray velvet cushions of her lounge chair. Normally she would have been enjoying a luxurious breakfast along with the tea, but her break- fast companion was not a creature designed to stimulate anyone's appetite. The Bane-Sidhe squinted across the table at her, and glowered, its cadaverous face made all the more un- pleasant by its sour expression. Every time Niall moved, a breath of dank, foul air wafted across the table toward her. Niall smelled like a fedd ditch — or an open grave. There had been times in Ireland when they were one and the same. The Bane-Sidhe did not at all match his surroundings in Aurilia's sybaritic sit- ting room of white satin and gray velvet. He looked like a Victorian penny-dreadful cover, for something en- titled "Death and the Maiden," or "The Specter at the Feast." Aurilia sighed again, and pulled the gray silk skirts other lounge-robe a little closer. She could only hope that when Niall left, he'd take the stench with him. "Where is he?" Niall asked, for the seventh dme. The BORN TO RUN 133 Bane-Sidhe's speaking voice was a hollow, unpleasant whisper; not even Vidal cared to hear its full-voiced cry. The wail of the Bane-Sidhe brought unreasoning ter- ror even into the hearts of its allies. Aurilia shrugged. It was no use answering him. She'd already told him she didn't know where Vidal was. The Bane-Sidhe was only interested in his own grievances. "We have work to do," it continued, aggrieved. "Studio Two should be operational around the dock — we don't have to put up with union nonsense or mortal time-clocks. You promised me when I joined you that there would be enough nourishment for all of us. You told me—" "I know what I told you," Aurilia snapped, her temper frayed by the Bane-Sidhe's constant whining. "I told you that eventually we'd have all the pain you could ever need or want. I didn't promise it immediately." "Pah!" the Bane-Sidhe snorted, tossing its head petulantly. "That was a year ago! You could have had Studio Two in full production three months after you brought up Studio One. It's not as if we have to fret about the cost of sets or casts, or even equipment! But no, you had to chase after Keighvin Silverhair — you had to waste your time discovering what he was up to. And instead of being at full power, I must limp about on the dregs of energy a few paltry deaths supply, and Studio Two has produced only that puny little Roman fantasy—" "You think humans come running to us to bare their throats to the blade?" Aurilia countered with justifiable irritation. Niall simply would not come to grips with the fact that the world had changed, and she had got- ten tired of trying to convince him that things were different now than in 1890. "You think there's no risk involved in finding those 'paltry few victims'? This isn't the old days; when people die or disappear, even if they have no relatives to ask after them, someone generally 134 Mercedes Lackey and LanyDixan nodces! Take too many, and we'll be contending with mortal police at every turn! I'd rather not have to fly the anchor off if I don't have to, and if too many people come up missing, or we pick the wrong victims, Folk or not, we are going to be — " "That is not the point," the Bane-Sidhe whispered angrily. "Your — " It turned, abruptly, its enshrouding wrappings flaring, sending a wash of dank stench over Aurilia, as the door to her sitting room opened and Vidal entered. She assessed his expression, and her already-sour mood spoiled further. If Vidal had been unhappy before he left on his errand, he was livid now. Aurilia started to ask him what was wrong, then thought better of the idea. The rage that burned behind his thoughts was palpable even to her, and she was not particularly sensitive to emotion. Well, this time she was not going to play scapegoat. Niall would undoubtedly want to know where Vidal had been and what he had been doing all this dme. And just as surely, when the Bane-Sidhe learned of his er- rand, Niall would sneer at him. Well and good. Aurilia would stay out of it. If anyone was to suffer Vidal's anger, let it be the Bane-Sidhe. After all, she thought maliciously, he spoiled my break- fast by arriving when he did. Let him take it in the teeth. I've had more than my share of My Lord Vidal's temper tantrums. Niall outranks him; let NiaU exert himself for a change. "And where have^ou been?" Niall snarled. "I have things I wish to discuss — " "And I don't give a damn!" Vidal exploded, his eyes black with rage, fists clenched at his sides. He turned pointedly away from Niall and snarled at Aurilia. "That thrice-damned human mage Keighvin has had his lit- de protege put shields on the old man. I couldn't touch him! And what's more, when I threw bael-fire at him, the old bastard laughed at me!" The Bane-Sidhe rose to its full seven-foot height, BORN TO RUN 135 stood over Vidal, and glared down at the elven-mage, its tattered draperies quivering with anger. "Do you mean to say that you have been wasting your time trying to frighten Keighvin's pet mortals when you could have—" "I'm doing -whatyou should have been doing, you shabby fraud!" Vidal sneered. "You should have been the one trying to frighten the old man into a heart at- tack, not me! Not even a shield would have stopped your wail — right? Or — " "Why? Why should I waste my time, waste the energy it takes to cross the Gate into the mortal world?" the Bane-Sidhe countered. "I've not enough to spare as itis!" Vidal was not to be daunted by height or stench, Aurilia had to give him credit for that much. "Because Keighvin has to be stopped, or he'll stop us. ILvenyou admit that! If you'd been here — " The Bane-Sidhe's eyes flashed angrily, and Aurilia held her breath. If Niall grew enraged, he might lose control. "I would not have been wasting my time pur- suing a dead-end vendetta when there are other options open!" Niall whined, his voice climbing dangerously in pitch and volume. "Humans are in- finitely corruptible. Just look at the sheer numbers of them that are willing to pay to watch their fellows in torment! Look at our files! All we need do is find these foolish mortals' weaknesses and they will be our allies, not Keighvin's! It's simply — " "Alotyou know!" Vidal spat. "You haven't been Out- side for a century! The mortals you knew are as dead as the creatures of Tarn Lin's time! You can't corrupt a human by dangling a pretty piece of flesh in front of his nose anymore! And they aren't naive little village boys with shit on their shoes and not two thoughts in their heads. It's bad enough that we've got Keighvin against us, but now he has these human mages with him, and artificers, and they're not stupid, I'm telling you!" The Bane-Sidhe grew another half a foot. "I have 136 Mercedes Lackey and LanyDixon taken the lives of more mortals than you ever dreamed of; I've the deaths of six knights of the Seleighe Court to my credit. That's more than you've ever hoped to do, you elven trash! Destroying the likes of you is less than a pastime — " By the dark moon, this is getting serious — Aurilia dapped her hands together, distracting both of them for a moment. "Niall, unless you really want a duel on your hands," she said coldly, "I think you'd better take back those last words to yam partner." She had dealt with the Bane-Sidhe for so long now that she knew exactly what was running through its head, now that she'd sidetracked it. For all Niall's power — and he was powerful — he was old and afraid of losing any of it. He used his hoarded energies spar- ingly, and he lived in fear of finding himself in a duel of magics and coming out the vanquished. Vidal was young, as elves went, but he was powerful as well. Niall did not know how powerful, and that uncertainty would be enough. If he were forced to go head-to-head with the younger mage... .. . who had done away with two of the Seleighe Court single-handedly, in the far past.... "I beg pardon for those hasty words," the Bane- Sidhe whispered stiffly. "I am concerned that you seem to be wasting time better spent elsewhere." Aurilia turned to Vidal, who stood, still rigid with anger, facing the Bane-Sidhe. "You should explain the problem to Niall, Lord Vidal," she said, in as dose to a servile tone as she could manage, given how angry she was at both of the fools. "You are right in saying he is not familiar with the world outside the Gates today. You should tell him why Keighvin and his pets are dangerous to us." Vidal'sjaw tightened, but her subservient tone evi- dently mollified him enough to try to be polite. "Keighvin Silverhair is interfering direcdy in the world BORN TO RUN 137 of mortals," he said, slowly, "as I have pointed out to you before. He will stop us in our quest for power if he can, for we are on direcdy opposing sides where mor- tals are concerned. But he has gone beyond simply interfering. Tonight I discovered that he is using them, recruiting and training them. And betraying our deepest secrets and weaknesses." "What?" Niall and Aurilia both gasped. This was news to Aurilia; unpleasant news. If mortals knew how to meet the Folk in equal combat— "The mage tonight had a bar of Cold Iron as a weapon," Vidal continued grimly. "Not steel — pure, forged Cold Iron, with Far-Anchored spells keyed to the Folk, and shieldings set specifically against our powers. The bastard glowed to the Sight, and he knew what he was doing, I tell you. Keighvin must have told him everything. He's going to be impossible to deal with. Another Gwydion, Merlin, Taliesen." If Niall could have paled, he would have. Instead, he seemed to shrink, and he fluttered back into his seat, collapsing bonelessly with a moan. "By the dark moon," the Bane-Sidhe groaned. "Why didn't you tell me this before? We must — " Aurilia knew what the old coward was about to say — that they should leave, pack up in defeat and leave the ground to the enemy. Not a chance. "Oh, no," she interjected sweedy. "He won't be im- possible to deal with. I already have human informants following his movements. Before the week is out, I will know his weaknesses." When the other two turned to stare at her in astonishment, she smiled, careful to cloak her triumph in modesty. "I simply don't have the power you have, my lords. I have learned to make do with the kind of weapons mortals use themselves. There are many ways to wound the human heart, and I have learned most of them. All I need to know is what the young man Tan- nim cares for — and he will be powerless against me." 138 Mercedes Lackey and Lorry Dixon She bowed her head a little, to hide the gloating in her eyes, for both the Bane-Sidhe and Vidal were still staring at her in a kind of awe. "You deal with the old man," she finished. "Leave the younger to me. I will deal with him, Cold Iron and all — for Cold Iron will not save him from a pierced heart." CHAPTER EIGHT Tania sat in the farthest corner of Kevin Barry's and nursed her mug of hot, milk-laden coffee between hands so numb she couldn't even feel the cup. The weather had turned cold, out of nowhere, and despite Laura's repeated warnings, she had decided to take a chance and come to Kevin Barry's long enough to look for the strange young man again. The hundred he'd given her was long gone for rent; she'd been eating once a day here for the last week, trying to make the tab last a while, but she hadn't found a single trick in a week of walking the streets. She had to admit, though, that she hadn't really been trying hard. Laura hadn't bothered warning her about Tannim after that first night; she had troubles of her own. Jamie was mixed up with something. He came home with less every night, and usually came home high. Laura was worried sick about the night he'd done the "party"; she'd gotten him to go to County Health and take the HIV test, but they wouldn't know what the results were for another couple of weeks. And meanwhile, with Jamie getting high so often, it was only a matter of time before he slipped up again. In a way, Tania didn't blame him for getting high; it might be the only way he could face what he had to do out there. But he was making Laura miserable. And just maybe he's getting high because he can't face some- thing else. Like his life. He isn't gonna be a cute young kid forever — and then what's he gonna do? He's already getting picked up by some really rough guys. He's come home with bruises or rope-bums the past three nights. The older he gets, the 140 Mercedes Lackey and LarryDixan more of that kind he'll have to go with. And he says he'd rather die than get a MacDonald'sjob. He'd told Tania and Laura grandiose stories about getting a job at one of the country clubs, like waiting in the bar, and finding a rich old bored lady to support him, but he wasn't fooling anyone. Buses didn't run out there — and he wasn't exotic or talented enough. Tania had seen the kind of kids the "country-club women" picked up; they were generally very dark and latino-handsome, and they could dance, sing, and pay inventive flattering compli- ments. Jamie couldn't dance (at least not upright) and his most flattering compliment wasn't printable. "Es- corts" were intelligent, and could make some kind of conversation. Jamie was stoned most of the time, and his brightest comments usually had to do with sports. Tania studied the cream swirling slowly in the coffee. Ever since she'd met Tannim, Tania had felt like she'd gotten slapped awake, somehow. What she had now just wasn't enough anymore. She'd started looking ahead, planning for something besides the next trick, or the cheap TV set at the Goodwill. If Tannim was for real, and not just a pimp with a creative approach — well, maybe she'd see what he had to offer. She wasn't sure why she had decided to take the risk, and she wasn't sure why she'd decided to act against Laura's advice. In fact, she didn't really understand what was going on in her own head since she met the guy. But whatever it was, it kind of felt good — and it was a hel- luva lot better than sitting around listening to Laura try to cry without making any noise, or hustling the dirty old men in expensive suits. Maybe all he wanted was her. That would be okay, too. She wouldn't mind going to bed with him. He was kind of cute, and was certainly nice. He'd promised not to hurt her; she trusted that promise. She did know one thing: she'd made the decision to come here today at least in part because it had been too damned cold to trot around the street in nothing but r BORN TO RUN 141 Spandex bike shorts and a halter. Now if Mr. Tannim would just show up.... At least her hands were finally getting warm. The pub had just opened for lunch a litde while ago, but she really hadn't been that hungry when she first sat down. And in the last few minutes, as the place filled up, she noticed something kind of peculiar: although she'd have been glowered at for nursing a single cup of coffee instead ofbuying a meal or a drink anywhere else, no one was hassling her here. It had been that way every time that she had come in to get something on the tab; the girls smiled at her and were nice, and no one gave her any trouble, acted just like the night she'd been here with Tannim, in fact. Right now no one had even bothered her about getting something besides coffee. They acted like she was someone important; someone who should be given privacy and space, if that was what she wanted. Maybe that man had something to do with it Maybe because he had taken notice other, they had extended that "courtesy to a good customer" umbrella he seemed to travel under to include her as well. Every time someone darkened the doorway of the dining room, she looked up, squinting against the light, to see if it was him. As lunchdme filled the place up, she began to think she'd picked the wrong dme, or day, or something. Even with the best wishes in the world, the waitresses were going to have to ask her to leave pretty soon, and let a paying customer have her table. Of course, she could go ahead and order something. There was still enough cash left on the tab. And the aroma of the bean soup from the kitchen was enough to make a corpse hungry. Bean soup and bread — that wouldn't cost too much, and she could have some more coffee with lots of cream and sugar.... She started to look for one of the waitresses, when movement at the door made her turn her head out of habit to see who it was. And there he stood, looking a 142 Mercedes Lackey and Lorry Dixon lot like she remembered, only maybe cuter. A beat-up leather jacket this time, really nice Bugle Boy jeans and a hot brown-and-gray shirt — he could have been making an ad or something, he had that kind of style about him. She glanced down at her second-hand bike shorts and flushed a little. She was tacky. But it was the best she could do, and it was dean, anyway. She looked up again. On second glance, the young man also looked dred, like he'dbeen working really hard. Maybe he won't notice my clothes. He squinted into the relative darkness, then started to turn away to go into the bar. She threw up her hand in an involuntary wave, then snatched it back, not cer- tain now that she really wanted to talk to him again, after all. He might not be real happy to see her here, now. He might, in fact, be mad that she'd shown up, at least during the daytime. Too late — he saw her signal, hesitant though it was; smiled and waved back, and started across the floor through the crowd. But someone else had seen him too. A really gorgeous dark-haired woman, dressed all in black leather and cream-colored silk, intercepted him at the entrance to the bar where she had just material- ized as he crossed the room. Tania's heart sank. This must be who he was meeting. He hadn't come here looking for her. He hadn't even really seen her. He'd only seen the waving hand, and he'd thought it belonged to his lunch date. And God, she was in- credible. The kind of woman Tania would have expected him to be seeing, not some tacky kid in Spandex. She sidled up to him and put one hand on his shoulder, smiling brilliantly into his eyes. Her lips moved, although Tania couldn't hear what she was saying. He continued to scan the crowd in Tania's direction, a slight frown on his face. She blushed so hard she felt hot all over, and wanted to sink into the BORN TO RUN 143 floor in embarrassment; her eyes burned, and her throat tightened. In another second, she was going to cry, she just knew it. And on top of looking tacky, she was going to get mascara smeared all over her face. She knew what he was looking for; now he wanted to know who had pretended to know him. Probably so he could make sure his lunch date with this fabulous babe wasn't interrupted by some scrufiy litde — Abruptly, Tannim shook his head, said a few words, and brushed the woman's hand off his shoulder. His brow wrinkled just a litde, and he stared directly into the woman's eyes. Then he drew his right hand up into a fist, slowly extended his thumb, and pointed it over his shoulder towards the door. The woman stood there, wearing the most stunned expression Tania had ever seen on anyone's face. He walked away from her as if she wasn't even there. And as he got close enough to Tania to make out ex- actly who she was, his face broke out in a wide, welcoming smile, so warm it dazzled her. Tannim had the feeling he really ought to go to Kevin Barry's for lunch today ... it was a very strong feeling, and Tannim never, ever ignored those silent hunches of his. So, although Keighvin had assigned him out to Roebling Road with a brake-mod this afternoon, Tan- nim decided to take a long lunch break. Once again, he endured the bone-ratding cobbles- tones of River Street. He kept his "feelers" out for an incipient gap, then spotted one. He took instant ad- vantage of the opening, shoving the Mustang into a parking space, right on the tail of a departing Caddy. He grinned at the driver of a Beemer, a suit-and-de ex- ecutive type, who scowled at him in frustrated annoyance. Eat your heart out, buddy, he thought in smug satisfac- tion. Here you are in your tie and execu-cut, and here lam in 144 Mercedes Lackey and Lorry Dixon my jeans and long hippie-freak hair — and I know I'm hap- pier than you are. Why don't you just spend the rest of the afternoon trying to figure out what I know that you don't? He felt just a little smug as he grinned into the yup- pie-type's scowl. He'd gotten one of the primo spots, too; hardly more than a wink and a nod from Kevin Barry's. As the Beemer pulled away in search of another place to park, he eased himself out of the car and headed for the door to the gift shop — for the tiny gift shop let directly out into the dining room side of the pub. He waved at the lovely lass behind the counter of the gift section, and looked over the new shawls, letting his eyes adjust to the dim light. It was pretty dark in the stage/dining area, and really crowded for a weekday; it looked like half of Savannah had decided to hit the pub for lunch. All of the tables were full, and there was a line of about four people waiting for one to clear out. But after a moment, that sixth-sense tingled again, and he peered off into the far right-hand comer. Someone waved tentatively at him from the very back of the room. Tania? It might be; whoever it was, she was female and blond. He started towards the corner, easing his way around tables surrounded by people obliviously chat- tering and munching away. But there was a huge group in the very middle; they'd put three tables together to form one big arrangement, and to get to the rear he would have to go past the pub entrance on the right-hand wall. Well, that was no problem, as long as there wasn't anyone in there who wanted to have a chat with him. Just as he reached the double-doors into the pub, someone pushed her way past the stand-up crowd at the bar, and intercepted him at the doorway. Before he realized she wanted him, she laid her hand on his shoulder, forcing him to stop whether he wanted to or not. He turned involuntarily to look at her, she smiled at BORN TO RUN 145 him as though she was an old friend. "Hello," she crooned, in a voice just loud enough for him to hear over the babble of voices in the pub. "I've been hoping you'd be here today; I'mgladtosee my intuidonis working." She was stunningly beautiful: long, raven-black hair with a slight wave to it, huge brown eyes, sensuous lips and high cheekbones, and a flawless, rose-and-cream complexion. She was dressed in an ivory silk blouse and black leather skirt, both expensive, both under- stated in their elegance. She was no one he'd ever seen before in his life. Just before she'd touched him, all his internal alarms went off, for she had donned a glamorie that would have sent a Vulcan into heat This was trouble, and all of his shields went up in full defensive mode. While she spoke, he did a closer "check, using mage- sight; as he had guessed, her appearance was nothing like her real self. There was no mistaking the white- blond hair, nor the cat-slitted, green eyes and the pointed ears. Elven. One of the Sidhe. And since she was no one he knew, the odds were high that she was Unseleighe Court. But she hadn't done anything to him but stop him — at least, not yet. So she wasn't declaring open warfare, not unless you counted attempted seduction as an ag- gressive act. On the other hand, she could have assumed that Tan- nim was just as young and inexperienced as he looked. I don't think so, lady. But this was neither the time nor the place to answer her with a challenge. If that was Tania back there, he didn't want a kid to see him having even a verbal battle with a Sidhe. He calculated a dozen possible responses to her approach, trying to figure the one that would leave her the most stunned, and selected one by the time the last word had left her soft, wet lips. He brushed her hand from his shoulder as if it was an inconvenient bit of dandruff. 146 Mercedes Lackey and Lorry Dixan "Your friends and mine don't get along, lady," he said, without the least bit of inflection. "Run along and we'll leave it at that." He indicated the door, and watched the woman's energy fields fluctuate wildly as she tried to process this unexpected stonewalling. It was hard not to laugh, even dire as the repercussions might be. There was a split-second of astonishment before the woman clamped down her mask of impassivity. He could still see her body stiffen in the universal posture ofdefensiveness. Score more status from the Bad Guys. She's trying to play it off, but she's counting me as an equal, or a superior. He then moved past her as though she was not there. I'll have to ask one of the girls what her face looked like to them. Heh. Aurilia had perused the new agency's report very carefully. This one had quite a bit of new information, besides all the dossier nonsense that anyone with a phone and a lot ofpadence could pull up out of public records. According to the detective, young Tannim favored one particular pub over every other estab- lishment in Savannah: a pub called "Kevin Barry's." Well, the lad was young, in his twenties, and if there was one thing a young man was susceptible to, it was sex. There hadn't been a young man yet that Aurilia hadn't been able to lead about by the nose, sooner or later. Generally sooner. But just to make certain, she put a glamorie on her- self that could make a corpse rise. Not even the pure Sir Galahad could have withstood her now. And she smiled to herself as she stood at the bar, sipping a glass ofuiskebaghe, and waiting for the youngster to make one of his appearances. He would, too — she had that feeling, and her premonitions were never wrong. Those two fools were so busy persuading themselves that the BORN TO RUN 147 only way they could dispose of the human was by combat that they never even bothered considering other options. Idiots. Why do anything with violence that can be accomplished subtlety? She toyed with her glass, signaling the lady bar- tender for another, and considered what she would do when she had the mortal safely beguiled. He might be useful, especially tfhe is any good as a mage. I could take kirn Underbill, to my own stronghold.... Ves, that might be the best solution. Hell be tended to in a gilded cage, and I can drain hmsbwty of power without the others knowing I have him. Movement of power at the edge of her shields alerted her that there was a mage within the confines of the pub; turning to check who had just entered, she saw to her immense satisfaction that the quarry had ar- rived. She left her glass, and quickly conjured a crumpled twenty, identical to the one she had kenned a few days ago, to leave beside the glass. She intercepted Tannim just as he passed beside the door to the pub, placing one hand on his shoulder and whispering something innocuous while she exerted her glamorie. He stared at her for a moment, and she felt a flare of triumph. / have him; I truly do. Now let's see whatVidal says aboutme— "Your friends and mine don't get along, lady," he said, brushing her hand off with an absent gesture. He blew me off. I can't believe it.... As she stared after him, stunned, he wound his way gracefully through the crowded dining-room without a single backward glance. He went all the way to the rear, where a tatty litde teenager with badly bleached hair was sitting at a table for two — Belatedly, she realized that not only had the young mage recognized her for what she was, he had broken her glamorie Not only was she terribly conspicuous, he might wdlbe watching her toseewhatshe was going to do. She melted back into the crowd as only a Sidhe could, and worked the opposite sort of glamorie — one to make herinconspicuous. 148 MercedesLackeyand Lorry Dawn Then she retired to the gift shop and strained all her senses, trying to keep watch on him and his lunch guest. In one sense she was frustrated; he had placed shielding about himself that he had extended to cover the table and the girl, so that she could not listen in on their conversation. But she could watch them, with a bit of the Sight- After a moment she recognized the girl; she might have been the one in the blurred and darkened photo the new detective had included with his first report. Tannim had befriended the girl, who was evidently an underage prostitute, the first night the new man had been on duty. Then, as now, he had engaged her in conversation, and had bought her something to eat Well, that was interesting. What on earth could a teenage whore and a powerful young mage have in common? The report had been adamant that Tannim hadn't done anything with the girl, had in fact sent her on her way. Could it be possible that this was the weak pointAurilia had been looking for so fruitlessly? The more she watched, the more certain she be- came. The girl did hold some kind of interest for him. Not sexual — but perhaps all the stronger for that. By the time the two of them paid the bill and left, she was filled with satisfaction. She had him. She had the vul- nerable point. She didn't know exactly what she could do with it — yet — but she knew what it was. Tania couldn't help herself; she smiled and blushed as the young man pulled up a chair and sat across the postage-stamp table from her. "Hey, kiddo," Tannim said, looking meaningfully at her coffee cup. "That doesn't look like a very nutritious breakfast." Before she could reply, he signaled one of the waitresses. "My usual," he said, "for two." And as the girl disappeared, he turned back to Tania. "I've been watching for you," he said, "and I was kind of afraid I'd scared you off when you didn'tshow up." BORN TO RUN 149 She looked down at her cup in confusion. "Laura told me you were probably a — " She stopped herself just in time, appalled at the way she had let her mouth run without thinking. If the guy was a pimp, he might get angry and take it out on her, and Laura too. If he wasn't, he might get offended. " — Ummm — some- body I shouldn't get involved with." "What, a pimp?" Tannim asked. "Or a pervert? Kiddo, you have to know that most of the guys who pick you up are perverts. Nobody really straight would want to make it with a kid as young as you are. And, Tania, the hair and the makeup job aren't fooling anybody." The straightforward reply — too calm and matter- of-fact to be an insult — brought her up short. And before she could think of any retort, he continued. "Look, I'm not interested in sex. I've got that else- where. I just want to talk to you — and not dirty, either." He looked ready to say more, but the waitress arrived with two dub sandwiches and two colas, and he waited until she was out of hearing distance. She eyed the sandwich dubiously, remembering what Laura had said. He caught her at it, and laughed a little. "Go ahead, Tania, it isn't drugged or anything, I promise." And as if to prove his point, he exchanged plates with her and bit into his sandwich with hungry enthusiasm. Feeling a litde stupid, she did the same. "Look," he said, when she'd finished half of her meal, gesturing with a potato chip, "I told you the other night that I liked seeing people able to dream — and I like it better when I can help them with those dreams. See, there's some weird shit going on out there, and helping you keeps me balanced. Keeps me in touch with the "real world.' Dig?" That was just a litde too near the bone. "What are you," she asked defensively. "Some kind of Boy Scout or something?" He sighed and shook his head. "I'm just a guy," he 150 Me/cedes Lackey and Lany Dawn replied. "A plain old human being. Eccentric. Obses- sive. Imperfect I can't do much, Tania —but I'd like to at least talk a while." She shrugged, uncertain and trying to cover it with bravado. "I suppose. I'm not really busy right now. You're not my usual kinda client, but you ought to get something for your two hundred bucks, I guess — " "Have you ever been on a picnic?" he interrupted. "A real picnic?" Caught off-guard once again, she shook her head. He took her hand and rose, pulling her to her feet "Come on, then. Let's see if I can show you a good rime." Before she knew what he was doing, he had left money on the table for the bill, and led her outside into the bright sunlight She squinted as he donned his Ray- Bans, and tugged her over to the River Street parking lot. The next thing she knew, she was sitting in the passenger's side of his car, while he buckled himself in on the driver's side, staring at a dashboard with more gadgets than a fighter-plane cockpit "Buckle up, kiddo," he reminded her. "What do you want to hear?" She was dazed, and replied with the first thing that popped into her head. "That music the other night— here — is there anything more like that?" "Good choice," he replied, popped in a cassette, then pulled out of the parking space before she had time to say anything else, like "where are you taking me" — She could have hit herself in the head. IfTannim really was a pimp after all, in spite of all his talk about "dreams," she'd just put herself right into his hands. Willingly. How stupid could you get? But he didn't pull out towards the worst part of town; he just drove up the ramp, onto President. They crossed a couple of bridges, while Tannim raided on about music, and pulled up at a place called The Country Store. He left the motor running (and the tape playing) and dashed inside. BORN TO RUN 151 This is nuts — I could take the car right now, drive away. Take my chances — But for some reason, she sat and waited, listening to Celdc harp and soulful voices as he returned with two white boxes, a large sack, and a couple of drinks in a paper carrier. A faint aroma of food came from both boxes as he dropped them on the seat behind them, and Tania relaxed a little more. The idea of a pimp or drug- pusher buying a couple of box lunches was too ridiculous to contemplate. Maybe he was for real — She yawned involuntarily while Tannim wedged the drinks into the center console. Last night had been long — and fruitless. She'd pounded the pavement undl about four, then come home to find Laura in tears and Jamie too stoned to do anything but snore. Then she'd gotten up relatively early to come to Kevin Barry's — now the short sleep was catching up to her. She must have dozed off anyway, for she came to herself with a start as Tannim turned the engine off. "Well, we're here," he said, with an expectant expres- sion on his face. She looked around, baffled. "Where's here?" she asked, not recognizing anything. "It's a park, outside Fort Pulaski. This is a place I come with friends. That's one of die approaches to the docks — it's very deep here." He indicated the waterway before them. "See? There's one of the big container ships you see passing River Street." He opened the trunk of the Mustang and pulled out a familiar item: a cargo blanket like she used for bedding. Some pimp: blanket over one shoulder, white lunchbox in each hand, and a goofy grin. She shivered in the sea breeze, and Tannim slapped his forehead after laying out the food and blanket. "I should have given this to you before," he explained sheepishly, handing her the sack. "Sorry... hope it fits." Tania opened the sack, and pulled out — a sweat 152 MercedesLackey and Lany Dwan suit. Amce one, with a puffy-ink Hilton Head logo and ... a unicorn. He knew. How could he know? Oh, God, it's beautiful... it's better than anything Ihave now. Fd look like a tourist or a college student.... She felt her eyes tearing up, and only her involuntary shivering broke her out of it Tannim stood with a self- satisfied smirk, then sat on the blanket, his back to her. God, Fm a teenage hooker, and he gives me credit for modes- ty. Incredible.... She slipped the suit on over her speedos and imme- diately felt warmer. It was thick fleece. "I look like..." She let the sentence trail off. "You look confident" He grinned, looking her over. "The unicorn design suits you. They're powerful beasts, very, very magical, and as graceful as you are. And just as capable of miracles." Tania felt herselfblushing." I don't know... this is aD so weird, I mean, this feels like some movie. It's stupid, this fairy-tale shit just doesn't happen." "Mmm. No. Normally it doesn't It doesn't make any more sense than sunlight or trees. Or internal combus- tion." He gestured with a pickle spear. "You turn the key, the car runs. Inside it, water runs through iron, lightning sparks fire, thousands of tiny firestorms, and all people ever think of is 'push the pedal and it goes.' But, Tania, people are like that Complex, but so taken for granted, with all the powers of the elements in them. Sooner or later, even we forget how wonderful our internal machines are. All we need to be great is to remember how amazing we really are." "Oh, God, you're not one of those Scientologist people, are you?" Tannim nearly choked laughing. "Oh my God! Give me some credit! I'm not(/io( brain-dead!" She smiled a little, sheepishly. "It's just that what you keep saying all sounds like some feel-good pep talk to fat executives." BORN TO RUN 153 The man had nearly stifled his laughing. He wiped his nose with a napkin. "All right. So it does. I just get enthusiastic sometimes. Guess I've gotten used to things working out." Tania peered out towards the horizon again. The container ship there was four times larger, but still ap- peared no closer. "I haven't had that kind of luck lately. The street takes away dreams. Makes them hard to even remember...." Tannim nodded, as if he understood. Maybe he did. "Yeah. Yeah, I can imagine. But, well, like I said, some- times all we need is a reminder that we can do about anything." She shook her head stubbornly. "But how come you're doing all this for me? It doesn't make any sense! You've got to have something better to do than — " "Than spend my day with a teenage hooker?" he interrupted. "If you were any such thing, maybe so. But I don't believe that any more than you really do. You know you hate it, but you think it's all you are. We both know better. And, well, yeah, I could be working. I've got testing to do, but, hell . . . the machines can wait. You can't. Not another day. Or else you wouldn't have shown up at Kevin Barry's looking for me." They were both silent for a moment, watching the huge ship at last move into the channel. It was at least twelve stories high, marked in a language Tania couldn't identify. It bore a prancing horse atop a globe painted on one stack, above hundreds of multicolored boxes the size of tractor-trailers. Tannim stood up slow- ly and dusted his jeans off, then raised his arms and waved. From beside a massive lifeboat a smgle figure waved back. Tannim stood, grinning and satisfied, hands on hips. "There. A first welcome home." 154 Mercedes Lackey and Lorry Daon Tania and Tannim talked for what felt like an hour. He was so easy to talk to, that by the dme she realized what she'd done, she'd not only told him about herself, she was telling him about Laura andJamie, too. She managed to keep from blowing everything, but from the bleak expression on his face, she guessed he was able to figure out most of it on his own. So she tried to change the subject— But he changed it for her, asking her first about what she liked to read. That got her on the subject of fantasy, and then she was spilling the whole story about the night her mother found her book, and what had happened, and she was holding back tears with an effort.... He patted her hand, but didn't try to touch her in any other way — which was just as well, really. She would have felt really stupid and afraid, both at the same dme. Stupid, because she was crying over books, for chrissake; afraid, because if he touched her, he might try something more, and she liked him, she didn't want him to be like another trick. But she wanted someone to hold her and comfort her, wanted it so badly it was a dull ache deep down inside. She stared out at the river as another ship ap- peared in the distance, and fought her tears down. Finally, after a long silence, he cleared his throat self-consciously. "Don't you think maybe you ought to go back to your folks?" he said cautiously. "I know it was bad, but— " She shook her head, angrily. "No!" she replied adamandy. "It was like being in jail all the time, except I hadn't done anything to deserve it! Hell, even in jail, people get to read what they want!" "But— " he began. She cut him off with a look. "I didn't deserve being treated like a criminal, and I won't go back to it," she said firmly, relieved that anger had chased away the indpient tears. "All right, so you won't go back — but what about one of the shelters?" he replied. "That would get you BORN TO RUN 155 out of that apartment into somewhere safe, and you could go back to school. You could even get a job if you wanted to; the shelter would help you." She laughed, sourly. "Haven't been out on the street, have you?" she asked. He shook his head. "Well, the good shelters have waiting lists — or else they only let you stay a couple of weeks," she said, bitter memories of checking the places out still fresh in her mind. "And the rest of them either have churches running them, or they're always on your case about contacting your parents — and if you won't, they will, whether or not you like it" He blinked. "Oh," he said. "But — don't you think it's still better than — " "I don't need Jesus with my orange juice, thanks," she snapped in irritation. "I don't need getting told this was all my fault and I'm a sinful slut I don't need get- ting nagged at, and told by some stupid psychologist who never met my parents how much they really do care about me. All they ever wanted was something else they could boast to the people at the dub about They never cared about me, they only cared about how good I could make them look." She shook her head. "By now they've probably put a Soloflex in my room. And they've figured out not having me around saves them enough for a weekend cruise to Bermuda every couple of months. I'll stay where I am, thanks." Tannim just looked sad, and watched the ship grow nearer. "I never thought I'd wind up here," he said, after a while. "There was a time when I thought I'd stay in Oklahoma all my life. Now — sometimes I wonder if I'm ever going to really setde down in one place." "Why?" she asked. "Because I like traveling," he replied, and started off on a series of stories that lasted until the sun started to set. Some of them were so crazy they couldn't be true — and she wondered about die rest It was weird, like he was talking around something half the time. Surely 156 Mercedes Lackey and ianyDwan nobody as young as Tannim could have done so much in such a short time, could he? On the other hand, why would he lie to her? She let him talk; while he was telling her stories, he couldn't pry any more out of her. Finally, though, all the food had been eaten, all the stories seemed to have been told, and the sun was going down. She had work to do— She found herself dreading it; going back onto the street seemed filthier than ever after this afternoon. But she didn't say anything, and when Tannim asked her if she wanted to go back to town, she just nodded and let him lead the way back to his car. They were both silent on the way back to the city; it was as if they had forgotten how to talk to each other; or that they didn't know what to say. The silence was as awkward as the earlier conversation had been free. When Tannim asked her where she wanted to be dropped off, she replied, vaguely, "Wheaton Street, near Bee," and hardly noticed his wince. But she did nodce the worried look he wore when he pulled over to the curb and she got out "I wish you wouldn't," he said, and she didn't have to ask what he meant She shoved her hands in her pock- ets, unable to look him in the eye — And discovered that there was paper in there, paper that hadn't been there before. She pulled it out. It was money, cash; several twen- ties. She wasn't sure how many, because she shoved it hastily back into her pocket before someone could see that she had it. "You believe in magic?" he asked. And before she could reply, continued, "Don't It's unreli- able. Make your own luck." He smiled, reached over, and closed the door, then pulled out into traffic, leaving her standing on the comer. With a pocket full of cash. Make your own hick, he'd said. What was that supposed to mean? Or was itsupposedtomean anything atall? BORN TO RUN 157 She turned to head down the street, pausing once in the shelter of a doorway to remove the cash again, and count it Five soft, old twenties. One hundred dollars. Exactly what he'd given her the last time. Make your own luck. Well, there was one thing she could do. She could get off the street for another night. Maybe even another week. That was luck enough for right now. "Sam, old lad, could ye hand me that wee driver?" The Sidhe-mechank put a hand out from underneath the computer-module, and Sam dutifully dropped a small screwdriver into it. An aluminum socket-wrench; Donal might be one of the three Sidhe at Fairgrove capable of handling Cold Iron with relative impunity, but it was only "relative." Right now Donal was doing something more than a bit dangerous: manipulating some of this computer equipment magically, altering it so that while it looked perfectly normal from the out- side, and in fact would pass inspection by any licensed tech, what it would register was not what would be going on inside. Which was, in fact, nothing at all. But even the tiny amount of Cold Iron present in the screws holding various covers in place was enough to foul Donal's magic. Donal was taking them all out, placing them in an insulating container, then making his alterations according to Sam's instructions. The Sidhe's body twisted about for a moment as he squirmed to reach the tiny screws, then was still. "There now," Donal said, his voice muffled, but the satisfaction coming through plainly. "That should do it Turn it on, old lad, and let's see if it lies to us proper." "Are you sure you want me to do that?" Sam asked anxiously. "You're still in there — that's a direct 220 feed—" Rob, Donal's human shadow, snickered. "Ah, don't 158 Mercedes Lackey and Lorry Dwon. worry about frying Donal's brains. He hasn't any to speak of. All you'll do is reinforce his perm." "And who was it had to have his phone taken away, 'cause he'd order every damn thing K-Swell ever made?" Donal countered. "Who was it came t'me in mortal terror, 'cause he'd broken a chain letter? Who was it that told Keighvin he'd seen Elvis baggin' groceries at Kroger? Hmm?" "Beats me," Rob said cheerfully, his round face shin- ing with amusement. "Well, Skippy, I think I'll take that as an invitation — " Donal started to emerge — fist-first — or at least made motions as if he might "All right, all right! So I get a little carried away!" Rob sighed dramatically. "Turn on the juice, Sam," Donal repeated, suppressed laughter in his voice. "Ye needna worry about me. Tisn't electricity I need worry about; that I can handle — 'tis enough like magic as makes no nevermind." Sam plugged the machine in and turned it on, set- ting it through its cycle, still worried despite Donal's assurances. "Well?" came the muffled voice. "Is it lyin' to us the way it should?" Sam nodded, forgetting that Donal couldn't see him. To all intents and purposes, there was a full-blown smelting operation going on — temperature was rising, the aluminum about to slag down, the vacuum building up preparatory to foaming the molten metal — even though there was nothing attached to the com- puter console. Ormaybe DonalcouM see him. "How much in the way of'accidents' do ye want now an' again?" Donal asked. Sam thought, making mental calculations. "With a process this complicated, I'd expect a fail-rate of fifty percent I'd be really suspicious if it was less than that." "Fifty percent it is," Donal answered. "Here, I'll gi' ye a taste of it." A moment later, alarms went off, in- BORNTORUN 159 dicating a catastrophic failure of the injection system. The system powered itself down. Donal climbed out a moment later, and stood up, brushing his black coverall off. " Twon't always be the injection system," he said, full of happy pride at his own cleverness. " Twill alternate. And we may get five •failures' in a row before we get a 'good casting.' Danaa's light, that's amusing! Wish I could do this sort of thing more often." "What exactly did you do?" Rob asked. Donal smirked. "Nothing you can dup, lad, nor your evil twin, neither. I just engraved a few extra circuits into the machine where they won't show; built 'em on the sen- sor-connections, then programmed 'em hard. So even if someone comes in an' changes the stuff they can see, 'twon't affect the outcome." Donal's grin got even wider. "Have t'say I'm right glad ye showed me how those computer-things work, now." "Even though I had to drag you into computer literacy kicking and screaming," Rob taunted. "So, all we have to do is have one of the kenning Sidhe stand- ing by to supply the evidence in the mold or in the furnace if we happen to have visitors, hmm?" "Exactly," Sam said, feeling a wash of contentment come over him, despite the threats of the morning. Donal and Rob had told him, over and over again, that Donal could make these invisible mods to the com- puter-driven casting equipment, but until he'd seen it, he hadn't dared believe it "I hate to admit it, but you did good. Canal," Rob told the Sidhe. "Thank ye kindly, Skippy," Donal replied, slapping the litde mechanic on the back so hard he staggered. "Gents, I have t' be off; I've got mods to put in on m' brother's car." "I don't think we'll need your particular expertise any more today, Donal," Sam said absently, as he ran 160 Mercedes Lackey and Lany Down another "casting" through the system, and this time got perfect "results." "Everything else Rob and I can fake without mucking with the computers." Everyone was behaving perfectly normally; Sam was taking his cue from the rest, in spite of the fact that tonight would be anything but normal. Assuming Vidal Dhu carried out his threats. He might not, according to Donal. He might simply have issued a challenge without intending to follow through on it seriously. "He's done that before," Donal had said, sourly." Tis worth it to him just t' muck us up for a night, make us waste energy and magical strength to counter a threat that was never real. Make us jumpy, make us chase our tails from midnight t'dawn, and all for naught." The tall Sidhe (who reminded Sam strongly ofG. E. Smith from the Saturday Night Live band) turned at the door and sketched a mocking salute before heading for the main shop building. As Sam and Rob finished setting up the rest of the equipment, with Rob running the fork-lift and Sam supervising the placement, Sam finally had the chance to ask a question that had been plaguing the life out of him all day. "What's with this 'Skippy' business?" he asked, as they brought the second smelter up online and plugged its controls into the computer console. Rob laughed, and rubbed his short black beard with a finger. "That's from when I first came into Pairgrove," he said. "They already thought I was nuts, 'cause I do imitations oftelevangelists and bad game- show hosts at the drop of a hat But then I kept seeing this one Sidhe all over, like, within seconds of the time I'd seen him somewhere else. And half the time, when I'd call him 'Donal,' he'd glare at me like I was simpleminded and say his name was Canal. I thought I was going crazy. Then somebody finally told me that there were two of the bastards, they were twins, and they'd been having a good laugh at my expense." Rob BORN TO RUN 161 chuckled. "I didn't mind, I mean, if they'd been human that's the first thing I would have thought, but who ever heard of twin Sidhe? The birthrate's so low I'd never have believed it." "So?" Sam replied. "That doesn't explain 'Skippy.'" "Well, I turned the tables on them. Half the time when one of them saw me and called me 'Rob,' I'd glare and say my name was Skippy. And when I was Skippy is when I'd do the really outrageous stuff, like try to sell Donal his own tool-kit or something." Rob's grin was so infectious that Sam found himself grinning in return. "They actually started to think I had a really crazy twin myself, named Skippy. It was weeks before anyone ever told them the human bad-movie joke about 'the evil twin, Skippy.' I thought when Dottie finally broke down and confessed that they were both gonna hang me right then and there." Sam joined in Rob's laughter. "I'm surprised they didn't," he commented. "I'd rather have been well-hung!" Rob grinned, and made sure the smelter was staying cold even though the computer console said it was red-hot. "Those two have a lot better sense of humor than anyone except Keighvin. I think it comes from hanging around Tan- nimsomuch." Sam's response surprised even himself. "A lot of good things seem to come from hanging around Tan- nim," he said softly, half to himself. Then, a little embarrassed, he glanced over at Rob to see if the young man had overheard him. Rob was nodding, uncharacteristically sober. "They do," he said, then — "Sam, I have to tell you, I've got this great deal on a set ofGinsu steak knives, and if you order now, you get a free bamboo steamer — " Sam chased him out of the building, brandishing a broom. •CHAPTERNINE Although she had every sense at her command lock- ed onto her quarry, Aurilia "lost" the pair to everything but sight the moment they entered Tannim's car — and she lost the vehicle itself to President Street traffic soon after. The protections on the vehicle might have been set by Keighvin Silverhair, but Aurilia doubted it Whatever other powers the boy had, he certainly drove like a demon. Once again she found herself forced to admit to a kind of grudging admiration for one of the enemy.... But not for long. The aggravation of losing quickly overwhelmed the admiration. Damn him, anyway. Crafty little monster. Where did he learn all that? Surely not from Sil- verhair. If I didn't know better, Fd suspect he'd managed to find some devil actually interested in buying his skinny little soul.... Still, Aurilia hadn't practiced her own particular brand of subterfuge for so many centuries without learning patience. She found herself an out-of-the-way spot in one of the little "pocket parks" and sat in her Mercedes. Tannim could cloak himself, and even his car — but once the girl left his presence, she would register to Aurilia's mage-senses. And the girl was real- ly whatAurilia was after at the moment. It took longer than Aurilia had thought it would, but towards sunset, the girl finally "appeared" to Aurilia's inner eye. She quickly triangulated with a mental map of the town, and determined that the girl was at the comer of Bee and Wheaton streets. She reached out in thought, and seized mentally on 164 Mercedes Lackey and Lorry Down the nearest pigeon, taking over what little mind it had with her own. Pigeons were possibly the stupidest crea- tures on the planet, but that stupidity made them remarkably easy to enslave. When she was done with it, it would drop dead of shock, of course, but that didn't matter. One more dead pigeon on the sidewalk would excite no one except a feral cat or dog. She sent the bird winging in a direct line to the area where the girl loitered. With sunset coming, a pigeon was perhaps not the best choice of slave-eyes, but it would do. A grackle would have been better, but like all the corbies, it would have fought back too much, wast- ing dme and energy before she could take it. An owl was the best, but Silverhair used those, the bastard. And frequently owls were not what they appeared to be. She caught only glimpses of what the pigeon saw; just enough to guide it to her target Fortunately, the girl was fairly conspicuous with her bleached-blond hair, even from above. Though darkness had fallen, the shock of pale straw made a kind of beacon for the bird's dimmed eyesight. So although the pigeon was not much good at flying by street-lamps, once the bird had the girl in sight, Aurilia had it land on a rooftop, and follow her in short flights, from tree to phone-line, to rooftop again. Even by daylight the pigeon's eyesight wasn't par- ticularly good, as birds went, but Aurilia made out enough detail that she was forced to wonder what on earth Tannim saw in this appalling little creature. It certainly wasn't her looks. She was scrawny, underfed, a modern version of one ofAurilia's own Victorian Street-Sparrow constructs. Clean — well, Aurilia would give her that much. She was dean. And young, if your taste ran to children. But cheap, tacky— tasteless. Perhaps that was why her glamorie at the pub hadn't worked — maybe Tannim was only attracted to cheap tarts. Maybe he only enjoyed sex with hookers, BORN TO RUN 165 children, or both.... But that didn't fit his profile, didn't fit anything she'd been able to leam about him. peculiar. Once she'd seen him, he hadn't struck her that way; in fact, his attitude towards the girl, so far as she had been able to make out, was positively chaste. In any case, the girl's parents had to know what she was doing, unless they were even stupider than the pigeon. The girl wound her way farther and deeper into one of the bad areas offWheaton. Well, now it wasn't much of a surprise that she'd had Tannim drop her back there on the comer. Aurilia didn't wonder now why the girl hadn't wanted Tannim to see where she lived; she was probably ashamed of her home. If she lived here, her parents couldn't be much better than what was lo- cally termed "poor white trash." That might be why they didn't put any restrictions on her dress, her move- ment, or her behavior — they probably didn't care. The girl suddenly dashed across a street and up an enclosed staircase, catching Aurilia by surprise. She sent the pigeon to perch in a tree outside the first lighted window she saw. She peered short-sightedly at the window, trying to determine if the bird could get any closer, and dis- covered that luck was with her. The girl passed in front of it, showing it was the right one; and not only that, it was open, with no screen to keep her from perching on the ledge. She moved the pigeon in a fluttering hop from branch to ledge, and poked the bird's head cautiously inside. The place was appalling: filthy, bug-ridden, fall- ing to pieces, with the only furniture being pallets on the floor. There were two rooms to the place; the girl and two other youngsters were in this one, and voices from the door beyond proved that there were at least two more in the other room. There were no parents, no adults of any kind, anywhere in sight. Within mo- ments of listening to the conversation between the children, it was dear to her that there were no adults in 166 Mercedes Lackey and Lorry Dixan residence in the tiny apartment at all. There were per- haps a half dozen children living there, and now Aurilia knew exacdy why the girl had looked and acted the way she did — for she recognized one of the other children. There was a girlishly-pretty young boy on a pallet at the side of the room, sleeping the profound sleep of the drugged with his face turned towards the window. Aurilia knew him very well indeed; she had just spent the past week editing film that had his face — and other parts — all over it. It had been the "bondage-party" film (now called "Birthday Boy" and with three thousand copies al- ready on order) that had featured five of their customers and one "pickup." The boy, called 'Jamie," if she recalled correctly, was a free-lance hooker and a runaway. Suddenly, given Tannim's notorious do-gooder im- pulses, many things fell into place. That was the attraction, then. Tannim, wants to save the girl if he can — and that fits right in with his profile. Meddling fool. Topical hero-wishing. Save her for what? A life of food-service? Well, if he wanted to waste his time and resources on dead- end losers, Aurilia wasn't going to stop him. Particularly not when his litde hobby fit right in with Aurilia's own plans. Not only her plans, but the current projects for Studio Two. She withdrew her power in a burst of triumph, abrupdy, allowing the pigeon to tumble unnoticed to the ground. Tannim had expected Keighvin to jump all over him when he got back to (he Fairgrove complex. After all, he had been scheduled to run test laps at Roebling, not spend the afternoon watching container ships and loll- ing around on the grass, however noble his motives. Maybe if I just tell hum the truth... edited. Emphasizing the need the child's m, and leaving out the lolling on the grass and the picnic dinner. BORN TO RUN 167 But as he wound his way through the offices, a change in the schedule posted beside the machine- shop door caught his eye. It would have been hard not to notice it; under the track schedule was a red-drded "canceled" notice. When he read it, he had to grin. The old luck comes through again. Excellent. Some time between when he'd left for lunch and when he was supposed to return, Keighvin had changed the scheduling. The track had been closed this afternoon for repairs after some damage from a tire-test this morning. A tire-test? What the hey? He grabbed the first person he saw when he got into the shops. "What happened at the track this morning?" he asked. The mechanic, Donal — one ofKeighvin's Sidhe, and Tannim's oldest friend Underbill except for Keighvin — grinned wryly. "Hard to believe, eh? Wouldn't have believed it meselfifl hadna seen it. We had a series of new tires for the GTP test mule — same mule you were supposed check brake mods and suspension geometry on. Well, seems our mods or the tires or both were a litde too good." Tannim watched the elven man rock back on his heels, eyes glittering. "So what happened?" he asked, since Donal was ob- viously waiting for him to make some kind of response. "Well, the lateral gees put a three-inch ripple in the asphalt on one of the turns." Donal's grin got even wider, and Tannim didn't blame mm; Donal was part of die crew responsible for the handling. This was some- thing of a coup — for a mule to hug the track that hard on the turns said a lot. But — a three-inch ripple? That was a lot of lateral. His expression must have said something of his surprise, as Donal held up a hand as if he was swearing to the fact "I promise; I measured it meself. We all saw it — a three-inch lump, plain as Danaa's light, ten feet long. 168 Mercedes Lackey and Lany Dwan We had to hire a steamroller to flatten the track. Took us the rest of the day. Keighvin figured you'd see the posting and take off." Now Donal raised an eyebrow, because Tannim should have known what had happened, since it had undoubtedly been all over the shop; Tannim just shrugged. He wasn't good enough to lie to a Sidhe, so he simply told part of the truth. "You know there's never anyone to answer questions around here in the afternoon. I had a picnic out at the Fort. So, where's Keighvin?" "With Sam Kelly, at the forge-shop." Donal grinned again, showing gleaming white teeth, teeth that were a little feral-looking. "Now 'ds a 'forge' in more ways than one. Sam seems to have concocted a process that will pass muster, and he's moved that molten-metal equip- ment we kenned out to the other shop. Says we'll be ready for a cast of thousands." "Ech, that's awful. 'Forged' engine blocks, hmm?" Tannim indulged the Sidhe; Donal was fond of puns. "And a 'forged' process. Well, I'd better get out there and see what Keighvin wants me to do now." He wound his way through metal and machinery to the roofed passage that joined this shop to the former- ly-empty forge building. He noticed along the way that a lot of the computer-driven equipment was missing; presumably it had been moved to its new home. Keighvin should have been glowing with cheer; the mods that had warped the track had certainly proved successful, and now he had a "process" that would ex- plain where his engine blocks and other cast-aluminum pieces were coming from. But when Tannim found him, supervising the set-up and activa- tion of some arcane-looking machine by that insanely cheerful human tech-genius Skippy-Rob, he didn't look particularly happy. Tannim wondered if something more had gone wrong than he'd been told, but it wasn't that kind ofex- BORNTORUN 169 pression. He'd seen the Sidhe display all kinds of moods, and it was the "unreadable" ones that he feared the most. Keighvin was a gendeman by any creatures' standards, but he had his breaking points, and when he was near one ... Keighvin looked up and saw him lurking out of the way, then beckoned the young mage over. "What's cooking?" Tannim asked casually. "Any- thing wrong with Sam's phony process?" "With the process — nothing," Keighvin replied, rubbing one temple distractedly. "But — Vidal Dhu showed up at Sam's this morning. Not inside the house, but he blocked Sam's driveway long enough to deliver a message." "I think I can guess the message," Tannim said slowly. Keighvin nodded, grimly. "A threat, of course. At least he didn't say, 'And your litde dog, too.' The wor- risome thing is that he's managed to recruit a corps of lesser nasties, and they're putting pressure on our boundaries. Nothing like overt warfare, but — don't go into the woods after dark." "Any things we haven't taken out before?" "Nothing any worse, so far as we can tell. I don't like it And I don't like Sam being outside our hardened boundaries. I'm setting up our spare rooms here as sleeping-quarters for anyone who can't protect them- selves, including Sam." The man in question had come around the corner during Silverhair's little speech, and waited until he had finished before leaving the work crew and joining them. "You're worrying too much, Keighvin," the old man said comfortably. "I've been going over my old gran's stories. I think I can hold off the boggles; enough to permit the cavalry to come over the hill to rescue me, anyway." Tannim noticed that the old man was wearing what looked Kke an Uzi bolstered at his hip; Sam patted it as he finished his statement 170 Mercedes Lackey and Lany Doom Tannim frowned, rubbing his eyes. "Sam, I don't mean to rain on your parade, but plain old bullets aren't going to stop Vidal, and they certainly aren't going to do anything to a creature like a troll that can heal itself—" Sam pulled the gun from the holster and handed it to him, wordlessly. Tannim took it — and it sloshed. It was one of the old Uzi-replica water-pistols, and not a real gun at all. "One of your local geniuses prepared this for me," the old man said. "That's salt and holy water. That should take care of a fair number of yon blackguard's friends. I've got rosemary, rue, and salt in my pocket, and a horseshoe nail with them. There's an iron plate across every door and windowsill of the house, horse- shoes nailed up over every door and the fireplace, and sprigs of oak, ash, and thorn up there with them. A lass here is preparing iron-filled .357 hollowdps for me Colt, and meanwhile, there's this — " He touched the sheath on his other side, and Tan- nim saw the hilt of a crudely-forged knife. He had no doubt that it was of good Cold Iron. Sam wasn't taking chances on a steel blade. "That's all very well," Keighvin warned, "butit won't hold them for long. They'll find ways around your protections and mine, eventually." Sam bolstered his water-pistol. "Doesn't have to keep them busy for long," he countered. "It'll hold them baffled for long enough. All I have to do now is supervise your setup, put my John Hancock to every- thing and write up my part in this deal. That's a matter of a couple of weeks at most. The rude bastard can bluster all he wants. Once I'm finished, you don't need me anymore. You just need my name." "But what if something goes wrong?" Keighvin asked. "There's nobody here that knows the language—" "But this Vidal character doesn't know that," Sam replied. "He's like some of the really old execs at BORN TO RUN 171 Gulfstream, the ones who didn't understand tech. He may even be a technophobe, for all we know. That kind thinks that once something technological is set in place, it sits and glowers and runs itself with no further help." Both Keighvin and Tannim snorted; Sam shrugged. "I know it makes no sense, but that's the way these people think. All he'll see is me sitting back in my chair, and letting you run the show. He'll figure going after me is a waste of effort." Keighvin shook his head doubtfully, and Tannim had to agree with the Sidhe. He wasn't convinced that Sam was right, either. But Sam was an adult, and perfectly capable of making his own decisions. Besides, Tannim had other problems. "Keighvin, I know this is coming at the worst pos- sible dme," he said, reluctantly, "but we've got another problem, too." Briefly he outlined Tania's situation, and the plight of the underage hookers she lived with. He hoped to catch Keighvin's interest, but the Sidhe- mage shook his head regretfully. "Damn ye, Tannim, your timing sucks. I can't do anything for them right now," he said, plainly unhap- py with the situation. "I'm sorry, but we're up to our pointy ears in alligators at the moment I can't do any- thing for them out there — and you can't bring them here. I can't have a single non-mage mortal inside the boundary right now," he continued, frankly, laying the whole situation on the table so Tannim could see it. "And I'm stretching things to include Sam, because he believes and he's got a bit of the Sight himself. Who knows what these children would do if they saw a skir- mish with one of Vidal Dhu's little friends out there? If they panicked, they could breach the shields. If they were taken in by appearances, they